Today Allan didn't ride the bus AGAIN...y'know..I don't like him as much anymore. I wish someone would just come to me. I know I'm ugly, I know I don't talk enough, but I don't want to go up and force people to like me. Well, my dentist said it will happen when I least expect it, so maybe it will.

I used to think I would grow out of my ugliness, but now that I know its permanent, I know I need to be smart. Ugly people are always rich...cuz they have to be smart in order to survive..cuz they know they won't be getting married.

That's what I'm gonna do for the rest of high school...just slide..I don't care if no one likes me, cuz I don't think I need to be the one making people like me. It's always been that way. No one (with the exception of Carl) has never made any effort to get ME to like THEM. Ugh. Oh well, I guess I just wasn't born into privledge.

It's kinda sad, but if I'm a good buddhist, I' might get reincarnated as a pretty person.

Some guy who went to our school killed himself yesterday. They said he just got accepted to FIT and some other college..maybe he wasn't pretty so he was sad. ~_~

Jayne Trivia: SPECIAL

1. My contacts are
blue
green
red
brown
violet

2. People would pay a _____ for my hair color
truffle
fortune
donkey
mint
down-payment

3. What do I forget to do all the time
brush my hair
sharpen my pencils
shave my legs
return books
wash my hands

4. What color do I wear
blue
green
yellow
white
gray

5. What's my favorite kind of pie
banana
cherry
blueberry
rhubarb
pumpkin

6. When I was born my eyes were
green
blue
brown
yellow
gray

7. What pants to I wear after school
shiny pants
tight pants
santa pants
elf pants
shorts (ha, ha)

8. What makeup do I wear sometimes
green powder
gold eye stuff
purple sparkly eye stuff
lip gloss
all of the above

9. What are my favorite earrings
big red hoops
purple flowers
catseye balls (not cat's eyeballs)
black roses
blue things

10. Which question didn't belong
2
4
6
8
5

Bonne chance!  *stretches* Gee, that took alot out of me. So, a thousand times goodnight.

Tu es être avec moi toujours.
Jayne