"If Only You Could Realise I'm Sorry"
Telling the truth won't do,
for that was a surprise to be
God alone knows that I really wanted
to make a change in you and be the
first to greatly surprise you.
But it all fell on me and I feel like
simply taking my life away though it
won't help and God forbid. I know
exactly how you feel about me
for it's not the first time it's happening
and I doubt if you'd ever again give me
a genuine smile.
Am sorry from the bottom most part of my heart
and it was never meant to be that way
and will never happen.
But though I've hurt you and I also hurt
I still love myself for I sacrificed myself
and went beyond my pride to make it worth.
Though all gone through and wasted.
God had a perfect reason and from someone
who madly and frankly love you I'll miss you.
You were and always have been sweet,
I miss the way we used to drive the
whole city wild, I miss your touch comfort
and more so Imiss you.
I know I'll never ever be with you again
but whoever loves you better love you the
way I did coz one day you'll realise
I love you but maybe now it's time to
move on. I love you and as long as you happy
I'm happy too and I'll desperately miss you!