I dont know what to say, just that I want to say something. So lonely.. I wish I had someone to talk to. But.. even if I did I dont know if I could say anything. I hate myself. I cant stand myself..
Why cant I just say how I feel, when I'm mad, or happy, even when I' sad or upset. Why cant I just tell someone, why do I have to keep it bottled up? I dont even understand myself.
It hurts me when people are unhappy. Even if I dont like them, that annoys me, but I cant help but care. Its not like it matters though. Its not like anyone cares.