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For David
How could I have known you didn't love me?
          You told me everyday
          You showed me everyday

How could you have made love to me when you didn't love me?
          You were so concerned for my pleasure
          You were so tender

How could you have stayed if you didn't love me?
          You slept in our bed
          You were a father to our children

How can I live if you don't love me?
You were our protector, our provider, our center.
You were strong and reliable and safe.
You were always there for us.
We loved you, we needed you, we wanted you with us.
When you left, you took our hearts
.
If you want me in a year, I will be here for you.

If you want me in a decade, I will be here for you.

If you want me at your side in your old age, I will be here for you.

If you never want me again, still I will be here for you.

Whatever else I may do in my lifetime, I will always be here for you.

One month ago today was the last day of my life.
For, the next morning you left me.
     Left without looking back
     Left for something better
     Left forever

One month ago today we went grocery shopping together.
The next morning you left me.
     Left the food behind
     Left to fulfill yourself
     Left forever

One month ago today my heart was intact, I was yours.
The next morning you left me.
     Left your children and home
     Left to be happy
     Left forever
   
I
MISS
YOU
SO
MUCH

We used to laugh
We used to cry
We used to bow our heads then
Wonder why

But now you're gone
I guess I'll carry on
And make the best of what you've left to me
Left to me, left to me

I need you
Like the flower needs the rain
You know I need you
Guess I'll start it all again
You know I need you
Like the winter needs the spring
You know I need you
I need you

And every day
I'd laugh the hours away
Just knowing you were thinking of me
Then it came
That I was put to blame
For every story told about me
About me, about me

I need you
Like the flower needs the rain
You know I need you
Guess I'll start it all again
You know I need you
Like the winter needs the spring
You know I need you
I need you
WELCOME HOME HONEY BEAR!!!
YOUR STILL THE ONE!!!
David returned on June 9th, 2002. My miracle was granted. I have received my heart's desire. I am truly happy.
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