So here's the inside scoop about what's goin down in mah life.
June 25th, 2003:
Tony proposed to me tonight...I said yes. *huge grin* Im engaged, see pictures here
June 24th, 2003:
First things first, I've lost some friends, gained some friends. Jen and I "split up" about two months ago and haven't talked since. It seems like some stupid stuff now, but God didn't leave me much room for options in way of breaking off the relationship. As of this point Jen may or may not have moved already, she was planning on heading back to Cleveland after she and Brent got divorced. I dunno. Seriously you gotta trust me here Jen if you read this...I miss you, I miss Randi terribly. I hate what happened and I will always love you like a sister. Im sorry that things had to go down the way they did. I haven't turned my back on you, I am there with you ever moment in my thoughts and prayers no matter how little that means to you. I think of you constantly.
Secondly not long after Jen and I's things I started seeing Tony. I worked with him for over a year and funny I never noticed that I LOVED him! *lol* Okay, so it wasn't love then. But fact is Im madly into him and have been since the first night we hooked up. Tony makes me happier than any man in my life (besides Jesus) ever has. I dont even have words to explain my feelings for him other than it's just unexplainably wonderful. Trust me on this one. It's real this time. Even though I've dated a thousand guys, Tony rocks my world hard. If you're reading this Tony... I LOVE YOU! yeah, I told the world, yay!
So like we spend every waking moment together and have for the last month and then some and still Im not tired of him, I still can't wait to see him and can't stand to be apart from him. Don't get too excited now but we talk about the big "M" word. Man, I just can't tell you how perfect we are for eachtoher. He's a big freak like me...bondage pants and all. If I could, I wouldnt' change a thing about him, I think he rocks hard. Morgan loves him too. They're really bonding and getting along well. She and I spent the weekend with his family this weekend and it was great! We went with him to Russelville to see him preach. He did a fine job representin the Lord!
Anyways, I'd love to write more and I probabaly will later but I'm at work and my program is over now...gotta run!
Hey... I'm in love. :)