ack! i really hate myself!!! *slaps self*

me and my mother were suppose to go out for my haircut BUT i'm too obsessed to finish editting my site! ugh...<_< she said next time...but i dunno when's this 'next time' maybe not sometime soon.. grr....

anyway, i'm still unstable when it comes to my feelings...i had implanted it on my head not to reminisce things to the max or else *poof* here goes my heart again...breaking; even though it's still in the state of healing... *sigh* i dunno if i'll heal sometime soon...:'(

ack! *grunt* i just want to go to swimming to take my mind off of these things! T_T only, it's night time already... and there's a possibility we might be watching Deja Vu tonight... ugh... i hate this state...

ok, that's about it for tonight

mood:
=| that says it all

~darnangel-lys

hiii! i've been emo lately.. for some reason.. hehe and just hours ago, i made another poem.. 2 poems actually.. simultaneously because of being emo.. here's an excerpt from one of it:

smiling a wide smile within the smile hidden; hidden behind it that says something is wrong...

i'm not sure if the words are right though.. i gave the copy to the one who made me write those poems..

that's about it for the night i think.. :)

mood:
emo

~darnangel-lys

here's a poem that i made...i was really emo that time.. we were in the car going home and it just came to me..

i tell you that "you're all that" because i envy you, i envy you because i'm not contented, i'm not contented because i don't count my blessings, i don't count my blessings because i always look at the negative side of things because...

it's lame i know.. but that's what i feel at that time.

mood:
sad

~darnangel-lys

hello!! it's been a really long time since i've blast updated this site.. =| and i don't get any viewers for the past week *faint* oh well.. lol.. at least this thing is still running.. lol..

it's quarter to 11pm here.. and i should be memorizing the talasalitaan[vocabulary] for our filipino test tomorrow.. haha.. but i want to place an entry here and edit some settings, as you can notice it..

uhm, what can i say?? oooh!! we've started practice dancing for our JS Prom this Feb. 10!!! our first practice was this tuesday, Jan. 23, during our health class.. i practiced dancing WITHOUT a partner =| it sucks.. lol.. well, maybe God has something big to give me.. :) just being optimistic.. hehe

on friday, the 3rd year students including me, we'll be taking the PACT (Philippine Aptitude Classification Test) and it means no class! weeeh! lol! BUT friday is also our PE day.. which, the class will be 2 periods in the afternoon after lunch.. but there are rumors that it'll be half day... so much for the anticipation-for-the-dance-practice-during-PE *rolls eyes* not good.. *sigh*

welps, i have to you know.. study memorize the vocabulary words..... g'night!!

mood:
=| longing and sleepy

~darnangel-lys

Happy Birthday to me!!! but i dunno if this is a happy birthday! :cry:

this morning, i was happy and a huge smile was plastered on my face. greetings from my friends. it was really a cool day. but minutes ago *breaks into crying* even my own brother disrespected me! he was like, "its my turn on the pc!" i was like, "its my birthday." he was like, "so?" i didn't reply. he just blow this horn when you use during new year or July 4th in the US right in my ear! countless times!! :cry: it really hurts. i was crying for like i dunno... 20-30mins.....online. =| talking about it with my friends.. :(

at least, we just sliced the cake :) the cake's good :D

anyway, i gtg. gotta finish writing my homework. :)

mood:
really sad...but trying to be happy :)

~darnangel-lys

good morning!!! time check: 12:42am. time check is brought to you by Eliza's grumbling tummy. lol! yeah, i am hungry. i didn't eat my dinner. :P

later today, i'll be celebrating my pre-birthday celebration with my friends. yup, we'll be eating lunch out and after or before eating we will be watching Eragon.. weeh! my treat. and maybe after those two, we'll be playing our heads off in TimeZone!!! woot! woot! hahaha!!

my birthday will be this coming monday. i'll be Sweeeeeet 6teeeeen! lol! yeah. but i dunno what's so significant about it 0_o

oooh!! last tuesday! as in, it was raining the whole day.. "he" (my crush) borrowed my jacket(it was pink) during health class(which was before filipino class) cos they would act as if they were power rangers, him and his friends. ok, i lend it to him(i wasn't cold that time). filipino class, we were just writing our sulating pangwakas(formal theme) then i was cold again. i was like, "lamig-a ui," (it's so cold) it just came out of my mouth.. cos it's really cold.. eh, we're seatmates *squees then back to normal* he heard (duh!) he lend me his jacket!!!!!! *squee!!!* hahahaha!! -Finis-

it was a good feeling i just hope he doesn't know this site's address or else i'm busted! i can't stand all the teasing and stuffs like that..

well, its really getting late and i have to take my beauty sleep and be prepared or ready for later :)

ciao!

mood:
normal with kileg(can't translate this no english word can translate this filipino word :D)

~darnangel-lys

good morning!!! first entry of the year!! yeah! *tries saying it in a manly voice but fails*

we celebrated here at home the New Year's Eve. the relatives were here also a neighbor. we were videocalling with our cousin in NY. by the strike of midnight(which tells us that's it's New Year already), there was a brownout. we were like, "how nice to start the year." it lasted for 2 hours. and i couldn't send any messages to my friends during those time! i hate it. a lot of people are sending greetings at 2 in the morning!? :faint:

oh well, at least we had fun during the games.. my cousin from NY even played with us! haha. she was so cool. she get the right answers in the nick of time! cool.

happy new year to all!! *glomps*

mood:
alive

~darnangel-lys