The Story of Me
The Story of Me
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Like what I said, I wanted revenge~! 
Since no relationship will last, no women can be trust, and promise was only
made to be broken... Then what for work so hard for it~? Nice guy~? You're not
nice if you're someone who is sincere and true. To me,
one is nice when that person hides everything bad well~! Don't
you agreed~? Have you ever been ask upon a question, where you're nice
enough to give a true comment, and the person don't like it and said that you
have bad taste or stuff like that... Sometimes you even got cursed and swear
upon~!
Thus being a nice guy doesn't need to be nice anymore. Sounds contradicting huh, well it is... Generally girls don't need you to think of their well being or future, all they want from you is be more supportive towards them, be it good or bad. So forget about those crap that they said, that all they want is to hear the truth. Trust me, 80% of the time you say something true about them, they felt insulted in a way, I also dunno why, thus you're a dead man~! Well since all they like is that we guys, follow what they want. It's just that simple~! So forget about all the trouble about thinking for their future, just say 'yes' whenever you're required, and that is practically all the time ya~!
Now, how do I revenge~? Hmmm.... Let me think~? One thing to consider only, that
is, how do you hurt someone to the extend till they completely break down and
yet you need not touch them physically~? Huh, what did you say~? I heard you
whispering something~? Yes~! Hurt a person emotionally~! 
Since I have now given up on love, and I hated women~! Why not torture women...
Wahaha...
A Song I Gave To People Who Don't Understand Love
I became a flirt soon, you can call me a playboy~! I'm surprised that someone like me, who is not handsome at all, can afford to flirt around... Even Mr Handsome, Charles, can't believe it~! You'll get what I mean later so chill it ya... You may say that I'm just giving an excuse to flirt around, simply by just saying that I'm hurt that's why I do that~! Well let me tell you then, I DON'T CARE~!
Due to privacies of these gals in this chapter, I'll not used their real names... No good lah. If I really need to then I'll use nicknames... So there's be no photographs also~! Anyway, it was like heaven's will. Gals of different pattern start coming into my life~! The Cute, Guai, Pretty, Lian, School Girl, all sorts of girls from all walks of life... I don't mean I've got all the styles in life lah, so be practical~! What I mean is that girls of different character and style start coming in. In one month, I have a total of at least 8 steady girl friends... And they're all pretty gals ok. I mean I always tried to chase a gal sincerely but yet I always failed. But now I don't really need to do much... I practically change one girl friend every week, normally the time frame got overlapping one~! *ops* The highest record is that I have 4 steady girl friends at one go. The best part is that some even know that the rest exist and yet they still dun mind... That's why I say even Charles can't believe it~! He only got one question, and that is "How Do You Do It~?"
Honestly, I also dunno. I only got one thing in mind, REVENGE~! If you ask me how did I cheat on them, I really also dunno, but I didn't cheat. The only thing is that I never get myself committed in the relationship, but yet I'll make these gals fall in love with me. Once I know that they're in love liao, you know what I'll do~? I'll take they're heart, squeezed it in front of them... Cruel~? Err.... I think so.... I don't mean that I've committed murder ok~! What I mean is that I'll be nice, supportive, whatever also ok one.... Then the moment I knew they're in love liao, my heart will be as hard as steel and break up with them...
However, my anger grew weaker as days pass by... Especially after seeing so many innocent tears. Anyway, not all these gals are innocent. Some really deserved a lesson to be taught. They're so arrogant, proud and stubborn. They thought that beauty is everything... Guess that they knew they're wrong when tears started to roll down their cheeks huh. Likewise to what they had done to other guys before, those sincere ones yet they still got hurt... I call this retributions~!
Well, my revenge came to a complete stop when this gal appear... I shall call her Qiu~! I must say that she's the gal with the purest heart and soul then. She really soften me... She has no quarrel, no objection and no temper... Even when I'm unreasonable to her, she'll just apologised. She's the girl that finally make me think back, and I do... "Why am I doing all these damage to all these innocent gals who never hurt me~? People hurt me, then why should I hurt other people else~?"
The Song That I Gave To Qiu
I started to regret what I've done... I also don't how to clean up the mess that I've created. What shall I do with all these gals that I don't like, tell them that they've been cheated by me~? Or wat then~? In the end, I decided to silent break with all these steady girl friends, except Qiu. One night, I call her up. She's still so happy when she heard my voice, that makes me feel even more horrible. I couldn't bring myself to say the truth to her.
Eventually I said, "I've got something to tell you~!"
"What is it~?", Qiu still sounded so cheerful...
"I'm not as good as what you think I am~!", I said after taking a deep breath.
"Never mind~!", Qiu said.
"No~! You don't get it... I'm like feng yi yang de nan zi.", I said.
There was a slight pause.
"You're a really nice girl. But you came at the wrong time...." I told her everything~!
We then broke up. She did not cry... Neither was she mad about me. She didn't even blame me... That made me hyper guilty. However, I played the song, feng yi yang de nan zi by Daniel Chan, to her. He was her idol. Well, till now we are still keeping contact. Honestly, I regretted doing all these rubbish... I believed that one day I'll have my retribution... Many of these gals hurt by me were actually very nice, I feel I'm like a beast... Till now, I still feel the guilt... I know I can't pay back what I owe them. All I can say is, SORRY~!