Somedays I walk outside
Just to feel the rain
A little bit closer
I need to feel it on my skin
Sometimes its a bit like
A lovers touch
It can never be too much
I need to feel it on my skin
But you wont be there when I fall
Cause your too much like them
Always sweating to get the last word in
Your too much like them
Somedays I feel it getting
Weaker inside me
Never much stronger
I need to feel it on my skin
Sometimes its a bit like
I can't find where I am
I can never be too lost
I need to feel it on my skin
But you wont be there when I fall
Too many people changing
For me to understand it
Only the face remains
For them to replace it
As I wait to fall
I'll fly
Wings spread out wide
As I wait to drown
I'll dive
into the ocean inside
And somehow you knew
that I'd wait here for you
And every second we then find
You take my hand to pull me inside
And I wont fight
Your way of life
As I wait to see
I'll dream
Of you and me
As I wait to die
I'll live
bringing out the light
Your breathing out
Like I'm not here
And i am wondering
If I am recklessly
Dreaming
I close my eyes to dream about
Our first kiss
And everything that came with it
The feel of you
I never wanna lose it
I never want to be separate
I just wanna curl myself around you
Never wanna let you go
Don't wanna be left high and dry
Alone, no no
And its like that moment we had to share
When nobody else was there
That private memory
Will be to me
The reason I stay
Sometimes i find it hard
To breathe
And sometimes its so hard to believe
Your there when I need you
don't leave
don't ever stray
I just wanna be always beside you
Never wanna turn away
Don't wanna leave you behind
Go a different way
I'd just like to go back
and freeze the one moment in time
Take a picture of the memory
So it wont be left behind
I'm staring
At where I know I should be
Seeing that
I'm on the ground
Your looking
Frozen by my body
Blood dripping from my face
And I cant hear a sound
(Prechorus)
I wonder
If you see
What’s become of me
I can see them now
Told them I wont be long
But I'm coming around
I Can see their faces clearly
Waving at me
Telling me to join them now
But I'm not ready
Sometimes
It takes a moment like this
To realise
that life is to be cherished
And I know
That there are things I'll miss
If I left now
And went with them
I got my hands tied up
doing things
For you and others
that dont need handling
And I wish that sometimes
you would listen
to me
So that I could
Go do something different for a change
break out
go insane
without feeling like
I'm in the way
I'm done waiting for
you to be someone
I can rely on
and I'm done
thinking that you
maybe here for me
when I need you
to be
Shadows stretch onto evening ground
as the light outside fades
and your still inside
playing your games
not paying attention to me
so I
call out
a little louder
hoping I'm not interupting
not interrupting
Can you hear the voices screaming
at you
are you deaf
are you insane
can you hear me
can you hear me
can you hear me
I got my eyes wide open
and I'm
Watching you
Sitting down with your head in you hands
searching for something new
and I been here with you
falling always inside
crying out
with the wolves
then I hide
this guilty feeling I am having that
well I dont want it you can have it back
Cause I'm sick to death of you
making me feel
that I'm in the wrong
When I know I'm not
Don't think I'm blind
just cause I chose not to react
to the seriousness
of this cold fact
Please reconsider if you want to believe
that I still love you
and your all I need
total breakdown
melting like ice
its the cold pressure
of being right
now you know how I feel
and you can be
a better person for knowing
now I'll leave
I pictured it perfectly
like an autumn breeze
A lonely widow
Falling helplessly
She breaks down
waiting or comfort
waiting for a saviour
to lift her
take her to enternity
And isn't it wondeful
That you found me waiting here
And isn't it wonderful
That you found me
She'd been waiting a long time
for someone to say
They'd be with her
Till her dying day
And found that maybe
If they loved enough
never cried too much
they could stay
with her
I'm stressing too much
about the things you have to say
I wonder if you want me here
cause I could sleep somewhere else
But I've got no where else to go
so
How about those angels
That bought me here
and how those angels
bring me to tears
when your not here
Doubts expressed racing through my mind
like a tornado
getting faster
But I hide and hope that
you don't notice
That I'm not happy here
Cause I've got no where else to go
so
There they stand
on my dresser waiting
for a sign
of significant feeling
And I'm sorry
That I cant
I cant
But
Why wait
When you can have
anyone you wanted
Why wait
spending all your days alone
crying and saddened
Never wanted anyone
Pulling on the sheets of satin
from the other side
Take fist full dirt
Run away, find yourself
And hide
He could've been good
For you
But you had leave
Run away from your
Desperate
Longing
He should've been there
For you
But you had to see
Get away from the
phony
stalling
Why wait
When you could
Stand alone
Friends not withstanding
Why wait
Creeping up on life
From the back end
Never wanted anyone
Pulling on the sheets of satin
from the other side
Take a fist full of dirt
Run away by yourself
And hide
Mistake number one
Giving up
Mistake number 2
Falling for you
if there were a 3
It would have to be me
Take a step back
look inside see whats in
Someone elses troubled mind
from the outside you'll find
every excuse you ever needed
To fall behind
No one will see
what lies inside
those hooded eyes
Unlike I
I wonder
If anyone sees
where the truth lies
If anyone believes
There is love here
there is some reason
to be
I know you see now
that you'd find out somewhere down the line
and I never wanted you to find out what its like
to live a life filled with lies
And here it is waiting on my lips
wanting to tell you I'll be there
But something inside me tells me
that you don't need to hear it
don't need medon't need to be
but
I'm falling away
Inverse decay
The breaking
sound of the waves
the peir light rocks
but I'm okay
Following
My shallow grave
The silent voice
that tells me not
the music seems
to help alot
the cracks I fall
between the rocks
I'm not
OKAY!!!!
As the music plays
I find my way
To understanding why I'm faithful
Falling inward
seams to covert
Light beneath the somewhat shaded grey
The broken pieces
Fall underfoot
the rain falls
sound on my rooftop
I try to ignore
the fury out there
Digging my
Shallow grave
This shadow
Tells me I am not
The music Distracts
my weeping sob
the cracks I fall
between the rocks
I'm not
OKAY!
There are the signs
Written on your face
Clear as daylight
Even in shadows
And if I knew
What I know now
I never would have
Left it all to you
sometimes a mistake
can find a way
Of coming back to haunt you
And all you can do
Is say your sorry
Well I know now
What I didn't know then
And everybody's forcing me
To find out
What I did to you
Here are the facts
written on this page
All laid out for you
in black and white
I won't lie
Say I didn't hurt you
But this is the way
I worked it out
I'm sorry
So sorry
Oh I'm sorry
oh so sorry
the wind blows solid
on my face
It lifts me up
lets me drift away
from this place
I don't mean to pry
open your eyes
The water shocks me
as I drown
Cold sweeps over
the current takes me
I'm falling down
I don't mean to pry
Open your eyes
But this dream I'm falling in
Take me back to where I begin
But this dream takes me whole
Forces me back
To where I belong
In the shadows
In the shallows
The stones hit hard
as I land
The bottom of the ocean
emotionlessly takes
my hand
I don't mean to pry
Open your eyes
Life seems to go on around
never noticing
the intruder in the sand
I don't mean to pry
Open your eyes
Here the shadows wait for me to cry
As the shallows wait for me to lie down
And here I am alone again
Waiting as the shadows take me in
Ohhhhh
ohhhhh
You had you chance
To say what you meant
Leave it as it is
Or make a mends
So you just walked out the door
And you can't come back
Cause I already left
Good bye my friend I love you
Good Bye one last time
Good Bye my friend I'll miss you
This is my last good bye
ohhhhh
ohhhhh
You left me something
Waiting by the door
Didn't have the heart to open it
Didn't have the guts to ignore
So the package isnt there anymore
ohhhh
ohhhh
ohhhh
ohhhh
I crawl inside your skin
And find a place
To lie my head
I'm not sure where to begin
But we'll try those hurtful things you said
I'm not ready for
The lies I'm sure will come
Your gonna break
Down
If you don't release all the anger
Your holding out
Your gonna break down
Talk to me
And tell me what your
feeling now
I take a moment of time
And let you think about it
You take a breath
To tell me what your feeling
Are you ready for
me to hold your heart
Everybody needs someone
To talk to
A place to lay their feelings
down
And know they're not
The only ones
Who feel
Anger, frustration
A little bit of hate
Maybe love
And not get too irate