why are you my friend
why do you bother
you try to be good to me
but only to my face
and you say that i'm cool
but i know i'm not
you hate me behind my back
and i know this
but why
i think i can live without friends
and you can live without me i know
i can live without this torture
this torture that you endure
that you cause to yourself
and in turn it kills me
and i can't take it
if you hate me tell me
i'll love you until i die
and you may never change your mind
and all i'll hear is that you care
but you don't
and i hate that
and it tears me up
i don't want to never talk to you again
but....but.......
if that's the way it has to be
to keep you happy
then please
ignore me
i don't deserve you
and when i see you
i'll just walk on
and please don't say hello
it hurts more to know that you lie to me
than it does to know that you don't care
give me the easier pain
say that you don't care
