Chapter 7: Route 3 or not Route 3? (Part B) by Michael Keens/ Exodus �Emily?� I asked, �What was the deal with that kid earlier, you were daydreaming when he made those cheeky comments about you, and you called him Honey.� �He said I was pretty, and gorgeous, what�s so wrong with that? As for what I said, it was just silly flirting.� �You�ve never called me Honey.� �And you�ve never called me Pretty.� I thought about this, she was right, I had a lot of feelings for her but I�d never told her any of them, even when we were young and she wore all those cute little dresses to parties, I�d never even commented on them. �Well I, I would have, but I wasn�t sure how you�d take it.� �Well don�t worry, I know you�re shy and I�m loud, you�re a little withdrawn, I�m overly confident, but I won�t take offence or anything if you want to make a friendly comment, �kay?� �... Uh... Sure.� �There you go hesitating again. Tetsubo, you have got to loosen up a little, I�ve already taken care of the bookworm thing by using my Pok�dex while you concentrate on fighting, now you have got to be a little more open with me. Is there anything on your mind you�d like to say? Anything at all?� I couldn�t tell her about one of my problems, the promise with Bryan, and right now I didn�t feel like talking about the trophy thing in Pewter City, what else was there to say, apart from my feelings? This might be the only right time... �Well, I know I don�t really say it, but I appreciate you more than I can show.� �Really, that�s sweet, just like you, you�ve got such a good heart, you always help those in need, and you�ve put in a lot of study, but you�ve got to live a little, don�t hold back your emotions, and try new things.� �Emily...� I asked, letting go of all my doubt, but I decided not to go too far, �If things were different, could we ever be... more than friends?� She turned around suddenly, surprised at my sudden confidence and bravery, �Well...� She was lost for words, �Why should things have to be different?� A small rush of hope ran through me, she didn�t reject me. �But, Tetsubo, you have to understand that I really, really value your friendship and I�d rather not get into that sort of thing, can we just forget we had this conversation for now?� �Okay Emily... And thanks, I just had to know a few things.� She looked a little worried. �Emily, I will leave it there, I just needed to know how you felt.� �Maybe in different circumstances, I would have dated you on the spot, right here.� My eyes opened, but I knew she was about to tell me something else. �But I just don�t know if I could handle it if I lost you...� She stayed silent for a while. �Emily, would you care to share whatever�s bothering you, with me? We�re still friends.� �I was ditched for a reason, in all the time I knew my friends, they didn�t really like me, cos I was loud and cheeky and they were... embarrassed by me.� I listened knowing where the story ended of course. �There was this one guy in the group, there was something about him that I really liked, I can�t really explain, but we were never alone together so I could never tell him how I felt. When we left on our Pok�mon Journey, I let myself go and told him how I felt in front of everyone, only to find that he was dating my best friend. Those two started avoiding me, my best friend felt that she couldn�t trust me to stay away from her guy...� She stopped, as did I, �I was already in the bad books for my �embarrassing� personality, and then my best friend started spreading rumours about me among the group, if anyone really cared about me, they wouldn�t have believed them, but it showed what they really thought of me, they all took my friend�s side and acted horrible around me, hurting my feelings so much... Finally in Viridian City, they rejected me and kicked me out the group, the ones I trusted so had just left me behind. And then you came rushing back into my life, my true friend, so I ask of you to understand that I�m scared of any other sort of relationship right now because of what happened.� �What did you think of the guy after this?� �He wasn�t worth it, he showed his true colours and I hate him now.� �I promise Emily, I�ll always be your friend.� �That means a lot to me Tetsubo.� �Emily, you don�t embarrass me, you make me proud to be your friend.� She hugged me, some tears showed in her eyes, �Do you promise?� �Yes.� �And you would never lie to me?... You�ll always be there for me?...� �Of course, I would never lie to you.� I said without any doubt, this guy had hurt her real bad, couldn�t appreciate the gift to be loved by such a special girl. I could understand that he already had a girlfriend but he couldn�t even let Emily down lightly. If I ever met these people I�d- No, even with my Pok�mon, I could not use them for personal battles, I would have to respect all of Emily�s decisions. �I�ll always be there for you...� Emily sniffed, wiping the tears. �Okay, let�s get going!� she suddenly yelled, picking up the pace, she could hide her sadness well, I understood her that much. A few hours later, we rested at the Pok�mon Centre quite near to Mount Moon. We dropped the subjects of our pasts and our current relationship with each other, it was better that way, I was satisfied with the way things had turned out. There was hope for us, in the far away future, I felt better now, more confident because of our conversation and Emily�s honesty. We had finished dinner and our Pok�mon had been returned but we figured we�d stick around, book a room and visit Mount Moon tomorrow, so we did, and sat in the reception just chatting. �You saw a Dratini? Get out of here!� �Fine!� I said in a joking manner, getting out of my seat, but then immediately sitting back down. �Well if I have the funds by the time I decide to go back home, I might take you there and see if we can find it again.� �You�d make a good trainer for it.� �Yeah, but I think it likes its freedom better...� The Safari Zone seemed big enough for Pok�mon to think of it as their home, and they had watchmen like Great Uncle around if they ever got into trouble. I quickly thought of the girl in the beret, but realised that thinking about it wouldn�t do any good, she was different from the girl I saw, it must have been her twin. We were both interrupted by laughing, we saw the cause of it and Emily stormed out of her seat. I looked ahead, two boys and two girls, the only thing that could enrage Emily that much was... them. A red-head in pale green clothes, an older guy with brown spiky hair and blue clothing, and a young guy and girl, the guy, of Spanish origin with gelled black hair and the girl, a long blonde. �Oh, I see the jerk patrol is enjoying itself!� she shouted at them. �How on earth did you catch up with us?� asked the red-head girl. �I admit I had a little help, but I�m strong enough to become a great trainer.� �You mean the turquoise kid? Emily, your standards are a little low, but I see it took no time at all to rope in a new guy.� �He�s my friend, Bianca!� she screamed. The nemesis had a name. �No one is that sensitive over a friend.� �And you�d know all about that! And you Sebastian, I�m so sorry I embarrassed you with my unique personality but you could have turned me down gently!� �Don�t talk to my man like that!� screamed Bianca. �No, Bianca, I can handle this. Get out of my life, �Green�, I never liked you.� said the older guy. �And that�s what makes me ashamed of myself for falling for you, you think I was an embarrassment, you should look at yourself.� �Why I-� �Stop this yelling! People and Pok�mon are trying to sleep!� shouted Joy to the group. �We were just leaving, the company here stinks.� said Bianca, and her group left the Centre. Emily was ready to burst, I quickly held her back as the group left the Centre. �Emily, they�re not worth it, don�t do something you might-� She ran out the door before I could grab her again, I didn�t expect that from her. Before I made it out, I heard a sharp slap, Bianca was on the ground. �You jerk!� screamed Bianca rubbing her cheek, �I�ll rip your hair out!� �Beeee!� screamed Buzzer, just released from his ball. I realised how far Emily was ready to take this. �Emily! Don�t do it! You�ll be arrested and lose your Training License if you harm her with that Beedrill!� I shouted. �Oh no.� said Bianca, �If the little missy wants to play with Pok�mon, then I�ll prove how pathetic a trainer she is, Go! Stallion!� With a deafening neigh, the Ponyta stomped its front legs on the ground. �Stallion! Ember!� �Buzzer! Twineedle!� The embers were thrown around before Buzzer jammed its claws into the Ponyta, I was about to record it when I remembered about the previous trade, all those Pok�mon were the ones her �friends� owned, it must have hurt her seeing those names on my Pok�dex. The Ponyta flung its front legs up, and Buzzer tried to release its grip on it. �STOMP IT!� shouted Bianca, Buzzer was in the wrong place at the wrong time and was easily hit by the otherwise inaccurate attack. �No, Buzzer, get up, you can do it, Don�t give up!!!� �Beee...� it collapsed. �No! Buzzer! You have to keep going! Get back up and fight! I can�t lose this! I can�t...� She was ready to burst into tears. �You haven�t grown as a trainer, you still lack that certain something, what was it again, oh yes, talent!� Her eyes were full of rage again and I had to dive and grab her before she totally lost it. �Come on Sebastian, let�s leave the witch with her runt.� said Bianca before leaving. �Let me go Tetsubo! She insulted you too, we can both get her!� �No Emily, I won�t.� The crowd left and I held on until they were far enough not to be caught up in a hurry, receiving a couple of bruises as she pounded her fists on me to try and make me let go. �Tetsubo, please, I...� She let loose all her tears, I knew this was the best thing to do sometimes, forget all the baby comments and let loose the sadness. �There, there, let it all out...� �I could... have taken her, she hurt me so much...� �Pok�mon shouldn�t be used for personal battles, you know that.� �I know... that I have to train harder... So I can beat her, and laugh in her face...� �That's a better approach but not quite what I was looking for.� �How can you be so calm all the time?! Isn�t there anyone in your life that you utterly hate, that you lose all control over?...� Bryan... �Um, no, no one, but I can see how bad this is for you. Come back inside, please?� She had wept most of what needed to be, and had calmed herself down. Still holding her, I led her back in, feeling guilty, I had already lied to her, a lie that was holding me down for so long. Yes, I do hate someone, but because of my stupidity, I can�t tell anyone, or my loved ones would be in danger... Someday Bryan... I�ll beat you in battle and tell the world what you�re really like... Then I�ll never have to lie again... End of Chapter 7B Back to Chapter 7A Next Chapter Back to Story List #1 - #20 Back to the Pok�zone