You're nothing, nothing but a bit of anything
You're too much, you're
lost in yourself
Who are you really?
You can't answer, you misunderstand
your own self
You're trying to care, but they're only people
Who are you
really?
Just another pain bearer, a fuckin' human
You're trying to change,
trying to make your life a tale,
The tale of the misanthrope
But you still
care, care about those fuckers who sold your soul: your friends
If it's supposed to be that way
I'd better be more than myself
You're never enough for your blood
Everything's wrong
'Cause you want it bad and painful
Fucking misunderstood... cunt.
Sure, you like better black than white
But you're afraid of the dark
What's me is your true self
You can't protect yourself,
You're no human condom
You're just a doom magnet
-Elia-
Montreal
July 5, 2002
10:31:39
AM (modified on August 27)
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My rating: not very original
Remember?
Remember last time you fucked her?
She yelled of pain, then
she screamed she wanted to die
She's dead now
And you're still laughing,
you're still whoring
You're still making virgin cunts bleed
You're still
making cunt virgins bleed
One of them, she was
Perhaps she deserved to
die...
so do I...
so you all do.
You still don't care, you still
fuck
Fuckers will bleed later
-Elia-
Montreal
10:45 AM 05/07/02
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My rating: not my best one
I look out the window,
look through my glasses
I see them
bored,
bored as me
Mocking me, and innerly of themselves
There's steam
everywhere
But I still understand what their eyes say
'Help me, help
me
My smile was been plastified,
but there's tears in my bed when I'm
alone'
-Elia-
Montreal
3:04 PM 06/07/02
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My rating: not bad
I'm bored and broken everywhere,
Heartbroken, spirit broken
I'm bored
of finding everything interesting
Sick of singing other people's rhymes
My
boyfriend fucks other girls
My fuckfriends kiss my ass
And I don't do a
thing, don't say a thing
They think I'm insane,
but my revenge is
crazier
I'll bore them to death,
scare them by telling the truth like I
see it
I'll break them like them broke me,
they'll be as depressed, insane
and vengeful as I am
-Elia-
Montreal
3:16 PM 06/07/02
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