| Notice the Difference? (Now and Then) |
| If you came back after three years Would you know me? Would you recognize my face and how much I've changed? Because I have Gone now is the pony tail I've let my hair down - in more ways than one Can you not tell? I've toughened up Been through a lot since you left Depression, tears, suicidal thoughts Near breaking point of letting it all go Smarter now than I was then (though some actions would prove otherwise) Life will do that to you Experience more You know what I mean...but not that far Not love; never got to that Less shy, more confident Been working on that for a while Finally acheived some of it Call me narcissistic But I am liked not just by one - but more than that I've been told I've come to accept my moments of weakness though I still try to hide them from everyone Become more comfortable being 'me' which is hard; for anyone. So what do you think? Notice the change? August 22, 2001 *To E.F. - who never really knew me* |