I first saw him drumming at the Santuary during one of the practices for The Legacy. Yes, it was the drums that I got really interested in. Looking at him drum, it showed me, something that has never occured to me, that drumming requires a lot of skill. Especially in coordination. Because looking at him, my goodness! His left hand was like in a different beat with his right hand and then I saw his leg and both his legs were at a different rhythm all together from both the hands and I was like awe struck!

Yes it was the drums. It still is.

I know now why, he seems like the only drummer I know. It's because he's like the only one I've really seen drumming. I've never really looked at someone drum until I saw him drum. And I always see that drum set in Church as his wife cause it's like he's the only one I see coordinating the drums and playing it.

Everyone has a different style of drumming and I love his drumming. The other guy, who knows how to drum, it's like his drumming is bold and boastful cause it's like loud and screams for attention but Kok Wah's drumming is like loud but not boastful, yet it's not too soft to lose it's craftiness. There's a certain control in it's sound. And that's why I love his drumming.

And I love his smile. There's as far I'll go to breaking that line that says I just wanna be his friend. I love his smile. Not just the ordinary smile he gives. It's that smile I love the time when he smiled as he strained to listen to the vocals to get a beat and that time when he smiled as I told him how facinated I am with his drumming and how I wish I can always see him drum.

I love his smile.

But I keep telling myself that it's the drums I'm facinated by not the drum and that still holds true.

But then today, today was absolutely weird. It was like... In school, when I got talking to Ching Mun about Jong Chiueh it was like, Kok Wah and EVEN drums were far and away.

But things got to the downside when I reached Church only to see people in the Multi Purpose hall playing the keyboards and drums. I had to go in, I had to see. And I did, I went in and it was different, fun, I guess, finally seeing how you pick a beat and how some it just comes naturally and for others like me, we just have to find that beat somewhere in us. Find, here, is an understatement. And I got my first drum lesson. which I've forgotten actually. But it was nice, seeing how one actually learns to pick a skill up.

And then there was Kok Wah's add math text book which scaled things up even more. It was nice, I guess.

Then I guess the worst part came when I got hold of Wesley Tidings. Uh oh..... There was like loads of pictures of him inside there and ....

let's just say I overdosed.