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| This story is based on a pair of dreams I had.� I was so moved by them I felt compelled to write it out.� The second part of the story was written some months after the first, but rounds out and compliments it so much; I made it one longer story. |
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The Dreams |
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| One night I lay dreaming of a future that should never be allowed to exist.� The world is at war and the country has been invaded and split from within itself.� The people running from the war are the least able to defend themselves.� There are few weapons and the enemy is closing to kill any refugees.� In this world, there is a safe place for all people to hide and live free from the horror of the wars.� One group of people is trying to reach the Haven and is being closer pursued by the enemy forces.� ���� The man in charge is a reluctant leader as all others look to him due to his ability to confound the pursuers. He has led them for several weeks through several small battles and ambushes.� His leadership has allowed most of the group to survive.� However, every loss weighs heavily on his conscience because he feels responsible for the rest of the group.� The largest blow came when his wife was lost in the first skirmish and he had to be sole parent to his ten year old daughter.� The end of the road is near and all can sense safety in the near future.� They only need to cross a small river and dash across some open country. |
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| A scout returned with bad news.� The enemy is close and will catch them before they can reach the Haven.� All eyes look to the leader as he comes to the only decision possible.� The only bridge for miles is the one place to stop the enemy and it must be guarded.� This will slow the enemy enough for the rest of the group to escape.� The decision he must make is only who lives by fleeing and who dies by guarding the bridge, an impossible choice for the man.� He sits on the ground and a look of despair comes over his face until the soft tinkle of rings sounds from his pocket.� Carefully, he pulls out several rings and looks at them.� He gently closes his hand over them and a look of peace finally set onto his face for the first time in a long while.� He calls the group together and says he needs four other people to volunteer to stay with him and stop the enemy for the last time.� None move to aid the man.� So he announces that he shall stay alone while the rest escape to safety. |
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| At this point, his daughter cries out for him not to go and to stay with her.� He takes her to the side and gives her a gentle kiss on the cheek.� This is something he has to do because no one else is prepared to sacrifice themselves for the rest of the group.� He must give something to her in private. |
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| There is not enough time for all of us to escape, he tells her. I want more than anything else for you to survive and my heart is empty without your mother.� Someone must stay to guard this place to delay the soldiers so the rest can be safe.� If I thought I could do that and be with you, I would do it.� But it would destroy me to think that you were harmed on the edge of freedom. �I need you to go and live and someday have children of your own.� Then you will understand why your father stayed behind |
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| He takes out the rings again.� He asks his daughter for the necklace she wears and put a man's school ring on it. |
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| This is my school ring. It represents all the hopes and dreams I had as a child.� I wanted to be the one who would build the greatest tower in the world or even the first to fly to the stars.� I felt that I could give the world a person to inspire hope and I give these dreams to you.� I hope they can happen one day. |
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| Next he puts a woman's school ring. |
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| This is your mother's school ring.� It represents all the things your mother wanted to do as a child.� She had so many stories to tell and so many dreams for us and you were the ultimate dream in her life.� She loved telling you her stories each night and I feel she would have been able to make the world a better place if she could only have found people to listen.� It is these stories I give to you to tell for us. |
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| Next, he puts an engagement ring. |
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| This is the love your mother and I felt for each other.� We never had much in our lives beyond that but we were happy together.� She said she didn't want this but when I gave it to her the love in her eyes was enough to keep me warm inside during any time we were apart. |
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| Next, he put on a woman's wedding band. |
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| This is MY Soul.� I gave to your mother on our wedding day.� I gave it to her freely and never regret anything that passed between us because I knew my place in the world was with her and that a part of me would always be close to her.� I give it to you so you are never alone. |
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| Finally, he took his wedding band off his hand and placed it on the chain. |
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| This is your mother's Soul.� She gave it to me on our wedding day.� It has always reminded me that she is near me no matter where I am or how far away she is from us now.� I have nothing else from her with me but this is enough.� Now she goes with you. |
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| Then, the fastened the chain around the neck of his daughter. |
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| The chain represents you my darling child.� You are the sum of all the hopes and dreams your mother and I have had in our lives.� You are the connection between our souls, The ultimate product of our love.� We have nothing else for you; but hope that your future is better than the past.� I pray that you can find a measure of comfort in the knowledge that while you are alive a part of us will be with you even if we cannot be there in person. |
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| After telling this to his daughter and holding her close for several minutes, she stopped crying and nodded her head.� She moved off to the only friend she had in the group and took his hand and stood with his family.� The man could see that she would have someone to watch her and hopefully protect her.� That made it a little easier for him to do what he felt he must. |
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| The man turned to face the rest of the group.� He pulled out the rifle he took from a dead soldier and chambered a round with a resounding clack.� He said that the last thing he would do as leader was to guard the rear so the rest of them could escape to safety.� He asked for all the weapons, again asked for any volunteers that would help. All he got were weapons and hidden faces. |
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| He gave his daughter a last hug and sadly looked over the small band of refugees.� He was by himself and none moved to help him.� Turning to face the enemy, the last he saw of the group were the tears in his own eyes. |
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| The dream woke me there. Several months later it still haunted me until I had another dream and knew it was part of the first |
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| The dream continues. The man bravely holds the soldiers at bay for several hours.� Finally, after the last of his ammunition is spent, he is forced to throw rocks at them.� He will not allow his daughter to be destroyed.� The soldiers are patient and remain under cover as the man fires.� They realized early that he was alone and carried only a small amount of bullets taken from fallen comrades.� Crude shields allow them to peek at the man as he fires from cover.� They find it strange that he fires only to keep them at bay and not to destroy them.� What has happened to the leader who confounded ambushes and killed all the soldiers involved?� What of the leader who set traps and defenses to maim and injure rather than kill?� Could those have been the same men and is this that man?� The major leading this party has decided this man will live to answer his questions.� His men are ready when the shooting stops and the first rocks hit the ground near to them.� A private is sent out to capture the lone man.� Cautiously, the private crosses the bridge certain that his life will be ended before he can reach the far end.� His relief is great as he faces the man.� In a fury, the lone man attacks the private with his fists.� The private's fellow soldiers see the attack and raise their guns to fire but are ordered down by the major.� He wants to see this man questioned and learn what he knows.� Several other privates are sent to subdue the man.� After a time, he finally collapses from exhaustion more than blows.� He is bound and taken away to be interrogated by the major. |
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| After the man wakes he is taken before the major.� The major asks who is the leader of the rebels who managed to escape.� The man tells him that he led the refugees that were being hunted like rabid dogs.� All people not in authorized areas must be rebels the major countered because the government said so.� The man just sneered and laughed, of course they would say that.� The major asked the man to tell him what he had done in the past few months.� The man told the major everything he had done and every battle he had been involved in.� The major was impressed with the skill the man had shown over the past months.� Few soldiers could have done what this one man had accomplished and fewer would have sacrificed themselves for the ungrateful ones who left him behind.� The man had honor and believed in more than him.� This caused the major to think about his orders regarding the man?s fate.� Death by firing squad was this man's fate for the killing of soldiers.� But how many more would have died had another been leading that group? In every skirmish, there were soldiers who lived to tell of the battle.� A tall man who would not allow the captured to be killed but rather allow them to live.� Several had been found tied and their stories confirmed the man?s story.� Also a group thought dead was reported as being locked in an old bomb shelter.� A radio message led to their freedom an hour ago no worse for their time imprisoned.� The puzzle of the man perplexed the major.� He finally brought up the battle where no soldiers survived.� The man hung him head and told the major that was the battle where his wife was killed.� During the fight, none of the soldiers would surrender and they kept their attack until the last man had fallen.� The mortally wounded were given an overdose of sleeping pills or morphine to ease their suffering.� This impressed the major and he asked for a report on the battle.� Indeed some of the soldiers found had been off to one side near the bodies of 3 rebels.� The wounds on all had been fatal and all appeared to be tended to in some way.� One of the rebels found was a woman, no jewelry, and no distinguishing features.� The bodies had been burned according to regulations.� The major told the man the body of the woman had been treated well and burned.� The man gave the barest smile and murmured thank you.� That night, the major lay awake on his cot.� This man he captured would have made a good soldier and officer if he had joined.� A shame to waste such a decent man in such a way.� Sending his daughter off with others and staying behind to insure her escape was a chivalrous act indeed.� The major found himself shamed by what he would be forced to do in the morning.� A plan formed as he lay sleepless, and one sergeant would likely help due to the information learned today.� A summons and a short time later, the sergeant appeared before the major.� After the major told the sergeant the news, the sergeant wept and said he would do his duty. |
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| The morning was one of the finest seen in weeks.� The sun had broken through the clouds and it was warming nicely.� The man felt good even though he knew he was to die shortly.� The major decided that the execution would take place on the spot of his capture, the bridge.� The man was taken to a jeep and tied into the back seat.� A sergeant and the major climbed in the front and drove off.� Ten minutes later the bridge was reached and the man pulled out.� He stood before the bridge he defended the day before wait for death, erect and head up.� The major looked to the sergeant and gave a command, a gunshot rang out. |
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| The man stood still realizing the shot had not hit him.� He noticed the sergeant putting away the rifle and coming over to him.� The sergeant untied the man and told him "War is a terrible thing.� It causes good men to behave in evil ways to keep what they have safe, family, property, or children.� You allowed your enemies to live when you could have destroyed them, knowing they would have destroyed you.� As soldiers, we know our lives are subject to the whims of our enemies when captured.� You saw fit to imprison some men in a stocked bomb shelter when it would have, at the time, served you better to kill them all.� One of these men is my brother.� He is alive and safe due to your actions.� I must do my duty and you must die."� Then the sergeant turned to the major and reported "The bullet passed through the prisoners heart and he died quickly. End of Report."� The major nodded and said, "Dispose of the body as you see fit Sergeant."� The sergeant turned to the man and untied him.�"Good men always try to do what is right, even when it is difficult.� Go to your daughter and never return here or all of us shall die.�You life is repayment for my brothers and should we meet again, I will do what I must and you will die." The man nodded and ran over the bridge to try to catch up to his daughter.� The major looked to the sergeant.�"Come Sergeant, we must go see the rescued soldiers.� My son and your brother wait for us at the hospital." "Yes Sir " the sergeant responded crisply. And in a softer voice asked, "Do you think Franz will be glad to see us and know what has happened, Father?"�"I certainly hope so, my son, I certainly hope so." replied the major. |
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Story Copyright 2000 by Ed Stargazer |
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