Ten Days

What can I say?
What do we do?
What happens now and where do we go from here?
friends,
not friends,
what?
Ten days is the running time I guess,
Let me ask you this:
did you really like me?
did you want "us" to happen?
Then why...
I'm not pissed, I'm not even angry
so don't worry - if you were that is
things happen, I understand
I'm just upset that it's over
we're over
Because for a while I was happy
with you I was happy
even in such a short period
you made me feel wanted
I don't hate you
I still like you
nothing's changed about that
maybe I'm the asshole for thinking this way
Would I do this again,
even if the future events
                     -our end-
were known to me?

                       I would.

                                                   May 22, 2001