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| ~Sam~ Words can't express what u mean to me...We did everything and shared everything, u were my first best friend and I don't ever wanna lose u...Even though we're so very far apart and I don't get to see or talk to u as much as I'd like just know ur still in my heart forever and always...I wanna see u again before I leave, before I die...When I was growing up u knew me like no one did, u knew me when I didn't even know myself....We've been through alot of rough times and I'm sure even more when we weren't together...I love u so much and as I'm sitting here writing this for u tears r streaming down my face because I'm searchin through all the memories...A smile streaks across my face because we did some fun and crazy shit as kids...SPANDEX PANTS AND PONIES....My first time ever flying on a plane to Maine to visit u was awesome...That was one of the best 2 weeks of my life and I never wanted it to end....I miss u so much...The ghost at my house and playing in my Uncle's room late at night....Sleeping UNDER my bed and making tents....My Little Ponies and DUH...the Ceramics classes....I never did get my own set a brushes though...DAMNIT!!!....HAHAHA, all my silly crushes on Matt..for how long???...Long damn assed time....I don't wanna ever forget any of it and I hope u never do either...I hope many more memories r gonna come our way....I'll try my hardest to make that possible and I hope u feel the same way too...Even if u don't just know I still love u and won't forget....Friends Forever.... ~Coley~ |
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| My Maria....What am I gonna say my little Indian Chalupa Mexican Love Slave????...Well for starters I DON'T FUCKING HATE YOU ASSHOLE!!! GET IT THROUGH UR GOD DAMNED HEAD...OK???...OK!!!!....U just piss me off with the things u do, but when it gets down to it Stinky, I love u....I know technically we're cousins, but u know ur really my sister deep down inside my heart...It's how I feel and I can't deny that...I'm not gonna lie to u throught his screen and I only yell at u cuz I love u and I wish u'd realize and start to understand the things u do...People have feelings....I know I say some pretty nasty things when I'm mad...I've prolly made u cry, but u've made me cry too...The other night at the hill r the kinda times I cherish when I'm with u cuz I feel close to u...With all stupidity and honesty, I sincerely think u hate me for everything...U know it's hard for me to believe that ne one could truely care about me and that's y I make myself so distant and run from things all the damned time....FEAR...It's what keeps me from doin alot of the things I wanna do, but it's also what keeps me alive...And honestly, for some of the things I do I'd hate myself, and I ACTUALLY DO HATE MYSELF....But I do love you ok???...ok!!!...DON'T FUCKING FORGET IT!!!! |
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| ~Cassie...u r 1 special person, jus control ur drinking...we only do those things cuz we care bout u and don't want u to get hurt...trust us, don't get mad...u know I'm right....we understand alot about eachother....I miss chilln wit u girl...before I move to New York @ the end of the year we'll party and chill like crazy ok???...ok!!!....I love u and u r one of my best budz..u know that...I got u in my heart forever and I won't forget u...Just don't throw up on me ok???...lol...I love ya!!!....holla @ me sumtime....U gotta ok??...ok!!!!...luv ya...peace easy.... |
| Jamie...I'm sorry I blamed u in the beginning...no fingers shoulda been pointed....I'm sorry...I don't know u that well, so that's y I'm apologizing, not that it matters to u or ne thing....But I'm sorry...Ur a pretty kewl guy...Take it easy |
| ~Jen~ Wow...I've know u for a long assed time, almost 6 or 7 years....time does fly although I wish it didn't go so quickly...I don't talk to u too much ne more, but we're both busy....I'm glad u don't try to beat me up or drown me ne more...It prolly wouldn't matter now cuz I finally know how to swim...I alwayz tried to be like u and trish, from my changing outta those horrid god know what i wore, to ur "kewl" bells pinned up wit shoes I don't even know how I managed to balance myself in...U guyz got me high for the first time and drunk..I think I was 9 or so cuz I remember tellin my mom....silly me...Voyage late at night through the woods to Mike's and then 7-11...I drank some of ur shit @ the school....Do u even remember or am I crazy for remember so far back???...I guess I'm jus tryin to stay happy and keep the memz alive...U'll beat me up for Trish if I ever go wrong right???....I hope so...Hey by the way...After graduation next June, I'm movin to the Island somewhere...Who knows, maybe I'll see u round...Till then peace and keep it kewl... |
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