Mad Rantings : Falter

I so have nothing funny to say.

I want to be all witty and charming but alas, writing poetries and stories have absorbed what's left of my diminishing wit!! I'm officially too serious. It's not even funny. Ha. ha.

Type, type, think, think, type some more. Though not in that order. These million mosquitoes are encircling me, like the invisible predators that they are. Biting me. I am all itching. *Scratch* Scratch* They have been biting me and no one else. The other day, three large bites on one leg.. Fucking insects.

I think I have lost my faith. In men, in God, in myself. Okay maybe not so much in myself. I have lost it last week but I found me again :) But what I need right now is to spiritualise myself again. Note. Must apply for that religious classes .. As for men, I can live without..you can live without... have always lived without.. can I live without??

*Scratch*Scratch*

Friends will start in about half an hours time... my friends.... I don't know what to think of them. Sometimes, I think that they are not making any effort. I start loathing them. Then, they start being sweet to me. All of them. All @ the same time. What does that prove to you? Don't judge a tricky situation before you have the colourful picture.. bloody hell, I'm always learning.. learning too much..

I love that Wheatus song..I am bopping to its Soul-less theme...maybe becos I can relate to it??

'That you give me no reason, why you making me work so hard..' Sometimes I think I work too hard. I still go unappreciated. In every aspects. It must be about me being too nice and too down to earth.Note to self.. stop being too nice..

And stop biting me, you insolent things!!! *scratch*scratch*

Stupid driving theory test tomorrow. And I can't absorb. And this week.. my last free week. How's the new job gonna be??? Will I wake up every morning dreading to go to work. You betcha. But at least I will get the cash. Then I will get a well desrved holiday..

Hmmm. Maybe I should have some faith afterall.
2 of the 3 wishes I have recently made have all come true. I got the job. My whole family is into keeping fit. The last one still eludes me- have always been and might always be. God..... hopefully not.

Ooh.. Jolly!!! There's the faith thing again!!Aha!! Note to self. Cancel religious class. At least until the next time. I have just found God again. Oui!!!

But man.... he still eludes me..

*Scratch*Scratch*
Bloody pest.

SHERI