So I know that I am making these journal pages confusing because I am not ordering them properly, but oh well. Not a whole lot of new events have occurred...our house is still on the freaking market. It is really getting to me if you couldnt' tell already. It means constant interruptions from everything I am doing. This past Tuesday we had a record (for our house that is) of five showings in a day and thank god I was in Rochester for the day or I would have gone bananas. Yesterday morning I assumed that since it was my mom's one day off work, she could wake me up if customers were coming over soon but instead she was gone in the morning. I had my alarm set for 10:30 and peer out the window to see the weather only to discover a car pulling out of the driveway. I have NO IDEA if they came into my room but I was deaf girl sleeping, rather embarrassing...and my mom hadn't made her bed yet. So the house really wasn't ready for them. Last week I totally wanted to sit down and watch Will and Grace re-runs on NBC Must See TV since I haven't gotten the oppurtunity to do so since being in Austria, but a customer we thought we cancelled for the night showed up and we got kicked out. Stupid little things like this happen all the time cuz Edina Realty must not be really organized. I have finally started my diet again and not missing a thing of junk food. A few days ago we were out of Diet Dr. Pepper and I had no car, so I thought it would be an experiment to not drink pop for the day since Alan had just finished telling me redundantly that I drink too much pop (he had a point) the day before. So since Wednesday I have not had an ounce of caffiene (coffee included!) and I cannot believe that those headaches people always say they have actually exist! It has made me tired, anti-social and ready for bed by 9 PM. Of course I will not allow any of that to continue to happen nor will I "give in" simply because I want caffiene. It is not a goal to go so long without drinking pop but it would be interesting to see if I can cut back (sure I could). Lauren came to visit last weekend, that was really fun cuz Lauren thought it would be a somewhat intriguing event to dump her coffee mixed with all sorts of shit from the Perkins condiment selections down the toilet and not flush it so the next customer would think it was diorrhea (sp?). Needless to say Ben, Lauren and I bolted out of there at that point, those two were pretty hyper while I was falling asleep, hehe. Lauren needs to come back more often ::sigh:: I am thinking back to last summer when we would get drunk off our ass at Ngoc's infamous apartment parties, what great times, too bad I don't like drinking in such large quanities anymore or I'd have my summer set for me. Well that's all for now, CIAO! :)
Monday, July 14 5:30 PM
Been a long freaking ass time since I wrote in this but that is just fine because there is nothing worthy of noting. I LOVE DIET POP! We finally sold our house a few weeks ago and bought a house two weeks ago!! It is on the other side of Eagan, about a 10 minute drive from our house now. I have all of a sudden had friends to hang out with for a week straight now, yes folks I actually do keep track of who I hang out with each day just to prove my worthiness. I had a great, fun, intriguing week and I will NOT fill you in on the details of why. I did head down to Winona for a night to visit my best friend, Alan, and we had a really good time for no reason at all, we just relaxed and chatted, watched porn...(oops, did I just say that outloud?!), and created picture frames for fun, it was the highlight of my summer, I miss him in Winona but I got a gazillion best friends so it's all good..Sodomy is made legal, yay for the gay rights activists, or is it? Confusing more vulnerable, young heterosexuals by instigating a wonder about their own sexuality since apparently homosexuality is becoming more "prevelant". Quite honestly, isn't about 50% of the population a homosexual and hiding it and repressing it in their unconscious? Don't we all have "homosexual" tendancies at some point in our life? The difference is that some repress it and move forward without a flinch, others get extremely confused and may contemplate suicide and have feelings of depression while others accept it and label themselves a homosexual. It is all too confusing to draw conclusions, I support the homosexual society with all my heart but it's just so freaking controversial...any insight and/or input? On that note, I learn that Sean Hayes of Will and Grace TV show will not reveal his true sexual orientation in real life just to make his admirers/viewers of the show more intriguied of the show and his character, how great is that? I think it's an awesome idea because his trick worked, now I really want to know and love the show more with him in it! I admire his intelligence! TSCHUSS!
Here posted is at the beach on the St. Croix with Kristy. No major developments have occurred, we are moving out the weekend before Labor Day, and classes start the day after Labor Day! I have become a Sex and the City fanatic, a Beatles fanatic and a Diet Dr. Pepper fanatic. Current lyrics running through my head "You've Got to Hide Your Love Away." Thanks to Mitch and his bright idea to revive my interest in the Beatles that originated in 8th grade. Now I have gone Beatles crazy and Mitch is right with me. I mean who really lies around and listens to construe and depict the meaning in Beatles lyrics? Apparently Mitch and I do.
My goodness, has it really been over a month since I last added to my journal? Does anyone really read these? Maybe, but I don't really say anything of significance or worth noting. Classes have been in session for 4 solid weeks now and I'm loving it. My U of M teachers are very intelligent and informative teachers.....almost better than Drake teachers (oops, did that slip out!?). For those of you thinking that the level of education received is contingent on how much money you are willing to spend on tuition, my apologies...so much to learn. We have moved into our new house and I enjoy this house so much more except for being even further away from my high school friends, it's a lot more time consuming to "drop by" the way I used to. Funny story....so last night I am on my way to Ben's house to watch "Slience of the Lambs" for my gay class (seriously!) and I realize an odd noise on the freeway. Once I reach Blockbuster in downtown Eagan I realize that I have a flat tire. While completely distraught and flustered, I call Ben and tell him he must pick me up. In the meantime, I run into the video store and discover at the checkout counter that I don't have my car keys. Oh shit, I locked my car keys, house keys, credit cards etc. in my car! (I did remember to grab my blockbuster membership card) Long story short, had to call a locksmith and pay him $45 to unlock my car for me and then various errands to fix the flat tire the next day. We see how heavily dependent we are on things when we realize they are no longer immediately available to us (just ask me about my lack of an internet provider over the weekend a few weeks ago, I went nuts!) I've become so exhausted with loitering the campus all day that I get home and want to crash in bed. Yet we start all over again day after day striving to achieve some ultimatum...(I know I am dramatic but this is an endless thought). Anyway, very sleepy, must go to bed, goodnight!