| Under these circumstances Which I find myself totally oblivious To your thoughts and feelings Totally unaware of how much/or how little You think of me Whether you hold me in high regards Whether you praise/relish/ or miss me I find myself twisted and torn Between you and the moon As it softly breaks the sky And spreads light To brighten my darkness The moon/in-tune with my emotions As we both hold stars As one explodes another begins To beckon my realization That we are both apart Of this mindless civilization As we sabotage ourselves Over and over again To do or die But I find myself dying most of the time Rather than doing/never been much of a doer More of a thinker/stuck between the real and surreal Discovering that most of the intellect We aimlessly grasp Are borrowed thoughts from others? Noticing that yes I am alone Although I am crowded |
| Feeling as though I am caught When I am so obviously free But I am trapped With these vicious thoughts That circle around in my mind Netted by depression/sadness And occasional madness My thoughts/aspirations Hopelessly wondering If I may become close to you again Leave me dangling in mid-air Although I love you With all that is true My heart/mind/body and soul I am left debating Whether love is enough In this unusual materialistic world Where nothing is ever simple Where everyone has seemed To have inherited the genes of sloth To let time slip us by As we age/alone without each other But amidst all the crazy and shallow things Lays the fact that yes These tears are real And yes I do feel as though You are the light/that keeps me shining On dark and cold lonely nights And yes I am scared |
| That one day I will drown amongst These tears of love I shed And that yes I will wait Although as each days goes past And grows into a month/then a year Seems hopeless My candle is still lit And burns brightly until your return I must admit to you I do feel as though I am caged in the iron clasp Of your love I feel poisoned and deserted Alone/and somewhat pointless And although I am bogged down With this mindless drivel And what seems like an eternity I still have the courage To find you Amazingly beautiful Oh how lucky you are |