The Eccentric Times

 Issue 11 (October 2007)

  proudly supported by

Buckinghamshire Mind

a Mental Health charity

 (views expressed within the magazine are not necessarily theirs)


THE FINAL ISSUE

SO LONG, FAREWELL,

 AUF WIEDERSEHEN
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GOODBYE!

IN THIS ISSUE

The Story of The Eccentric Times 

Public Perceptions

Art

This Is What We Want What We Really Really Want

Wondering

An APOLOGY from Tranquilized Tim



The Story of The Eccentric Times

by

Mark Sampson

So after 2½ years and 11 issues, The Eccentric Times is coming to an end. The reasons for this will be revealed later.

But how and, more importantly, why did it start? Well those involved in the magazine felt (and still feel) a great deal of frustration with the way the mental health system was (and unfortunately still is) going, with people not getting the support that they need. Therefore the idea was to get a magazine together that gave a voice to these feelings.

So a group of us got together to decide what we wanted out of the magazine. We agreed that we wanted a magazine that looked at the day to day issues that were faced by people with a mental illness, which took turns in being both serious and satirical

Obviously the satirical element became Tranquilised Tim, which proved to be the most popular section of the magazine. The name came when one of the Eccentric Times team said "we need a humorous name for this section, something like Tranquilised Tim". While this was meant as an example name, and not necessarily a proposal, the other members of the team found it amusing so we went with it.

However, choosing a name for the magazine was a lot less straightforward. We had literally pages of proposed names, none of which seemed quite right. Proposals included The Mental Elf, A Little Less Conversation... We Want Action (inspired by Adam's love for Elvis Presley) and The Underfunded Times.

In the end though we got so fed up with the whole naming process that, when The Eccentric Times was proposed, everyone said yes, even though some of us (it would be revealed much later) quietly weren’t so keen on it at the time. Still despite the initial reservations of some, everyone now agrees that it worked well.

When considering the format of the magazine I had, at one time, had the bizarre idea that it should be crammed into two sides of A4 paper as I felt it would appear “more militant”. I think it’s fair to say that this was not one of my better ideas and it now embarrasses me that I ever thought it in the first place! J Anyway it would have been very impractical as sometimes we have gone all the way up to 10 pages (or in the case of this issue - 12 pages)!

Some of the biggest problems in getting this magazine produced have been technology related. While the content of the magazine may considered to be cutting edge, the technology used to produce it was anything but! Due to computer problems we lost the mailing list on two separate occasions and had lots of problems with printing!

And while most of the stuff in the magazine was a success there were one or two things that never quite took off. What’s Your Burning Issue and The Bucks Bunny were both good ideas in theory, but sadly we did not get the level of reader interaction required for them to work.

And while Tranquilised Tim may seem to be acid-tongued and unashamed to speak his mind, it may be of interest for you to know that, on three different occasions, bits from his articles have had to either be removed or amended as they were deemed a bit too inflammatory to print! One such occasion was when Tim likened some staff at residential homes to Adolf Hitler and Saddam Hussein. While this was intended to be aimed at the minority of residential staff that are bullies, there were concerns that this bit would be easily misconstrued to be an attack on all residential staff (which wasn’t our intention at all). The other two examples we can’t tell you about for fear of litigation! J

Even though I’m personally resolutely left-wing, the highlight for me was when we got invited to meet up with the Buckingham Conservative MP John Bercow, who was pleasant and courteous and took a genuine interest in all we had to say about the state of the Mental Health System. It has also been gratifying to see all the local positive feedback and critical acclaim we’ve received – sometimes even from staff within the Mental Health System (remember - some of them are just as frustrated with the state of affairs as we are).

So if this magazine has been that well received then why is it coming to an end? Well one of the main reasons is that we feel that, if we go on much longer, we run the risk of repeating ourselves. We feel that we've made the points that we wanted to and that rehashing the same arguments again and again would be a waste of time.

Changes in direction were proposed but unfortunately we were unable to agree on what that direction should be. It should be noted however that there has been absolutely no falling out between members of the team, even when there have been differences of opinion about the content, we have discussed and resolved it in a civilized manner without a single person feeling distressed or needing to raise their voice.

Still this might not be the last time you hear from some of the writers. Myself and Adam are both interested in contributing to the Bucks Mind newsletter, but unfortunately at this point in time its future  seems pretty unclear.

As the Editor a lot of the credit for the magazine has been unduly attributed to me, but I cannot stress enough that the Eccentric Times is not and never has been a one man show.

Paul has consistently produced high calibre, thought provoking articles. While being the quietest member of the team (something he touched upon himself in the last issue), when he has managed to get a word in his suggestions and feedback have always been of immense value.

Adam has always been a great source of suggestions and ideas, and has producing some deeply-touching articles, in which he has been brave enough to share personal details about his own condition and life.

Although Eve only started contributing articles to the magazine recently, she has always been there in the background attending meetings, contributing ideas, and providing much needed practical assistance (such as labelling and stuffing envelopes). And bless her, even though she said that her article in the previous issue would be her last, she found it in her to produce another one!

Danya was the person who had the initial vision for the magazine and has since played an invaluable part in a number of ways including: publicity, keeping us up to date with current issues (which has helped inspire many an article), and, most importantly, motivating us. She also makes a lovely cup of tea as well!

This magazine is living proof that staff (such as Danya) and service users can work together to achieve great things. It didn't matter to us one jot whether a member of the Eccentric Times team was a service user or not, all that we really cared about was whether they were passionate about the treatment and well-being of people battling against mental illness.

And last but not least Carolyn Smyth at Bucks Mind has always been a great supporter of the magazine and helped organise its printing and distribution (even sometimes going beyond the call of duty in personally delivering the magazine to some Bucks day centres).

I would also like to thank all of our guest contributors and anyone else who has helped in publicising, printing and distributing the magazine. Your assistance was and still is greatly appreciated.

My Closing Statement

While we have been critical of the Mental Health system in general, we do not want to be seen to be saying that all mental health workers are bad or incompetent; there are some good people out there that make a real and lasting difference in peoples' lives.

Yet nonetheless the truth of the matter is that people with mental health issues are still getting a raw deal. The main reason for this is because there is not enough money available to fund the staff needed to support them and, as a result, people are being discharged from mental health services when they are clearly not ready for it.

And focusing on treating serious problems when they occur rather than doing the necessary work to prevent them is a messier and ultimately more expensive way for a Mental Health service to operate. And it also hurts many service users because they are left to fend for themselves, and as a result get themselves in painful and humiliating situations.

And the recent spate of “reassessments” for people on benefits is despicable beyond words. People with genuine debilitating mental health issues are being deemed ready to return to work when anyone with half a brain can see that they are obviously not. The sad irony of the situation is that the real benefit cheats are usually able to bluff their way through these assessments, while the genuinely mentally ill person may not have the state of mind nor the eloquence to fully explain how serious their condition is.

Some of these people may appear “okay” on the surface but if you push them back in the working environment you will soon find that they are unable to hold down a job. This can be for a number of reasons,  including :

And yes if it doesn’t work out their benefits may be protected for a certain length of time, but that doesn’t undo the likely emotional distress and damage to the person that the breakdown of the job causes.

But anyway, even if some of the subjects we have covered in The Eccentric Times have been serious and/or uncomfortable, we’ve all had a great time in producing this magazine and are proud of what we have achieved with it. And we’d like to thank everyone who has read and supported us over the last 2½  years – you’ve helped make it all the more worthwhile.



Public Perceptions

by

Adam Makeham

One of the most frustrating things I encounter in my day to day life is the number of wrong ideas people have about mental illness. This generally happens because it’s human nature to be hostile or wary when encountering the unfamiliar. I’ve had more success than many service-users in my attempts to interact with the community, but it’s still been a big struggle and continues to be for many others as well.

The common response of Joe Public is to call the person with the mental illness “crazy”, but that in itself is a very subjective term – it means different things to different people. Even I with a mental illness will say about someone “Oh he’s crazy”, because it’s not something I identify myself as being. For me someone “crazy” is a person who strips off and runs around the town naked or who stands there shouting and screaming at people for no apparent reason.

The truth is that most of us are a lot more presentable and approachable than this. We may have anxieties or one or two other issues, but on the whole we’re just like anyone else. But yet the general public don’t seem to recognise this. Some of them think we’re dangerous and that we’ll flip any minute. But I’m not a violent person at all and would never wish to do anyone else harm.

Yet it is not just the mentally ill that society has trouble accepting, it’s most people with disabilities. On occasions when someone with learning disabilities has walked by, I have overheard people on the streets talking about them in a negative way and using derogatory terms. I feel two emotions when this happens – embarrassment for the poor person they’re talking about and fear for myself in case people speak the same way about me. I would like to tell them that they shouldn’t judge people like this, but I fear I would be putting myself in danger by doing so.

Yet to be fair to them a big part of their attitude towards us is ignorance. These people need to be educated about these matters in a way that addresses their preconceptions and prejudices. I personally think we need to take mental health awareness to the streets and march for our rights. One method would be having information stalls on the market or in public places or indeed copying the churches by having street outreaches.

Also the television networks need to make more effort to educate people. Channels like the BBC are starting to get the ball rolling on this, but there’s still a lot of work to be done.  

Like the ethnic minorities and gay communities in this country, we are an unfairly stereotyped group and the victims of unjustified prejudice – so why not follow their example and march the streets of London? If people can get passionate about marching for the right to smoke an illicit herb, then why can’t we rouse up the same level of enthusiasm for an issue that’s far more important?

So in summary, we need to make the public aware that we are here and that we are human beings just like them, and not aliens from the planet Zorg!



Art

by

Paul Nelson

Art is a primal and ever-present calling in Man. There is a divine spark of creativity in everyone, just crying to be let out in material expression. Whether it be the art of expressing the human body in dance, in martial art, in sport, or the art of liberating music from a guitar or piano, or the art of creating pictures from pencils and paints.

For me, the seedlings were planted in an adult education centre in Princes Risborough, where I was encouraged to believe I could do SOMETHING and that something could be improved on. At Wings social support centre, Stella Lobb shared the skills she had developed as an amateur landscape artist, and encouraged the growth in skills and confidence. Tony Ashton, a full time artist and wizard shared as much skill and knowledge as I wanted to milk from him, and Sally Bulteel and later Brenda Hurley have also made a big impact in their own special way as teachers.

The therapeutic value of all this has been subtle and has taken time to develop. Becoming grounded in the discipline and technique of art, I have been able to develop vision, patience, the art of seeing; to develop an awareness and appreciation of line and form, of colour and light and shade, of constantly going over a picture and correcting it first one way then another to get a happy medium.

It is the continuity of effort, keeping at it over time that has been a special blessing, proving I can stick at something and see it through, therefore reaping the benefits of the labour accumulated over the years in this medium.

I guess Art is the same as any other human endeavour, the more you stick with it the more you learn, the more you realise what there is to learn. It would take forever to explore it fully and it seems to me a good use of eternal life to explore it.

After years of trying to get the right colour mixes for skies, for trees, for face colours, dresses and curtains, you certainly do appreciate all these things more.

Art practice can have an impact on life in many and beneficial ways. For instance, the exercise of writing you name in large letters, or making large, bold and dramatic strokes, these help self expression and boost self confidence as well as being fun to do.

A favourite trick of mine is to keep track of where the different colour tubes of paint are in the lesson, then when someone wants that colour I usually get it for them before they or the teacher find it. It’s a good party trick and encourages the same awareness at home when it comes to FINDING things.

It is a great vanity-massage when other people come and admire your work, or someone whose rose bush you’ve painted is suddenly alive with joy. It makes the effort seem worthwhile. It makes future investment of effort worthwhile as well. You could file it under confidence boosting or sharing something magical with people who appreciate it.

My main disappointment in all this is that I haven’t yet been able to practise at home, despite having all the necessary tools. This is partly due to motivation and low energy levels. I know that it is only a matter of time before I get to grips with this but it is frustrating getting to that point.

Another thing about learning art is that it plugs you into a tradition that includes the people who painted reindeer and bison in caves, all the way through the Old Masters whose work is admired in galleries the world over, and the people who’ve dedicated their whole lives to art, often unrecognised but enriching the world nonetheless. It is a good feeling, however independent you think you are, to be in such good company and however humble to drink at the same fountain as these blessed souls. For art is a blessing and enriches the soul, which is why it has prospered and endured, carving out a place in everyone’s heart.

To wrap things up and come down to earth again, I’d like to thank Stella, Tony, Sally and Brenda for sharing so much of themselves and their art with us; also Bucks Mind, who run Wings, for organising exhibitions of our work at World Mental Health day events and for bringing out a calendar with twelve of our pictures in it; also for having the vision and faith to keep our teachers on in spite of sometimes having to scrabble for funding.





Mental Health Quotes

 

"How you look at a situation is very important, for how you think about a problem may defeat you before you ever do anything about it. When you get discouraged or depressed, try changing your attitude from negative to positive and see how life can change for you. Remember, your attitude toward a situation can help you to change it -- you create the very atmosphere for defeat or victory."

 

Harris, Franco - Thoughts and Thinking

(retrieved from www.quotationsbook.com)

 
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“If you suffer from depression, anything that makes you feel has to the most important thing in your life, because it's the only thing that can save you. “

 

Siobhan Fahey

(retrieved from www.brainyquote.com)





THIS IS WHAT WE WANT WHAT WE REALLY REALLY WANT!

By (anonymous)

 

People at my local Bucks Mind Support Centre; have discussed many issues over the years.
For example, strong CONCERNS have been expressed about the STIGMA associated with mental ill health, and the difficulty of real live men and women trying to survive in a society where the STIGMA of the mental illness is prevalent.
Concerns have also been raised that people are not overly confident about the future of Mental Health services, there seems to be less and less help which is fuelling more and more anxiety. Another concern is that people are being recycled.
  • Other real concerns are as follows:
  • Lack of professional support.
  • Lack of REAL JOBS.
  • Lack of money to survive on.
  • Lack of appropriate housing.
  • Lack of drop in centres.
  • Lack of respite care.
  • Lack of ongoing care.
FRUSTRATINGLY in spite of repeated surveys and views expressed by service-users things seem to be getting worse.

On the other hand, some things are falling into place, through the sheer effort of dedicated people in the Mental Health services.

For example; the GOODWILL and COMMUNICATION between MULTI-AGENCIES have made a REAL POSITIVE impact on peoples lives.

However there is much to be done to repair the damage caused by LACK of FUNDING, UNREALISTIC TARGETS, LACK of COMMON SENSE and LACK of VISION.

Mental illness ravages lives and takes away the livelihood of many

 

SO THIS IS WHAT WE WANT WHAT WE

REALLY REALLY WANT!

IN LAYMANS LANGUAGE


  • To have enough money to live on.
  • To have an appropriate place to live.
  • To have a normal life as possible.
  • To feel less LONELY.
  • To feel dignity and respect.
  • To have a job if possible.
  • To have a support system that deals with the anxieties of DAILY LIVING.
  • To do something that lights our fire.
  • To celebrate our strengths but also acknowledge our vulnerabilities.
  • To have somewhere to go without appointments.
  • To help make this world a better place.

At my local Bucks Mind centre, we ALL help each other that is our REAL STRENGTH.




Mental Health Quotes

 

"All of us are crazy in one way or another."

Yiddish Proverb

 

(retrieved from www.quotationsbook.com)

 

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"We are obliged to regard many of our original minds as crazy at least until we have become as clever as they are."

 

Georg C. Lichtenberg

(retrieved from www.quotationsbook.com)

 

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"What sane person could live in this world and not be crazy?"

 

Ursula K. LeGuin

(retrieved from www.quotationsbook.com)

   



Wondering

by

Eve Chaloner

 
On a great number of occasions, a person’s mental illness is just not caused by physical and biological factors – a significant part of it is to do with their psychological profile – in other words who they are.

 We all have different personalities, each with its own unique areas of vulnerability. This personality is shaped by the experiences we have in life. The people we know and love shape who we are as well as our dreams and aspirations – sometimes without us or them realising it.

 Of course it is good to have friends and family in our lives as they do, on the whole, shape our personalities in positive ways by showing that they love and care for us. Yet unfortunately, there are occasions where this is not the case, and particular people that play a big part in our lives can be a hindrance rather than a help. And there are some out there who are always available when we are well and happy, but as soon as things go wrong they turn their back on us. This too can have a big influence on our psychological make-up.

 One example of the differences in personalities is the way people handle things such as relaxation and sleep. While it can be a routine, effortless activity for some, for people like me it can at times be very difficult. We toss and turn, our minds just won’t switch off. And then when we do finally get to sleep, we find it very difficult to get ourselves out of bed at the appropriate time.

 I wonder a lot about the whole area of dreams – an area in which some people are paid a lot of money in analysing to find a meaning that is applicable to the customer’s life.  But is life just a dream, or our dream a reflection of our life? Does it make us face up to things in our life that we try to run away from while we are awake?

 But then again how do we really know that dreams are a map to our mind and not just a theory? How do we know for a fact that our dreams have any significant meaning at all? The conscious mind keeps control while we’re awake, but when we sleep the subconscious kicks in and our imagination runs riot - what seems impossible suddenly becomes possible.

 Yes indeed, the human mind is a complex and wonderful thing. And just thinking about it makes me wonder a number of things including: 

  • How do we distinguish what is right and wrong and decide what is the best way to achieve this?
  • When we experience trauma, why do some people stay the way they are, while others go the opposite way?
  • When bad things happen to some, why does it make them treat everyone else the very same horrible way?
  • Do we ever get what we want in life, or indeed do we ever get where we mean to go to?
  • Why do some people stand up for what is right, while others run and hide?
  • Do we control our minds or do our minds control us?
  • How do we figure out what we feel and how we should react to things that are going on?
  • Why do some instantly feel the need to hit out at the people they encounter, while others instead feel the need to give them a hug?
  •  When getting into a dispute with someone – why do some people shut up and keep quiet while others stand there and shout their heads off?
  • If we were given the choice with our life - would we knock it down, rebuild and start afresh or keep it the way that it is?

 As far as I’m concerned the human mind is a big puzzle. And I was wondering… could anyone help me work the blasted thing out?!





Tranquilised Tim

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As this is the last issue, I've decided to turn over a new leaf. I would like to take this opportunity to APOLOGISE to everyone I've upset, insulted or offended through my articles for The Eccentric Times. Because, now that my doctor has put me on a new type of anti-depressant, I'm starting to see the world in a whole new light. No longer am I a bitter and twisted individual who’s natural instincts are to criticize and ridicule – I am now at one with the universe and wish to send a message of peace and love to everyone that comes my way.
For those people that told me that I wasn't eligible for support from their Mental Health team I would like to now acknowledge you were right all along - mental illness and personality disorders are two completely different things - almost as dissimilar as water and H2O.
And I'd also like to apologize to the regular victims of the Eccentric Times team's scorn - the people doing the surveys. We've given you a rough ride and for that I'm truly sorry. It is a perfectly good question to ask what service users want. It doesn't matter that the answers never change and that nothing ever gets done about them anyway. Routine is an important part of ensuring mental stability, why disrupt that by actually making services better? A consistent level of mediocrity is just what the doctor ordered!
I'd also like to apologize for my berating of those people responsible for limiting access to day services. Integration into the community is a wonderful thing and not at all a feeble attempt to put positive spin on budget cuts. I now fully acknowledge that, even though the majority of the general public are at work during the day, there are plenty of constructive activities to get involved with such as smashing windows, shoplifting and going down to your local park to swig meths with the tramps.
And I would particularly like to apologize to those people who rejected my claims for Disability Living Allowance. It is perfectly reasonable to allow those with debilitating mental illnesses to live in abject poverty just in case they’re faking it. It’s a bit like using nuclear missiles to hunt rabbits.- sure you might catch some innocent bystanders – but the important thing is that you get your target!  You are doing a fine job as guardians of the public purse and I would not at all be so uncivilized as to label you a bunch of uptight stingey bastards! You have demonstrated time and time again that there are far more worthwhile causes to spend this money on – like morally dubious wars or subsidising MPs’ brothel expenses.
Not only do my anti-depressants allow me to exercise a greater degree of forgiveness and compassion, they now also have filled me with a great sense of optimism. Yes my friends I see great things ahead for the Mental Health system and the NHS in general. Take the analogy of the tree – it’s good to do some pruning to enable it to be healthy and grow stronger. So soon our NHS Tree will provide a bountiful harvest indeed now that we’ve pruned it down from a mighty oak tree to a few brittle twigs!

About The Eccentric Times

The Eccentric Times was a quarterly magazine written by the members of Wings Support Centre, a social support centre in Aylesbury for people with mental health problems.


 

 Comments & Complaints

If you wish to contact us you can do so at the following address:

 

The Eccentric Times

Buckinghamshire Mind (Wings)

4 Temple Street

Aylesbury

HP20 2RQ

 

E-mail: [email protected]

 


We would like to thank

Buckinghamshire Mind

 (and in particular Carolyn Smyth),

for their invaluable help with printing and distribution.


The Eccentric Times Roll of Honour

 

The Eccentric Times Team

 

Mark Sampson - Editor

 

Paul Nelson - Deputy Editor

 

Danya Day – Chief Motivator

 

Adam Makeham - Public Relations Officer

 

Eve Chaloner – Researcher

 

 With thanks to our special guest contributor/s:

 

Neil McMillan


A Message From

Tranquilized Tim

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HEY BUSTER!
 

Want to see back issues of our magazine?

Want to see profiles and pictures of the Eccentric Times team?

 

Want to see Adam in his Elvis costume?

 

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BYE EVERYONE

THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT

YOURS SINCERELY

 

THE ECCENTRIC TIMES TEAM






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