this pain

    thank you for this pain.
{the poet}

  a perplexing emotion that first breathes in my head
  merely as paranoid suspicions
  and without my realising it
  translates into reckless thoughts and conclusions
  slowly simmering in my blood
  boiling in my mind
  spinning and bringing me down

  in a flash it seeks solace
  southbound
  a flash which hits the very core of my being
  thumping, stamping and hounding
  teasing me with fear and unease
  tormenting

  and just when i thought it is done
  it renders me an invalid
  with uncontrollable
  shaking, trembling and convulsing
  losing me my faithful senses
  and my trusted nerves it creeps into

  forming streams readily flowing down my eyes
  blurring my sight and burning my mind
  eating at my heart
  but
  the comfort i find
  in this pain.
written by sherina zain. 7th of march 2001. copyright. all rights reserved.
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