why do i feel this so? to tell you, i badly want to i love, i love, i love you more than a friend, i guess, i do. never will i tell you to cry is all i can do. to be with you is all i want; but deep inside i know i can't. to burn this on my skin, i feel so much to do; a scar to leave and create; times shared would never vacate. this affection, i fathom, would never you will return no doubt this regard won't go far for oblivious as you are. ~iamEliza |
within arms length i kept you near but it seems you didn't feel i did it all for you a sincere Thank You i didn't hear what shall i do for you to see that i'm hurt because of thee. you took everything i have far away from me you looked at me, i looked back your eyes are telling me; what happened to us? why did we grow apart? i'm afraid to tell you; maybe because of my pride. i wasn't the one who grew apart, it was you who grew apart you were busy attending the unimportant things; that you didn't notice you already turned your back to the things more essential than it seems _eliza. |
i've been hiding you something; something that i won't risk saying to you. i won't risk losing you as a friend just because of this feeling i have for you it has been more than a year; more than a year of hiding this. i didn't mean to... you're just you i've told myself before that year started not to have that feeling again i did that so i can refuse mixed emotions but i failed my promise to myself here i am now having self tensions whenever you're around don't say, "my bad" don't be, cos i like the feeling; the feeling that you're making me feel. but someone's telling me it's not right i know it's not right to feel this way i just can't help admiring you; admiring you that leaves me empty that's full of mixed emotions _eliza. |
we are the same in some ways but your eyes are telling me to change change in such a way that we; we would clash even more.. telling me to be you it doesn't mean that if our personalities are the same i am you and you are me. it was you who said; 'not everything we want to happen will happen' this want of yours; this strong passion to your desire will not happen... since no one can ever change us but only ourselves _eliza. |
you didn't catch the eye of the one you love but there are others who eyes on you; eyes on you with your every move watches you smile that beautiful smile and laugh with your friends but these are the eyes; the eyes of the ones your friends love; the same eyes they didn't catch and this leaves your friends' dear heart breaking; breaking so softly that to you and I is a sweet lullaby _eliza. |