The Reason Behind It All
If I cry anymore, I'll scream
or explain it all on my arms.
Neither of which I want to do.
I know you won't call back tonight
I'm not sure I want you to
It will just end up the same again-
silence.
Covering up who knows what
Me and my suspicion, the paranoia
the fear.
Of pushing you away.
Please understand I don't mean it
but I can't stop.
I've been hurt once by it and I'm afraid it will happen again.
I need you to be here and help me.
Prove to me,
I have nothing to fear.

November 11, 2001
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