Oh I miss the kiss of serenity

The fearless kiss of tranquility

The calm and the dim and the feathery

Up close over the top of me

And mouth and eyes and heart all cease

And run in trickling streams of peace

As drip by drip it starts the release

To just let go my endless struggle

But I never said I would try ‘till the end

So I leave you with doubts and hoping for reasons

Screaming like me in the turn of the seasons

Screaming forever and ever

I leave you with memories

Memoirs of despair

Cracks in the floorboards and cracks in the stair

Poems about purpose

Murmured in fantasy

When we both of us knew how the ending would be...

So it’s all come down to losing control again

Losing control like I’m made up of sand again

Slipping away out of my hand again

Closing my eyes for fear of seeing again

Keeping the image out my mind again

Piercing me deep inside of my soul again

Going in circles, in circles

It’s slipping away, this time

Forever and ever and ever...