guitarjunky528: i gotta leave later tonight,...that sucks,...two weeks,...gone,...i'm gonna hate
ShortnessThePunk: aw
guitarjunky528: it*
guitarjunky528: i'll live,...i think
ShortnessThePunk: itll be good for you
ShortnessThePunk: for us.
ShortnessThePunk: :-\
guitarjunky528: for us?
ShortnessThePunk: dont think that i just let everything you said slide
ShortnessThePunk: b/c i didnt.
guitarjunky528: well,...i'm sorry,...but its just the way i feel
ShortnessThePunk: i know that, but it doesnt mean i cant be mad at you
guitarjunky528: i know but i don't think i did anything for you to be mad at me,...and if i was
selfish about it i would have kept bringing it up when i talked to you,...but i didn't because
i didn't want to make you upset,...i put in my journal because i put everything that
happends in my journal,...i didn't want to talk to about it because i wanted you to do
whatever you wanted as long as you were happy,...it just hurt because i was stuck in the
middle and it was tearing my heart apart
guitarjunky528: and i gave up on it because everytime i thought about it i felt like i was dying
ShortnessThePunk: ok
guitarjunky528: and not to be mean,...but,...you didn't say a word to me until the "i <3 brittany"
thing was on my statis,...and i don't see why that sould matter anyways
ShortnessThePunk: ive been busy, thats why i havent talked to you much.
ShortnessThePunk: i wasnt busy last nite thats why i IMed you.
guitarjunky528: but you didn't say a word to me until i changed my statis,...and not a minute
after,...you im'ed me and asked who's brittany
guitarjunky528: and i'm sorry if this sounds bad,...but,...its just that i'm tired of waiting for you
and its getting me nowhere but upset
ShortnessThePunk: no, i IMed you b/c when someone changes their stat, it pops up. i didnt know you were on before that. i thought
you had just signed on.
guitarjunky528: because i'd still give anything to be with you,...but i'm not going to stop my life
until i get that chance,..if i ever do
ShortnessThePunk: well you dont have to "wait for me" anymore b/c its not going to happen
guitarjunky528: ok
guitarjunky528: ok,...it doesn't matter to me any more,...i'm just tired of thinking that you want
to be with me,...but then,...when i'm single you suddenly don't,...i'm not trying to be mean i
promise,...its just that upi have no clue how much you've hurt me,...and i know you didn't
mean to,...but you did
ShortnessThePunk: i didnt do it on purpose nathan. it was bad timing. i did want to be with you. but i cant handle that right now.
guitarjunky528: its not only that,...its the fact that you said you didn't want a relationship,...but
then you were still trying to go out w/ people over the internet,...and i'm not going out w/
brittany,..i never went to the movies or mall,...i just knew it would get a reaction out of
you and get you to talk
ShortnessThePunk: you dont know anything about mine and stephens situation last nite so dont even try to bring that into this.
guitarjunky528: i don't want to know,...i'm tired of trying to make you happy and do the right
thing,...and its just ruining my life,...so i'm not doing that anymore
ShortnessThePunk: good!
guitarjunky528: i guess thats what i get for being different and not like every other asshole
guy,...i guess i have to be like every other guy to get anywere in life,...cause thats what it
feels like
ShortnessThePunk: whatever
guitarjunky528: ok,...ha,...you know what,...i don't care anymore,...you can go out with or do
whatever with anyone because i'm tired of trying to help you because you might as well be
flipping me off and saying "fuck you nathan,...i don't want you to try to help",...because
thats what it feels like,...i'd do anything for you and don't tell you how i feel to try to spare
your happiness,...but i'm tired of you just getting mad because you think i'm just trying to
be a jerk,...i've tryed to love you as a friend,...and i guess that doesn't matter to you,...if
you only knew how bad i felt because of how you've been acting and i was still trying to
make things right with you,...and the only person i had to talk to was karrie because she's
the only person that listens to me and how i feel.
ShortnessThePunk: ok
guitarjunky528: thats all you ever say,..."ok",...or "whatever",...because you don't care how
much you hurt people,...if you ask me or anyone else,...your the one being selfish,...i'm
tired of loving you,...so,...you know what,...fuck it.,...and i just hope you are going to be
happy,...because i'm not going to worry about you and check up on you anymore because
you don't give a shit when i do,...so,...bye
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