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| smokin so high take the jump can you hear my heart beating? too bad! i'm already dead STOP! run now, fly free be what you gotta be do what you gotta do I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! don't say shit leave it like this can't handle what a fuckin scandle ~N.C.~ *6-8-03* (in the A.M.) |
| you know i love you you said you did too so what do you do? break me in two go off and do- what you wanna do ~N.C.~ *6-8-03* (3:45 p.m.) |
| WHATEVER WHICH WAY THEY GO I HOPE THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS KNOW I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO EVEN THOUGH I DON'T LET IT SHOW i love you! I'M BEING REAL THIS IS ME IT AINT NO CHARADE PART OF A GAME TOO TAME FOR THE NAME I SAY I FEEL LIKE A FOOL BUT YOU KEEP SAYIN, "IT'S KEWL" I DO... IT'S THE TRUTH i love you! ~N.C.~ *6-7-03* |
| I see you as bright as all the stars in the sky When I see you I wish for nothing more, but to die... It would be so beautiful for the both of us to share If only I could sincerely know that you care... Tell me you love and that there's nothing else to it To kiss me and hold me, why cna't you just do it? I feel how you feel And we know it's for real... But why must we play all of these foolish games? I will love you until the end of my days... But until you realize that I am standing right infront of you screaming your name We can realize that you are the only one to blame... Lift me up to the stars and drop me down to the earth Set me upon your dangerous little perch... When I look into your eyes all I can see is myself I love you so much it hurts, I want you and nothing else... You've reached into my sould and grabbed tight to my heart Please don't be clumsy or it'll tear right apart... When I feel your breath upon my skin I want to consume you all But if I continue to follow I know I'll soon fall... So all I do is pray to the stars And pray that the Angels take away all of my scars... Staring up at the stars twinkling bright in all the sky When I see you I wish for nothing more, but to die... ~N.C.~ *May 17, 2003* |
| For all the stars that I have seen For all the places that I have been For every tear that I have shed For every day I woke up dead You made me feel like I was alive And you never ceased to make me suprised I loved you then And I love you now And when something reminds me of you I cry Becasue I know you are so very far away I remember though that we are both under the same sky And all my tears and pain subside I hope that you are safe and doing ok And I know that I will see you again someday Do not forget me Promise me please As I will not you Try atleast And always remember, no matter what I'll love you forever Forever, that's what ~N.C.~ *June 16, 2003* |
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