+tuesday, April 30+
hey. j'ai passer mon examen de math ce matin. c'etait pas mal et je me donne environ 87.
after the bell rang, a guy i know made me laugh today... he wasn't doing something really funny, we was only following me and kinda imitating me. but i was laughing. i laughed a lot of myself today... haha... i depressed a lot too. i feel so blah. not depressed, not normal, not happy, just blah. en francais, j'ai lancer l'etui a crayons de mon voisin a terre... c'etait a lui de pas me traiter de pute. je prends pas qu'on me traite de pute. tk, c'est eux (y'avait un travail d'equipe) qui ont commencer a niaiser.
i made some people piss off today. only by running into 'em. you should have heard 'em swearing just after i left. haha, i was happy to make 'em piss. i know, that's bitch, but i'd rather piss off people than to be pissed off.
conger demain. bof, ca va rien changer a ma vie. j'ai envie d'aller magasiner. i hate my stupid clothes, i really want goth clothes. haha, C... told me that i didn't know to dress myself. i don't fuckin' care and i told her so. luv me for myself, not my clothes.
grr, the form is so ugly and i don't know how to change the colors-_-, help me please. i have problems with the tag too... yes, i decided to make one on my own, i'm sick of depending on others' work-_-. it's gonna be long, but once it'll be done, i'm gonna be proud of it, lol.
anyway, tonight chat from 10 to midnight XD lol, comme tous les jours de conger. see ya
Elia was giving into you @ 6:15 pm
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+monday, April 29+
hey, j'ai eu mon bulletin aujourd'hui! hehe, ca fait un peu bizarre de blogger en francais, mais tk. j'ai baisser ma note de sciences physique, histoire, morale et eco fam :\. bon, je depasse les 80 partout, mais c'est nul de baisser ses notes pareil. bon, au moins j'ai monter en educ, arts, french et math. argh, j'ai trop monter en french (93), c'est rendu que j'depasse ma note en anglais O.o. Le pire c'est qu'en francais je fais rien et quand j'ecris pour moi-meme, 90% du temps, c'est en anglais... tk, au moins ma note est restee a 92. ah oui, j'suis rendue avec un 2 en efforts pour educ... pourtant j'trouve que j'ai plus travailler qu'a la 2e etape O.o. tk, 85, j'ai monter de 5 points, hehe :p. en arts ossi, ca doit etre a cause de mes dessins punks lol... tk, assez parler de bulletin!
j'ai passer mon examen formatif d'histoire aujourd'hui, hehe. je crois que j'ai une pas mal bonne note^_^. lol, j'avais fini ben avant la cloche alors j'ai fait une peu d'ecriture... la prof est passee et m'a demandee ce que je faisais... lol, c'est la 2e que ca m'arrive cette annee (l'autre fois c'etait en eco fam^^'), je devrais pas ecrire autant lol, mais po grave.
encore ecole... examen de math demain, 2e periode. j'ai fini d'etudier depuis 5 heures, hehehe. j'espere avoir une note aussi pres de 100 que possible-_-, je deteste baisser mes notes. tk...
je me sens moins depressive aujourd'hui qu'hier. ben pour maintenant entk. pendant toute la journee j'etais pas mal goth lol. je regardais droit devant moi... le monde passait a coter... j'suis sure qu'ils me regardaient bizarre, lol, mais pas grave :p.
j'ai pas grand chose a dire... alors, salut.
Elia was giving into you @ 7:04 pm
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+sunday, April 28+
hum, sorry for the confusion if you read yesterday's post... what i meant by 'i didn't fuck anything' was 'i didn't do anything'. not fuck in the other way. just fuck in the swearing way. anyway...
gosh, tomorrow's already monday. i'd like to do something interesting of my weekend. i'm so bored of always sitting in front of my computer or watch tv. argh, please, someone, get this boredom outta me!..
my plush bunny has the same eyes FA has... yeah, same eyes as este's number one guy... well, maybe not at 100% the same, but at least at 90%, lol. i luv my plush bunny... yes, i'm a bit too old for plushies, but i don't deny it : i still hug my plushie sometimes. yes, i'm still a kiddo.
oh, yeah, i dreamt this night. wacky, wacky dream, as usual. i was at my phys ed class and we had to go to the pool... i don't really remember everything that happened, but i know we had to change our clothes in a unisex room O.o. and there was that girl in my class who didn't stop screaming each time she saw a guy in a corner... and then i remember i was in a bus... fa was in the bus with everybody in my phys ed class and some people i knew at my old school... and i remember i saw fa's name on the students' list, but he's not even in my class O.o... i know, it's wacky and very blurred, but that's all i can say. i wonder what that means...
i'm so very bored. i wanna runaway... i love linkin park's Runaway, it really represents me. i really wanna runaway. no wonder i like phys ed. i wanna do something really tiresome just to tire myself and fall asleep coz i can't do anything else. i feel like doing 100 sit-ups... but i don't think i will, i'm sure my mom's gonna mock me. 'ooh, you're doing sit-ups? good, it's gonna slim you down. you're already quite fat, it's gonna serve for later...' oh, thank you mom, thanks for saying i'm fat. i'm not slim, but i'm not that fat. i could slim down if i would, but i dun wanna, i have better things to do. like sitting here. sarcasm.
i feel like shopping. i'm gonna ask mum if we can go... see ya.
Elia was giving into you @ 2:25 pm
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+saturday, April 27+
i didn't fuck anything today. haha, i didn't even say hi and i'm already swearing...
este influences me... becuz of her, i'm so freak, i can't even be normal for 5 minutes O.o. if i go junkie, blame her. nah, kidding. anyway, i don't have anything to say, cuz i stayed in front of this shit since 10 am and nothing happened. yes, my computer froze lotsa times, that's it. i wanna kill this comp.
life is waiting for you... i'm sure it's true. i should grab it. but i dunno by doing what. i feel jaded. computers freeze brains...
i started a new layout yesterday. green, green, white. probably will put it next week. oh, and the tag will only be up when the new version is on-line, cuz i dun wanna annoy Saeko (who helps me with the taggie^^) with the colors and all the other stuff...
blah, boo-ring.
Elia was giving into you @ 5:08 pm
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+friday, April 26+
hey, postin' again. cuz i wanna do that friday five thingy for one time in my life, lol. cuz i feel like it. anyway, here it is.
1. What are your hobbies? Obsessions or hobbies? Obsessions : computers, music, watching people (i know, that's unusual), talking (yeah, i have a unshutable mouth when i want to, lol). Hobbies : reading, writing and some drawing (but me sucks a lot).
2. Do you collect anything? Does keepsakes count? If yes, then yes, i collect something, cuz i always keep my old stuff in my desk, cuz i like keeping things, i dun really know why... Except that, i'm not collecting anything, cuz each time i tried i forgot my collection and then my mom ends up to throw all in the garbage... Hum, i never collected money or stuff like that (my mom would never throw money in garbage...)
3. Is there a hobby you're interested in, but just don't have the time/money to do? Uh... i dunno, i don't think of anything right now...
4. Have you ever turned a hobby into a moneymaking opportunity? Nah. But i'd like to, maybe.
5. Besides web-related stuff (burbs, rings, etc.), what clubs do you belong to? Anime/manga fanclubs. i used to love that a lot. i still like that, but less, cuz i sometimes feel annoyed by those so damn cute things... i know, it's wacko, but it's surely my dark side who's talking... *looks suspectly around...*
Haha, finished my first friday five ever. yay. feel older? not at all, lol. anyway, see ya.
Elia was giving into you @ 11:06 pm
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+friday, April 26+
Hi, everyone! i think i had a pretty nice day today =) i had phys ed and we didn't even worked hard lol, we played handball and it was okay (i can't say nice, cuz it wasn't that fun, but it wasn't so bad either). and i had that french test and i'm sure i have almost all correct, heheh^_^. it was almost all like i thought it would be:p. and then, i went to the computer lab during my physics class (heheh, not all the class went to, only a few ppl :p), i spent my time fixing some things on my old blog and the other half of the time i worked on my project on... ignites rocks. yeah, boo-ring subject, but it's better than doing boo-ring physics experiments... i think... and then it was time for my math class, Este and i almost arrived late, lol. we entered in the class 10 seconds or something like that before the bell, lol. i felt kinda drugged most of the time in my math class... i dunno, i guess i was tired... or maybe it's just bcuz FA was right in front of me when i was doing to my class...
este just told me some... things about heav a few minutes ago... poor him... oh, by the way, for the newbies on this blog (if there is any...), heav is a guy in my school. not in my class. i gotta precise that... anyway, este told me she heard traumatizing things about him. i won't relate 'em here, cuz it's none of my business (and yours neither!), but i swear to you, those things would have shocked you too. again, poor, poor, poor heav. this guy isn't lucky with love for sure, goes out with a bitch (his gf really is, she doesn't look like one, but she really acts like one, i swear it.) and she doesn't even love him (i don't think so, or she wouldn't go out with more than one person... yeah, she goes out with 3 fuckin' people at the same time O.o. ask este, she'll tell you...)
Pff... these days i really dunno what to think about life. so much, but nothing at the same time. everybody's got a story that could break your heart... man, amanda marshall is so damn right, everybody has something hided inside... it makes me wanna cry. but i know i won't. *sighs* i feel so philosophical... i haven't sleep for a whole night for a long while... i mean, i always sleep 7 or 8 hours a night, but i always wake up in the middle of it and then i can't fall asleep for at least 5 to 10 minutes, or sometimes a whole hour... i miss my nights without worry...
well, i guess i've got nothing left to say, so see ya =)
Elia was giving into you @ 6:05 pm
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+thursday, April 25+
hi, everybody! woo! it's so kool to blog on my own subdomain! :D heheheh!
anyway, here's my new layout for my new site :D heheh, i know, it's kinda flashy, but i thought it was gonna be too ordinary if i let everything gray... anyway, i worked quite hard to get all those screen captures, so i hope you don't mind the flash^^'...
lol, i'm not supposed to be here right now... i have a french test tomorrow and i'm supposed to study... but all the stuff i'm supposed to study is so incredibly easy, i just feel it's useless to study... i don't know everything by heart, but i understood at least 70% of the stuff we worked on. anyway, i'm not gonna fail, cuz i'm gonna study later... and elia never fails. never... *starts to laugh like a maniac, but stops cuz it's time to eat* lol, anyway, gotta go, supper's ready =)
see ya
Elia was giving into you @ 6:55 pm
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+takemeunder+
welcome to my blog, the place where i relate my life and write most of my thoughts. this version has been made with some screen captures of adema's giving in's video. thanks to my rawkin' hostess, kousei! :D
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+i'mdyingtonight+
who am i? Elizabeth (also known as Elia, Moonie & Huza) : a vietnamese 14 years old girl, born on january 13, living in Montreal (canada, woo-hoo!..), etc., etc.
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+watchmecrumble+
now
feeling: blah...
doing: nothing
listening: nothing, the door is open and i never listen to music if it's open...
thinking: boring... (with Last night by The strokes in background...)
wanting: to feel happy
loving: i don't think of anything i love...
hating: anything annoying...
reading: Dernieres nouvelles de Dracula & La voix des anges
last downloaded thing: seven dust - black
MSN Nickname : [{ Elia }]
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+i'mcryingtonight+
sorry, the tagboard isn't up yet! so if you have any comments, please use the form
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+i'mgivingintoyou+
sorry, this section isn't up either-_-, but i'll try to work on it very soon
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