The Story of Me
The Story of Me
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Well, everyone makes choices. The problem only lies in whether the choice made, is right or wrong... However, it might be the right choice in that particular moment, but as time passes, the right choice will turn into the wrong choice. Sounds as if I'm contradicting myself again huh~! Don't get me wrong, as I'm not. As you read on My Story, you'll get to realise what I mean in a clearer picture. Anyway, here's my choice...
It was a very hard thing for me to choose between Janice & Karen, as both are so unique in their very own ways. However, there's one thing that makes them different, it's my past... Due to my previous relationship's failure, something particularly important to me will be one of the biggest factor that I'll look into when it comes to choosing my life partner, that factor is trust.
Me & My Choice, Karen
Due to that, I made my choice. I'll make Karen my future queen. I'm not saying that I don't or can't trust Janice, but as to compared with Karen, I trust Karen more. Since that I had made my choice, my next step will be putting all my attention in her. She was my right choice then, but not for long... Just when I finally made up my choice, that right choice became wrong slowly...
Why~? Simply because she soon found herself a boyfriend. It's not that she found herself a boyfriend, then I said that I had made the wrong choice. It's just that her boyfriend isn't the right one for her, I'm not tasting sour grapes here, you'll know why as you read on. I had seen this guy a lot of times before at Club VII. He doesn't give me the impression that he's one good decent guy. I shall named him Leax, but that's not his real name. He's always with this group of people there, which consist of both male & female.
I had guessed that he was wooing Karen when I was first introduced to him by Karen, but Janice (Karen's friend hor, not the one in the previous chapter. Thus don't get confused) told me that he's just her good friend, as was told by Karen. Just about one week later after I decided to make Karen mine, I saw her & Leax at Orchard, holding hands... I got a shock when I saw that, I can't help but to feel sad at the same time. Something in me just felt as if they're falling apart. I did call upon them, but both seems not to recognise me at all.
If I had not seen them at Orchard holding hands, no one would have known about their relationship. She did not seems to want anyone know about it first, till they were more settled down, typical girls huh...?
Anyway, now you roughly get the idea why I said a right choice could turn into a wrong one already right~? You think you're so clever~? I can tell you, that's only the beginning. As you read on, you'll get to experience more on what I mean. Another climax in my life was about to happen, again...
Shall I give up since she had found herself a boyfriend~? Will I give up~? The answer is no. Since he is not the rightful one for her, I'll not just give up like that. Just like in my secondary school days, where I did the same for Serene, I'll never give up someone I like or love, unless she had found someone that's sincere and will take good care of her.
For those of you who are Chinese, have you ever seen the Taiwan Drama, MVP Qing Ren, also known as My MVP Valentine~? There's this guy in the show who is very nice to Xiao Xi, remember~? I'm not referring to Duan Chen Feng here. Never did I know that there will really be one such person in Singapore. Yap, I'm not kidding~! Just that he's not as handsome as the guy in the show, that's all. Girls, please don't puke or give me that disgusted look in the face ya... Read on my story to see how I become Tai Zhi for Karen, and for her only...