| Elf's Old News |
| I have been hearing alot about spywear these days. It seems nosy corporations have been slowing down my internet connection collecting information about my internet use. Not cool. If you haven't already you should download Ad-aware from downloads.com. I guess it is not the best program of it's kind, but it is free and seems to work quite well. |
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| I haven't been working on my site much lately. Too busy breaking up with my boyfriend...and finding amusing ways to entertain myself...mosly concerning large amounts of alcohol and getting crazy (possibly too crazy....nah) at parties... and I seemed to have develolped this annoying habit of giving guys that I am not interested in my phone number... well at least life is not boring. Also, I lost my house key friday night while out drinking... and I did not get to sleep untill 11 am, when with the help of a ladder, I finally got in my house.. It was possibly the worst night of my life... At 10am cryng my eyes out in my landlord's convience store. with no sleep...I was really regreting taking the spare key back from my ex. |
| It's my son's birthday today, March 25th. I cannot believe he is six already. I think I find him growing older harder to deal with than my birthdays. |
| Went to goth night sunday night (March 30) Had a wonderful time. Got way too drunk. Ran into lots of friends I had not seeen in months. One of the reasons I love goth night, it is the one night of the month I am most likely to meet up with old friends. Got to kiss a couple of very kissable people too. It was a very crazy night all around. I would have to say. Later on in the evening (or more accurately early morning) I played video games very drunkenly. |
| I had a wonderfull Easter filled with tons of good food, lots of Easter activites, chocolate, and family. Easter egg hunt... champange and orange juice for brunch.. The kids had a blast too. Whet to my adoptive mother's home in Queenland.. to her Easter is as big as Christmas. And I think that all the dishes I washed all week end proves it! |
| April 14, 2002.I went out last saturday night.. it was terrible had two very gross guys hit on me all night. The followed me to two different bars. Couldn't get rid of them. I kept laughing at them, but for some reason it didn't seem to deter them. I guess I am just too friendly. Saw one of them today on my way to the bank. This city is much to small I found a great site on line last night. It is worth checking out www.core39.com Lots of funny pics, cute girl pics and other great stuff. |
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| April 20, 2002. Human relations are really getting to me in the past little while. Usually I just find them amusing. The politics of the little society of freaks, that I am connected with, are usually very intertaining. But I am feeling really overwhelmed by how difficult it can be for us to get along with our fellow humans. Sometimes I just wish it could be easier, but it seems that people just keep dissapointing each other. Even when I do my best to try to have no expectations of people, they still somehow manage to find that one expectation I have of, you know, gereral human decency and well... stomp on it. Now, I am not on any high horse here.. I know that I am far from perfect. But my own misbehavours bother me as well. Man I need to be cheered up. Well tonight is Saturday and Jay has the kids so.. tonight I will yet again go forth into the world looking for a taste of human decency and loud drunken debauchery yet again. |