Many years this boy wandered Gor. Many homes have given him a place to rest, and some have placed the steel around his neck.  But after a period of rest he felt a wind that pushed him. It was time to move on, the bitter time of getting release and saying farewell to the family.  He always left in respect and tried to keep in contact. As many times as he felt the bitter feelings of farewell, he also felt the excitement of getting a warm spot at a new fireplace.

Until one day he walked into a home in which he found that special Mistress. Or was it actually he who found Her? Was it not her who had the plan in Her mind? He was not aware of Her plan but he felt like walking on clouds when he saw Her.

Slowly he realized that she was different. The strictness that normally disappeared over time with the other Mistresses stayed.  This boy realize that he had walked in the home of She who controls the wind that has been guiding him in search for his strongest of desires.

This boy knew that he has found what he has been looking for during his 10 years on Gor. He begged her collar but she refused. Her answer was simple: “you do not beg my collar before you deserve it, first you need to feel the fire eat you"

Many weeks passed in which this boy was happy to talk with Her.  Slowly she started to control the rl as the online. Slowly he felt how the strong desire started to grow. It grew to a level that he had never experienced. Until one night, he could feel the burning in his belly and was not able to sleep. He crawled to Mistress and begged like his life was depending on it. She warned him but also realized that he would burn if She would not take care of him. She placed her steel around his neck but did not have to close it. This boy closed it himself.  he melted the steel together with the burning desire inside his body. The collar was made of the strongest steel, but still the steel kept growing stronger and stronger. Slowly it grew together with his skin and a layer of it traveled through his body and nestled itself around his heart. It controls his life and each heartbeat.  Now looking back on the first time with my Mistress a boy realize that we have come a long long way and that he should praise Her.

A boy still makes mistakes but she deals with it. A boy still needs close guidance rl and on Gor, she deals with it. She takes care of him and comforts his desires. How can he ever pay her back? The only thing he can do is praise her and please Her every desire. But still a boy has an un-fulfilled desire, getting her mark in rl on his body, getting marked as her property in rl, so that She can claim what is Hers