| A Stranger's Opinion angry, at being alone why, why, WHY? to be doomed to be damned One is such a lonely number I am not one of the the "lucky ones" so don't answer that when I say how I feel for how is being alone so lucky? To see such happiness around me and know I am excluded from this "exclusive club" Because I have never loved or ever been loved before from a club for those only beautiful for a club for those only nice a club for those not shy a club for those who are not me If I change I was told by a stranger I would finally be beautiful to someone If I change my appearance for 'them' then at last on would become two and those words were like knives to my heart tearing upd the esteem I had left and making me feel unwanted but now it's over and done with I think about it no more your voiced is silenced forever you don't exist to me you're gone. January 17, 2000 |
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