The Story of Me
The Story of Me
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Sec 3, I'm now in a different class from Serene, Cindy, Yee Lee & Sharon. We're scattered into different class. I'm in the Art Class. However, I'm in the same class as my love foe, Steve.
Just as everything was turning out fine between me and Serene,
she got her 1st boyfriend, Benson... However
I still never give up at that point of time, mainly because I don't see anything
good in this relationship. True enough, it lasted 1 week of so only. I still
remembered that I got to know the news in the saddest way. Benson knew that I'm
fond of Serene, he purposely organised a
small outing, where only three people are important and die die oso must go
one... That's Serene, Benson
& me... The outing consist of around 8 to 10 people, and it's to watch the
show was <<<The Mask>>> at Yishun 10. I always like
movies of Jim Carrey,
especially after his <<<Ace Ventura Pet Detective>>>, but this
one turn out to be the worst show that I had ever watch... Throughout the day, Benson
was like a glue, which completely stick to Serene
the whole day~! Though he always hang around Serene,
but there's something different that day. There's is kinda couple feeling... The
whole day was hell to me, only that I can't enjoy my idol's show, I also gotta
bare the pain and see the two of them being together. In the later part of the
day, I ask Yee
Lee if something is wrong, it was then I know that they're
together liao~! 
Anyway, there's this black horse, Jeremy.
Very few people knew that he's fond of Serene. Guess Wat~! He's Serene's
2nd boyfriend. He's the major hit to me~! So quiet, but yet so deadly~! I'm
really impressed~! Anyway he's really a nice handsome guy. This time I saw that
that this relationship sure can work out one, thus I bare the pain and withdraw
myself from the "battle"~! I even gave them my best
blessings... 
Haiz~! Been trying to win her heart for the past 2 years & 6 months, it's really
not easy to give up just like that~!
Secondary 4 (1996)
Sec 4, 'O' Levels is one of the most exciting events~! But I guess tat you're
interested in my results rite... Alright, how about this, I got my 1st
girlfriend~! 
Yeah~!
Well, her name is Sharon, but in other not
to confuse you with the other Sharon whose
my 'mother', I shall address as Ah Yan.
Anyway I got to know her when I was still in my primary 6 like that. I
always went to my friend, David's
house then. She's kinda cute little gal. She's 2 years younger than me. However,
we never talk to each other before.
She came to my school as Sec 1 student when I was in Sec 3. I always treat her as a siao mei mei to me. We merely only say hi & bye. But in the beginning of my Sec 4, I started to develop feelings for her. So I guess that there are no such thing as normal friends between a guy and a gal, of course there are always a few exceptions. I was in the morning class while she's in the afternoon class. So everyday I'll just stay back after school and waited for her recess time. Then talk or eat with her for about 20min where she'll return back to class. So while waiting, I normally go do my Art final year project or play ball games with friends in school. For around two months, I waited for her everyday. Sometimes after meeting her I got caught in the rain and gotta run back home like a soaked chicken~! I always gotta lied to my parents that I've got to do project in school in order to stay back, mainly because my parents were very strict to me.
I did ask her to be my girlfriend before, say in April or May. But got rejected, only in the later part then I know the reason. She got boyfriend liao at that time~! Haiz... Wrong timing huh... Anyway I did continued to stay back and have her recess break together, only now not that often, cos I dun want her boyfriend to get angry.
My 1st Girl Friend, Ah Yan.
I remember it's 02.08.96 Saturday, one week before Singapore National Day, where
all the uniform groups have their final full dress rehearsal together. Most of
the participating uniform group were at the canteen. As for us, the NPCC guys,
we were changing our uniform there. While I was changing from my squad Polo
T-Shirt to my uniform, meaning I'm topless, one of Ah
Yan's friend came running towards me shouting aloud, "Stanley~!
Sharon wanna ask you if she can be your girlfriend~!" And due to that, the
noisy canteen suddenly became so quiet, with all the people staring at me, whose
still
topless~! 
I blushed on the spot~!
At first I thought it was just a joke, but my doubts were gone when it was time for all the uniform groups to fall in. Why? The NPCC's squad was the last squad while The Band's squad, I forgot to tell you that she's in the school band, was the first squad. So when she was walking pass me, I look at her. Surprisingly she looked so shy, and I can tell you, she is really adorable and sweet then~! It was the 1st time I had ever saw a girl give me that kinda look~! I felt very comforting deep inside me...
So I called her that very night~! We started the conversation as per usual, nothing special... However, I finally asked, "Err... Wat your friend said in the morning at the canteen... Is it true?", heart beat rising~! "No lah~! She joking one...", she replied. Feeling a bit sian, I said, "Oh I see..." But then she asked, "Wat if it's real~? Wat will your answer be~?" I then smile and replied, "I'll only answer if you really ask..." We then kinda continue to tease around till she gave up and said, "Ya ya~! So wat will the answer be...?" Happily I replied, "Sure..."
It was near to my 'O' levels liao, but I still waited for her everyday, not just recess time, but waited for her to finish school and sent her home... She stayed 2 blocks away from our school, but we'll normally took more than hour to reach her block~! Why? Simply because we always take one big round. It served 2 purposes, one is that her parents cannot know about our relationship as they're very strict against that, and furthermore our parents know each other~! The other reason is that we hope to see each other longer. After seeing her home, I'll always run back home, have a quick dinner & bath, then I'll call her again...
The time spent together is always very rush, but we really enjoy ourselves and
we do treasure it~!
Guess Wat?
I lost my very 1st kiss to her~!
So shy man~! Better not go into details...
Anyway, we never had any arguments before, we just feel happy when we have each
other. We didn't even need other people... That's when everything starts to turn
bad. It was after my examinations, and due to that, I'm leaving school soon... I
heard rumors that she said she'll break up with me when I'm gone... But I didn't
care, nor did I clarified with her. We just continued to enjoy each other's
company. But we felt the pain when we say goodbye for the day...
We finally broke up after the 6th month of our relationship, not really because I left the school, but still got something to do with it. As I'm no longer in school, she starts to get lonely, as her friends had most abandoned her after she had gone steady with me. Like wat I said before, we didn't need other people... I even had some quarrel with some of her so call good friends when they told her that she didn't have enough time for them. I mean, if they're really her good friends, then they should be happy when they saw her happy rite, and not to pressured her for accompany. So childish man~! It was in the later part then I found out that actually one of her friends like me... Kinda trying to break us up~! It really give me a sore feeling when I saw Sharon in a difficult position. It hurt me further when she actually don't know who to choose, a boyfriend whom she cannot see every second in school but enjoy the company, and a group of good friends whom she could not enjoy as much but will be there every second in school...
Thus I finally initiated the break up... Man, it was tough~! We hugged each
other and cry for more than an hour~!
In the end, she asked if she can be my Mei Mei, like some of her friends. I said
no, cos I cannot have a Mei Mei whom I loved~! She tried to argue with it but I
never give way. I walked her to school that morning, as she was walking towards
her class, she turn around shouting, "I don't care, you'll be my kor kor...!"
Smiling, I shouted back, "I'll never agreed to that~!" We then turned
and walk separately, without turning back...
However, we are still keeping in contact till now~! Wonder if she'll read all this and smile...?