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No comments on my bittersweet yesterday.
My poetry sux. But what the fuck. Yay, that rhymes. Yay, I suck in english too. By the way, sarcasm has invaded my brain.
What is shame? Only what you think it is... They didn't know you were humiliated even if they said those things... They didn't know you were ashamed, they were too ashamed by fate... Constant treason by your own mind... Only walking, not living. Devastated by tragedies all over the world, prentending to cry for that... I don't fear anything but tears not dropping anymore. Take your gun but don't shoot on me; i'm so self-centered, but don't blame me, i have no friends to care for. Water brings fire, fire brings water... But one of the two will be extinguish. Suffer before pain. Pain will be better than worse... Insanity makes me pass through this lifeless life. I wish I could bleed boredom outta me... No inspiration, only typing to stop thinking about that...
Didn't understand, huh? Normal. Sometimes I dun even understand myself... By the way, sorry if I copied you by mistake, I'm only writing what comes out of my brain, so maybe I read something you wrote and it traumatized me... That's perfectly possible...
I still haven't finished my next design. Boohoo. It'll be ugly anyway. I'm feeling goth. Goodbye.
♥Elizabeth was loving @ 9:47 am ♥
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Aaah! It's already thursday! O.o La semaine avance trop vite!
J'adore Simple Plan... J'avais oublier ce groupe pendant quelques temps, mais j'ai entendu I'm just a kid hier soir, alors je replonge dedans, lol. J'adore My alien & Won't be there!
Je sais pas par ou commencer mon blogging... J'ai trop de choses a dire mais en meme temps j'ai rien a dire. Bon ben j'vais commencer par... ah oui, j'ai commencer en histoire... Pas grand chose a dire sur ca, j'ai passer le 3/4 du temps a ecrire. En morale on est alles ecouter un monsieur qui avait fait de la prison... Merde que ses illustrations flashaient. Ca se melange pas, du jaune fluo avec du rose... O.o Son discours m'a pas vraiment emue, parce que ca me concernait pas vraiment, mais j'ai penser a une certaine personne que je sentais concernee et j'ai pas arreter de penser a ca... Tk, apres on (pk je dit on..?) a eu de l'educ. On avait une remplacante, pis on a jouer au soccer. Mouhahaha, je courais partout lol. Je me rappelle plus des scores, mais j'ai compter aucun but tout le long de toute facon lol. Mmm... Maintenant que j'y pense, je devais avoir l'air freak de courir partout sur le terrain comme ca, lol^^'. Apres on a eu du francais... Aucun commentaire a faire.
J'ai rien a dire d'autre... Je vais aller travailler sur mon prochain design, so see ya!
♥Elizabeth was loving @ 5:42 pm ♥
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Hello! Aaah, y faisait chaud aujourd'hui! Ben, comme hier, bref! En francais j'ai vraiment failli m'endormir, mais j'me suis retenue pis au bout d'un moment j'me suis 'reveillee' lol. Y faisait chauuuud... Mais ca me tentait pas d'enlever ma chemise alors je l'ai pas fait, lol. C'est fou, mais j'etais trop fatiguee pour penser lol. Awwww, j'ai pas envie de blogger, je veux une douche... Euh, prendre une douche. Bon, j'vais blogger pareil, ca me tente pas de poster juste 2-3 lignes lol.
J'ai oublier ce qui s'est passer aujourd'hui... Euh... Ah oui, on a pas fait l'oral d'anglais en fin de compte, je pense que le prof a oublier (tss, tss...), tk... On a encore travailler en equipe... Je me souviens que j'ai rit un bon bout pour quelque chose, mais je me rappelle plus quoi... J'suis vraiment perdue, aujourd'hui-_-.
En economie familiale, on est aller au lab informatique. Este et moi on est descendues, mais on a vu un tit message a la fenetre. Ca disait d'aller au local et que le prof attendait la-bas... Mais suite a l'experience de l'autre fois (lire posts de avril... je sais plus quelle date^^'), on est rester devant le local. Une chance, parce que c'etait pour l'autre cours d'avant, le papier. J'ai remis mon travail d'eco fam, je crois pas avoir tout bon, mais ca devrait etre pas mal correct. Lol, j'ai eu le temps de surfer un peu, j'suis allee sur le tagboard pis la page du tag a bugger lol^^', une chance que ca a pas affecter tout l'ordi.
En french on a lu, comme d'habitude... Pis on a corriger les devoirs... C'etait ennuyant, pis chaud. Pis vers la fin Este s'est mise en equipe avec moi pour 'travailler'. Ouin, 'travailler'. On a tellement avancer qu'on est rendues a ecrire les titres du tableau... Mouhahaha, Este a trouver des affaires ben bizarres a ecrire lol pis a me les as faits lire... C'etait un peu bizarre, parce qu'il y avait presque personne dans la classe, ben on avait l'impression, parce que tout le monde avait trop chaud lol. Mouhaha, j'adore parler...
Bon, j'en peux plus, je vais prendre une douche... Byebye!
♥Elizabeth was loving @ 6:47 pm ♥
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Guess what? I'm listening to rap... I dunno but I think rap is depressing... Maybe it's just bcoz I just feel blue...
Great news! I finally got what I was waiting for... Uh, no FA didn't talk to me^^'... No, there's something almost as great... I got 100% in my math exam! I'm soo happy! :D I'm gonna have 200$ for that, heheheheh (my parents decided to pay me each time i get 100%!)! Lol I was so nervous when the teacher said my name! I thought he was gonna say 80 or something like that... I wasn't sure of my answers^^'. Anyway, it's so great! Plus, i still have 2 bonus points for my next exam lol :D. I was so happy I just had to dance, lol, what i actually did^^'. Well, not in school lol, at home. :D
Uh... Oh yeah, I had my weekly art class this morning. Lol, i did a punkette thing again. Well, i always thought punkette art was kinda kool, but i know, most people find that ugly^^'. Anyway, we had to cut construction paper and glue it on another one lol. I did a pink butterfly with a kind of frame. At the right of the butterfly, there's HELL written in pink with blue 'wings' glued on the letters... I know, wacky^^'. But at the left it's even more wacky... Guess what?.. There a vampire mouth with a vampire eye... And under that there's 'blood' written. Lol, just imagine that. I dunno, but I always feel punk when I go to my art class since... a month or something like that.
Nervous! Tomorrow I have that english oral thing! I can't wait to talk in english (finally I can't talk in english without people look at me wackily! ^^') but it still does count in the report...
Blah, I have that home ec. thing to finish for tomorrow too-_-. Sucks. I hate time limit, it makes me nervous. I feel like freaking out, now... I think there's still lotsa stuff I didn't do for the work-_-.
I went crazy again this noon. No, didn't ran into heav. I dunno why... I just felt soo alive lol. I guess it was because of my math note*^^*.
Almost forgot... Este said she discovered that we looked like a freakey gang... Uh, I was supposed to comment that but I don't remember what I was gonna say... Heheh^_^' Oh, yeah, I remember... Este, we ARE freaks. We=freaks, non part of the society. End.
Awww, booooring. This post ends now.
♥Elizabeth was loving @ 5:30 pm ♥
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Hello, it's mee! Lol, I dunno why since yesterday I like starting a blogging with 'it's me' lol.
Watched the Juno Awards yesterday night. I guessed almost all the winners^^. Default won best new group award and Nickelback won best group award^^. Thumbs up, guys! I saw Sum41 performance, it was cool! Lol, I was freakin' out^^'...
My day went... *searching the word* quite cool^^. But quite ordinary too. I don't have anything to say today... Oh, yeah, I got a 94% in history. Good, huh?^^ And 100% in home ec :p. Well, we had the right to use the manual, so I don't really got merit, lol^^'. The home ec. teacher was laughing when she told us about the exam, lol, I thought she was joking! Almost had a heart stroke lol. Aww, my day is soo boring! And, oh, yeah, I almost ran into Heav this noon, lol^^'. I knew he was in front of me but I didn't know where exactly... And when I raised my head... heav was there O.o. I didn't stop laughing until the second bell rang lol^^'. Crazy... I didn't see FA at school today... I miss him... Crazy again. WTF... Anyway, I can't wait to wednesday lol. I have an oral 'presentation' in english, heheheh! I know, that's so sado-masochist! But I love so much talking! Well, it's not really a presentation, we just have to talk normally and the teacher gives a grade. I'm quite sure I'll have a B.
Boring... I need love buzz to be interesting lol... Muahahahaha... i'm a devil in a nerd's body, lol...
♥Elizabeth was loving @ 5:09 pm ♥
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Hi, boring me again...
I feel wacky... Maybe bcoz I'm sick... Bon, mon rhume est presque fini, mais j'ai encore la gorge super seche... M'enerve.
I'm already tired of this design. Too much 'lovey thingey', too big and I'm starting to be annoyed by those colors... Anyway, I'm gonna change it as soon as I'm gonna have something else.
Yesterday, talked to Psycho until my cousin arrived home. Yeah, as usual. I don't even know how I don't fall asleep in front of my computer, lol. Anyway, we talked about stuff... Man... Msn disconected me again. Just fuck my shit. Hey, told ya this was a PG-13 rated blog. Just read the requirements. Anyway, msn is soo shit since friday. I mean, shitter than usual. Yeah, I swear a lot today. Feel like it.
I should do social blog. Yeah, I should. But I won't, bcoz I'm lazy. And I always forget. And I feel that it's unfair to those I don't talk about... And I'd rather talk about myself, no matter how boring I am, lol. So egocentric. Buy, hey, this is a blog, I can do that, lol.
Yesterday Mix 96 played techno until midnight. As usual, I think. But, I dunno, who just can not be annoyed by techno late at night when you're so sleepy than you even forget your own name?..
Msn is so wacky... Is just connected me and I didn't even asked to connect... I gotta ask : what's this shit?.. ...
I feel bored. See ya.
♥Elizabeth was loving @ 12:55 am ♥
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Salut!
Enfin, ma nouvelle version est sur le Net au complet! Ca m'a prit une semaine a la completer, j'pense^__^. Je trouve ca pas mal beau, quoiqu'un peu gros comme design... J'attends les comments^^.
Depuis vendredi j'ai un petit rhume... Beurk. Ca coule pas trop souvent, mais j'arrete pas de faire 'snif, snif' pis c'est fatiguant... C'est la seule affaire que j'aime pas du printemps, le rhume, beurk. Hier tout le monde avait enlever son manteau, mais moi j'avais un super gros chandail de laine avec un manteau que je mets l'automne d'habitude... Because of the rhume...-_- Chiant.
Bon, a part ca, ben j'ai fait un tour au Rockland hier. Ca m'a prit 2-3 heures pour faire le tour complet, lol. Je feelais goth, fake j'etais ecoeuree de tous les 'popsy clothes'... Je feelais pour m'acheter des vetements goth, mais ma mere etait contre >_<, fake on a rien acheter en fin de compte. Aujourd'hui j'ai encore envie de m'acheter des trucs goths... Mais encore aujourd'hui je gage que ma mere sera compte, pfff. Tout je que j'aime fait peur a ma mere, c'est chiant. Hier j'avais vu un chandail avec comme du feu mais ma mere trouvait ca horrible lol. Moi j'me disais 'y'a rien la...'. Bon, j'suppose que c'est l'adolescence...
ATCHOO! Merde, ca m'enerve-_-... Bon ben j'ai plus grand chose a dire... Je voulais mettre de la music au max, mais mes parents sont revenus... Grr... Tk, see ya...
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