| chance of a life time i look into your aching eyes and i see my self alive. i reach into your waking mind and i feel myself inside. i tear away from your arms today if nothing more to end this way this is my chance this chance i'll take the chance of a lifetime. this barren stretch this dry decay release me from regret. this lonely time before the day attempting to forget. tonight i'll breathe, hunger relieve and take my chance among the theives a chance to live this chance i'll take... a chance of a lifetime too far for me i see lights intermingled and opposite of shadows flashes of you yesterday... without a word i went away but you were with me as these days burned by but always too far from me. i see you again not only in memory its you i dream of tonite could that now ever be? but i think its gone too much unsaid and notes now unread seal it now and never come to mind? and i wish it to be its just too far for me. do i love the loss as much as i loved you? its all shut away its all now taboo to think on for me. what kind of hope can warm this coldness? its impossible it seems to kindle now a dimlit memory. its something i wanted to be. six different ways and none aloud you see? almost spoken too far for me. and it wont stop until you come to me and say "don't say a word... ive known it all... its okay... start now from where it was left behind" but it began and ended in my heart and you've come now and i know not to me. you've seen it all all there was to see, forever too far from me. |
| i turn away i turn away from you hiding my regret i slink away into the night hoping to forget everything we do makes me so upset nothing you can say tonite will quell my discontent. hold me in your arms as i push away make believe we never let it go save yourself from another moment of meaningless goodbyes tell yourself you'll never let me go. its frivolous sometimes the time you spend on me a thousand hours can never mend what wasn't meant to be. reject you for your crimes if only to set you free and bring it all to an end although you'll never see... you hold me in your arms as i push away make believe we never let it go just save yourself from another moment of meaningless goodbyes tell yourself you'll never let me go. almost as twilight falls and the world is at rest the evening calls to all dusk has blessed to you and me now... begin our dance extending somehow this final chance for future words and feelings unconfessed. look at me now don't look away to some kind of vow to some other day let it all in its all now for you let me begin and start anew and give you a chance to feel it now. i'll drink this night and let it give deeper insight and lives to live. even if you go without a try as long as you know i wouldn't deny you anything to give you delight. a kiss from this fire i give to you a hand of wisdom a kiss for you to keep you close to reach your heart my arms will master this fragile art i see your love within your eyes nothing from me can you disguise but you are mine as you were ever love intertwined nothing can sever. |
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| take it i can feel your pain like a stain crawling under my skin i feel your hate lashing out against my throat if there's nothing else you want from me then leave it and let me bleed... your silence is deafening you speak like a mute close my eyes to escape wash the blood from my hands... take all i am... leave me nothing to live on... bleed me till i am dry... and love me again! i'll greet the pain or swallow death fall back into nothingness sorry i couldn't be there as you walked out i'm all past humility i'll stick to what i have as if it were real... my silence is deafening... speak like a mute... close your eyes to escape... wipe the blood from your hands... take all i am leave me nothing to live for bleed me till i'm dry and love me again shes out now as hard as it is there is so much that i want to try those words of love i thought i spoke i'm left now only to deny i don't mean its you its not even me but what i must kill before you see its something i cannot be but i come now to you without regret i come now to be with you so do not hate it and so you know i couldn't fake it i just let it go and i'll never know. it could be much worse you yourself know that its true its not like its someone else though i shared it twice and not with you don't be offended now its just how it goes i'll lose it for good it only grows the rise of pain here slightly shows but i come to you without regret i come now to be with you so don't hate it now that you know that i didn't fake it i just let it go you will never know. |
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