Friday, March 7, 2003
        Kill me...please... enough.....no more! Damn meds, first the evil blue pill drives me crazy, now the tiny yellow one puts a strain on my heart. I know it works, I've seen the effects but I hate this!! GRRR!!!!
        Ok. School went ok today, for once. Meh mom bribed me to keep meh trap shut. It worked. I still cant believe how childish they can be though. And when I'm pissed at them and ready to rip their throats out I act almost as bad. Honestly, whoever said stupidity was contaigous was very wrong.
        Mom finally signed me up for Tae Kwon Do. My first meeting thingy with the headmaster is today. And I'm ready to fall out of my skin. I'm out of shape, weak, cant fight worth jack, am afraid of things that fly at my face, and I hate pain. And since I'm too old to be put in the begginer's (white belt) class they're prolly gonna put me in a higher level. BUT I DONT KNOW THE BASICS!!!! I'm so afraid I'm gonna be laughed at. I'm also starting really old. Just watch, I bet the only reason they'll keep me there is cause meh mom is paying them to. Oh I hate to be embaressed....
        Ok, enough complaining and worrying. I probably need to go do something. Oh but this medicine... my mom gave it to me with the rest of my pills without me knowing it was in there. So I had to take it...
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