&basics...; Alias: Elia E-mail: @caramail.com DOB: January 13, 1988 Age: 14 Gender: girl Status: single Occupations: secondary 3 student (for those who lives in the States, it's 9th grade or freshman) at some mental institution. i mean, high school. *coughs*/ guitar 'player' / singer (tryin') / webmistress (still tryin') / writer Zodiac sign: capricorn Chinese/vietnamese sign: rabbit/cat Siblings: none Town: Montreal (Canada) Hair: straight and semi-short, black/brown-ish, 100% natural and undyed Eyes: dark brown, glasses, no contact lenses, often bloodshot (infections, insomnia), and more or less inexpressive &i.am...; a lot of things: not afraid of admitting what I am, bittersweet, child of the late 80's/ early 90's, cunt (by the 'not nice' way), dreamy, freak, geekey, heartbroken, humiliated (guess it's part of life, but don't mind so much anymore), hypocritical, indecisive, inse-cock (but most of the time, i'm more low-selfesteem than high), lazy (i don't think i'm that lazy, but my mum always says i am, lol), lost, maniac, mentally ill: schizophrenic (always changes my personality and doesn't sees the world as normal people sees it...), manic-depressive (half of it is due to my schizophrenia), moody, easily obsessed, smart/stupid (depends...), teen of the 00's, unpopular, young (goes with stupid). &sometimes...; i am depressed, i like to complain, i can be real bitchey (doesn't everyone..?), i'm bored or boring, i am pathetic, i am more or less suicidal (well, not really, it's just pain for pleasure or fatigue...), i am brain-sucked (definition for the unfamiliar with this term: feeling of numbing/ stupidity / fatigue, due to everything), i am misanthropist (or anti-social, but most people think it's only because I'm shy), i'm a wannabe (may i remind you that this is the 'sometimes' section?), i'm sarcastic, i lie, i am clumsy, i am tomboy. &love...; music (always has a song stuck in my head) and anything that has something to do with it (writing, composing, interpreting, dancing, singing), computers, writing, guys, rings/piercings/tattoos, havin' fun, guitars (especially electric ones - and mine, lol), my schizophrenia (mwahahaha.), running (as long as it's not for too long). &hate...; people who talk in my back (do that and i'm your enemy till your death!), viruses/bugs , exams, boredom (i hate wasting my time... and not doing anything, but i like wasting my time on the computer! XD), advertisements=_=, censorship (swear, damn!), everything teenybooper (including what's left of it in me, the language, the style, the music, the clothes, everything, damn!), racism, homophobia, sexism. &anti...; society, make-up, hair gel, hair spray &i'll.never...; be 100% popsy (for the unfamiliar with the term, popsy means popular people), wear contact lenses, dye my hair &my.music...; i mostly listen to rock (any kind, from alternative to heavy metal), but if there's really nothing else (and if i REALLY need to listen to something) i listen to some pop (Avril Lavigne IS pop. Pop-indie.), r&b and rap/hip-hop. I really can't make up my mind about my favorite bands... &things.i.say.often...; fuck, fucking('), shit, mwahahaha, lol, awww, damn (or dammit), oh god (even though I don't belive in some sort of 'powerful person'...) &what.traumatized.me...; all the friends i had in the past and those i have now (heheh...), school (yes, school has been and is still a traumatizing expericence for me...), some guys (i call them the 'serial killers' and other guys who aren't serial killers too), when i realized that life & society suck, some rock bands, that my doom was to be damned (quote from Psycho) and when I discovered I had schizophrenia... &designing.style...; I guess it's kind of messed up, fucked up, and obviously... schizo, lol. I love adding text to pic on my designs. Back