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mwahahahaha, on est vendredi, j'vais faire mon fridayfive!
1. Do you live in a house, an apartment or a condo? Apartment, 5plex...
2. Do you rent or own? Well, my parents own the house and I live with them.
3. Does anyone else live with you? Mum, dad, cousin (she still haven't move yet-_-). I don't think my computer is supposed to count.
4. How many times have you moved in your life? 4... I think. *counts mentally* Yep, 4.
5. What are your plans for this weekend? Well, I'm going to Gaspesie, but it's the whole family's plan, so I guess I don't have any.
I'm gonna have to wake up at 4:30 tomorrow! Aaaah, I'm gonna be like a zombie! Hey, Rob Zombie! I wanna hear Numb! Aw, no, just kidding, I just need some music and I'll be fine! Mwahahaha!
Lol, it's so fucked up to talk with Psycho. We played with computer fonts for i dunno how long, we are sicko! Mwahahaha... hihwhduhdwuiwduwuwhwhds... sorry, i needed it!
byebye, i'm gonna go listen to music!
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i went shopping with my mum and my cousin today. ben pour vrai on faisait juste du leche-vitrines, pc qu'on a rien acheter. depuis quelques temps non seulement j'hais les camisoles mais je deteste aussi la couleur rose, j'suis pas capable de supporter ca pis le pire c que y'en a partout. ca fait peur... j'aimerais ca avoir une garde-robe juste en noir... mais ca se pourra jamais, pc que j'ai trop d'affaires colorees, beurk. ah oui, j'ai vu un super beau t-shirt rouge et noir, mais y'etait trop cher... c'est chien, ct a peu pres la seule affaire que j'aimais vraiment.
a part ca ben y s'est rien passer. j'ai passer la nuit d'hier et tout ce matin a travailler sur mon futur site avec psycho. j'suis sure que ce sera pas populaire, mais j'men fous, c po pour ca que j'mourrai. j'vais surement continuer de travailler dessus ce soir, apres CSI, a 22 heures...
je pars pour la Gaspesie apres-demain. hey, ca me fait penser qu'aujoud'hui ca va etre mon dernier jour que j'pourrai me coucher tard avant que j'parte. j'vais en profiter pour dire des conneries, lol. j'ai vider mon sac d'ecole pour qu'on l'utilise comme sac a bagages ce matin. lol, ca a ete rapide, j'ai jeter les restes de crayons que j'avais pis j'ai fourrer le reste dans mon tiroir. apres y va falloir ranger le tiroir, mais c pour plus tard lol.
bon ben c tout. si j'pense a quelque chose d'autre je re-updaterai demain. see ya.
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i had another weird dream this night. some tv show wanted to link this blog on their website O.o... and then the people from the show went at my home to pick me to go to the tv station, but at first i was late and the car was already gone, but then it came back... then i entered in the car and the people from the show explained me everything about my blog and stuff... it ended like that. so weird. but i still love dreams lol.
i did my math exam this morning and my physics' this afternoon. i don't think i'll have 100% in any of the two. even if it's possible in math. but i'm so insecure, i won't give myself the lust to think about a 100. in physics again i didn't study the things i needed to study-_-. sucks. anyway, i went out at the first ring (well, it was late but it was still the first ring) cuz it wouldn't have changed anything because i didn't study enough. in fact, i never study enough.
hey, i completely forgot: i'm officially in vacation! yep, no more exams or anything till september. until yesterday night i didn't realize next year i would be in secondary 3... it's kinda special. only 3 years left until graduation. i can't wait till that.
i feel like throwin' a party. just to fill myself with some loud rock music. i thought of that when i saw everybody outta school talking about their summer projects. i don't have any but that's just fine, at least i don't have any schedule to follow. i have enough of one schedule per year: the school's schedule, so no prearranged vacations for me.
and to finish, myself, with the help of this site, hehe
i'm just no poet, only a fool who tries to watch through people's eyes
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i finished my reading comprehension in french at the first ring, hehe. it was so easy, almost everybody had finished a long time before the ring. so easy, it makes me even more worried... after the exam i went downstairs to return my padlock and they gave me back my 5$ i paid at the beggining of the year. it made me think about heav (hey, it's been a while since i've talked about him, huh? you remember him? yes, it's that guy who was at my school...), because este and i were talking about money and heav, i don't remember how we got into that conversation lol.
alright... the future guestbook for psycho and i's future website is driving me nuts. it's not the html that i don't understand, that's actually the easy part for me, it's just that that stupid guestbook doesn't update! argh! i tried to sign it to make it update but it won't simply do it-_-. pff, anyway, i have all the summer to make it work...
i dreamt 2 times this night. and este was in the 2... it was weird, we had been chosen to be 'deserving students' or something like that and during the math class we had to tell the teacher we were going to the home economics' class... and then the first time, we went to the home ecnomics' class and i don't remember what we were doing, i think we were like in a detention O.o, too weird. the second time, the math teacher wanted everybody to regroup in teams to do a math activity or something. hum, i think he wanted me to be in v and heavlaid's team... uh, v is a girl in my class and heavlaid is a guy who looks like an ugly version of heav... anyway, in the dream i went to see the math teacher to say that i couldn't stay because i had to go to the 'activity' (i guess it was supposed to be the activity for the 'deserving students') but he said he knew it and that i could go after the math activity. then i had no choice but to regroup with heavlaid and v... i think it's when heavlaid called me to join him that i woke up. lol, that's a kinda nightmare in fact...
i'm going to Gaspesie next neek. i'm gonna go there by coach with my parents for 3 days to visit the place and be tourist, lol. i bet it's gonna be more or less boring, depending on my mood. well, you know, everything is a bit less fun when your parents are with you. anyway, more infos to come.
i'm just afraid to turn my head,
i'm afraid i'll see you on the floor, naked, dead
killed by yourself, because they told you it would be cool
they're laughing now, still thinking you're a fool
don't listen, just don't.
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Elia was waiting @ 11:41 am |
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argh, it's pissin' me off, i was almost finished writing my post but suddenly, this shit just stopped working! argh. anyway, i wanted to tell that i did my history exam this morning, it was quite easy, i had enough time to review everything before the first bell rang. it's the first time i ever finished an exam at the first ring, i think :p. i hope i'll have a grade near 100, because i didn't really study (only read my notes) and my parents are so gonna kill me because they did tell me to study-_-'. anyway, i'll 'try' to study for my physics and math exams tomorrow. at 1 o'clock today i have a french exam, i'm enough relaxed to go on the computer, but i'm sure i'm gonna start freaking once i'll be in the exam room...
i wrote my bio yesterday, it talks a lot about school so i called it 'Bittersweet school ruins all'. i already put it on the net, put i'm only gonna put the link when i'll put the next version, cuz the bio's design only fits with my next design.
Psycho is staying at her grandma's for a week, she won't be able to post or anything that has to do with the net, so don't worry if you don't have any news from her.
yesterday i registered to some stupid thing that was supposed to give me a free domain+free hosting, but i had to do avertizing for the company and other stuff like that so i just stopped my registration. i had chosen 'schizo-me.org' but looks like that domain is never gonna exists. bcuz Elia is too cheap and doesn't have money anyway to buy a domain.
but the clouds are too white or dark, you can't tell the difference, you're a brain-sucked gray-blind child... just enjoy being ignorant.
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Elia was waiting @ 11:41 am |
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i'm a narcissic, i wanna suicide
i'm optimistic, the world comes to an end
hell is the nirvana, far from you, my cruel angel
i fall, i fail, you drown me with yourself
i'm so sorry for you, you're just like me
kill to survive, survive to kill
one desperate call to your deaf friends,
are you gonna stay dumb to let them hear you?
once you'll talk, you'll bitch,
what else can you say to your favorite enemies?
Note: i don't wanna suicide, it's just a poem, there's still too much sweet in this bittersweet life.
a shot to the head, you're better off dead... open your eyes-goldfinger
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Elia was waiting @ 9:03 am |
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bonne fete des peres... waw, j'ai meme pas encore dit ca a mon propre pere et je dis ca sur mon blog... pointless...
anyway, j'ai fait 3 reves bizarres cette nuit. j'me rappelle pas des 2 premiers, a part que le premier etait assez long et l'autre plus court. en tous cas, le 3eme m'a reveiller a 5h50-kekchose, fak ct ben chiant... tk, dans le reve, jt dans la classe de francais (j'pense, la) pis la prof parlait pis le monde niaisait comme d'habitude. pis a un moment donner la prof a dit qu'une fille de la classe avait un reportage a presenter... apres y s'est passer kekchose pis la classe a pu regarder le reportage. la fille parlait d'une chanteuse d'un band, la chanteuse avait l'air d'une chanteuse jazz, pc que j'me rappelle que j'me suis rappellee du festival chose de jazz a montreal... mais la la fille dit que c band de style altenative... techno. alternative/ techno O.o. c la que j'me reveille. weird.
argh, j'ai un examen d'histoire et de francais demain. etude, nnnnngggggg... *cauchemarde* j'suis sure de passer pareil, lol.
j'ai ecouter douze singes (ou plutot 12 macaques) et good burger hier, lol. ouais, soiree cinema, c pour ca que j'suis pas venue sur le net un samedi soir. pas besoin de dire que a 11 heures pm, quand 12 singes a fini, jt trop fatiguee pour peser sur le bouton power de l'ordi. anyway, moi j'aime bien ce film-la, j'ai aucune idee pk. ah oui, lol, j'trouvais ca drole au debut ct ecrit : un schizophrenique... (take a look at the 'me' section) hehe...
depuis tantot je travaille, ou plutot je 'gosse' avec fateback (j'ai failli ecrire fat-back...) pis d'autres affaires pour mon futur co-owned site avec Psycho. mwahahaha, it's gonna be a so mwahahaha website...
it's not, she's a tramp, it's not, she's not pure, she just likes getting her fuck on, and its good for that I'm sure...
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Elia was waiting @ 7:37 am |
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I'm baaack! did you miss me?? *hearing sound of a fly buzzing* anyway, i'm here to haunt you all again, mwahahaha!
i have an english exam this afternoon, aaah! i'm so nervous, as usual, even if it's sure i'm gonna get through it. cuz if i fail, i'm gonna kill them all!! uh... *looks suspectly around*
i have no inspiration right now... so brain-sucked!! anyway, i 'lazy-ed' all day yesterday, bcuz i didn't have school bcuz yesterday was an exam day and i didn't have any, haha, in your face! my god, i am soo retarded.
anyway, i forgot what i wanted to tell, so see ya next time.
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Elia was waiting @ 10:13 am |
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