g'morning! ate anj was right...don't laugh too much because you'll end up crying later...*sigh* that's all i can say for the day..

live this day well!! tccic!

EDIT!!!!
i'm not ready to forget but i'll do my best to find an alternative.
just a while ago, my hatred to liars became strong. especially to the liars whom i've been very true. it sucks; not to receive the 'love' back (since trusting is also loving; according to me, to say the least). but as the saying goes or rather as the 'commandment' goes "love unconditionally". i ain't being thick here but i've been loving unconditionally since the moment i felt the love of my parents which i might say is also unconditional.
i d*mn don't know what the heck i'm saying here.

mood:
thinking still thinking

~darnangel-lys

ok, i'm not realyl losing up nowadays......my goodness! i've been crying for the past days! :cry: and i can't help it! sh*t! for the same reason as the entry below V don't they see it in my actions!? sh*t

mood:
obviously sad and crying

~darnangel-lys

So Called Friends?


Everyone of us has a friend or few friends. Those who doesn't are too proud to socialize with people. Even our friends are the ones who hurts us despite the things we've done for them. But this doesn't mean that they aren't true, this means we have to confront or communicate with them. At least, They'll be aware of what they do to you. In that way, we would know each other better.

I'm a transferee to this school I'm in for 3 school years now. Last year, I've found a set of friend that I'm hanging- out with today. They aren't transferees, however. They've been in that school since they were in Nursery. Their bonding became strong during our grade 5 years. We were in different schools back then. Different set of friend back then. It's really good to reminisce the past. But there are times reminiscing the past hurts people around you, who weren't present in that past. This happened to me countless times with the friends i have now.

Whenever we hang-out, there'll be no chance that they'd reminisce their elemtary life; with me around --- which they don't have any past about me. They'd always go "sna maulit yun. *flash back facial expression on their face*"[translation: Wish it would happen again.] To the extent that they're saying indirectly to me that it was fun when Eliza wasn't in the picture of our lives. *pang!* it was always PC, PP & CJ who makes me feel that way. MC, whenever she reminisce that past she tends to say sorry to me, it's like she feels/knows what I feel. That's why MC & I became lone pair; I'm serious about it because she understands me & I understands her. They know, they even tease me about it, I'm serious about everything then why are they acting as if its not serious? I believe they know what lone pair means. The End.

I made this just this morning actually. i was caught up by my emotions.. yesyes, i admit i'm emotional. but, the heck! right? hahahaha let's just laugh about it, yeh? beside, i'm losing up nowadays. :)

byebye! take care y'all!

mood:
feels like crying at the same time trying to laugh about it

~darnangel-lys

wow! its been a while since i've been here.. lol

well, i've forgiven an enemy. i've received WONDERFUL gifts from my friend at our christmas party at school. the math test was easy but kinda difficult, did that make any sense? i'm currently addicted to this song. but i ain't telling here cos maybe SOMEONE would claim it as his/her current addiction too. basta my favorite lines there, don't you have the guts to say how you feel about me....when love makes a choice, it has a voice i've been using that line as my stat message in YM. its a song by Aly & AJ.

Christmas is tomorrow!! weeh!! we'll be celebrating the Christmas Eve, as usual, at my grandma's house which is like about 2 blocks away. but i believe it wouldn't be that much of a fun because the family of a cousin are in New York. *sigh* oh well, we'll be videocalling with them, which will be minus 13 hours from our time here.

that's all i think.. take care!

mood:
d[-_-]b mellow..

~darnangel-lys

yesterday was camille's birthday! she just turned 15 and i'm going to turn 16 in a month's time[O_o]

anyway, even though it was a school night, we still went out. lol. her sister was there (fellow middle-child!!*glomp*). we went to K1 at their KTV. we satyed there for 2hours singing our arses off. haha! can you believe it guy!? i sang! :faint: i really don't sing. well, when i'm in the bathroom, ONLY. but this time, i crawled out of my shell. and it was a good feeling. my barkada and camille's sister didn't even criticize my singing. how could i think of them that way!?!?!?!?! i'm sooooooo mean!!! *cries* i just want to say my sincerest sorry to them, if they have the chance to read this. they could slap me if they want.(so the drama!)

it's our Periodical Tests week! :faint: i'm really not sure if i'm going to pass them all! the results of my Unit Tests in each subject were really not good. even though most of them are 80+% but 80+% isn't good for me! i should have a 100%! call me a high dreamer but i was raised that way. *headdesk* i would definitely have low grades this grading period!! *cries* i should do my very best to reach my goal--having a 100% in particular subjects in my periodical test. *firm* wish me luck guys!!

very much love on y'all!! tccic!

mood:
dull

~darnangel-lys

OMGawd!! something very <3333 happened to me just now!!

i was busy creating a PM (private message) to my online friend from SS.com and then, he(the 2nd) IMed me! it was short but it was the best short chat over YM to me!! here it is, you know the drill ryt? about him and her.. ok:

him: babes
him: anong oras daw ung yfc???
her: babes?
her: 9am-7pm
him: ehehehe
her: ok
him: ty
her: yw

*squee* i admit, i liked it. LOL! what kind of girl wouldn't like anything like that especially her crush said that to her!? LMAO! anyway, this is a different guy, he's from school. not the one earlier than this entry.

translation: what time is the YFC thing???

<3 y'all!! take care always!!

mood:
super duper in<3 again!!!

~darnangel-lys