EBD: Past Ramblings

subject: movies, I think
date: 5:06 am, Saturday May 12, 2003
rambling:

28 days later

"SCARY AS HELL!", hardly, the movie's not bad, a good mix between resident evil and outbreak, but the movie doesn't have any scary parts, not even any suspense or out of the blue things that just make you jump. good cinematography though. make-up guru's might enjoy this.
Grade: 8
Worth paying for?: no more than $5
references: homepage - imdb - Cillian Murphy - Naomie Harris - mr.skin (porn database)

holes

first off, there's no advertising for me to make fun of, I only ever saw two ads for it and they were both vague and misleading. I had gotten the copy of it because my mother suggested it when I asked what movie I should get not knowing she was still up, seeing how it was 4 in the morning and she was staring at the tv, the response of holes came out. so that's what I got, any way, it's not that bad, there are parts of it that are pretty predictable and try to be misterious but are still pretty obvious, in anycase.
Grade: 7.3
Worth paying for: no more than $4
references: homepage - imdb - Sigourney Weaver - Jon Voight - Shia LaBeouf

the heist

the only thing from the trailer I remember is danny devito saying something to the point of 'everyone needs money, that's why it's money.' everything else is a blur, the thing I do know is that the commercial wasn't that good at giving insight into this movie. it's not bad, a lot of twist's and turns, I'm not to happy about the ending, although it kinda makes sense. a quick warning, this is one of those 'everybody is trying to get the gold' movies. gold sucks, diamonds are girls best friend.
Grade: 8.6
Worth paying for: no more than $5.50
references: homepage - imdb - Gene Hackman - Delroy Lindo

the good girl

I never even saw a commercial for this, and from the name of it, it sounds like a nother crappy teen flick, when in actuality it's a jennifer aniston movie that borders on artistic, pretty good, it's got Jake Gyllenhaal of the amazingly good movie Donnie Darko, he's the co-star in the film. once again he's playin' a slighty deranged moderately disturbed fella with a fabtabulous acting job.
Grade: 8.2
Worth paying for: no more than $6
references: homepage - imdb - Jennifer Aniston - Jake Gyllenhaal - mr.skin (porn database)

the believer

never heard of it, but it's kind of a newer version of 'american history x' with dave furlong of terminator and ed norton of fight club. anyways, the believer isn't very star powered, the actor of the main charachter gives a really good performance and you can start to see the characters past influences his actions and why he feels and does things. very good acting and writing in the film, however the ending is a little hard to follow, I don't understand the symbollism in it right now, anyone with insight, feel free to enlighten.
Grade: 8.13
Worth paying for: no more than $5.50
references: imdb - Ryan Gosling - mr.skin (porn database)

subject: getting to know your dole part 3
date: 1:20 pm, Monday May 12, 2003
rambling:

LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER? Bruce Almighty

last movie I saw: Shaolin Soccer (really funny)

it's all in Mandirin, but if you don't speak Mandirin, then you can get the version with french subtitles, or wait a few months for them to make the english version and release it here (don't count on it, miramax keeps pushing the date back for the US release).

WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? um, I did have one about fanatism, and leading mass social groups for your purpose, but I haven't looked at in a while.
FAVORITE BOARD Game? um, not sure, does backgammon count.
FAVORITE MAGAZINE? haven't looked at any mags for a long time, but I'll just give megs a plug and say 'brainwashed'
FAVORITE SMELLS? chocolate, probably more, I don't like the smell of pinesol
COMFORT FOOD? not sure, maybe mashed potatoes
FAVORITE SOUND? 9 stroke roll with a shot at the end on a finely tuned yamaha marching snare
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? being in a cold room and alone for a long time
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? see who's around me
FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? ummm, I guess arby's, but thier kinda expensive, and jasmine has yet to steal me any food.
FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Deliaf Noitroba it's sweedish, neh, janna and justin
FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, I WOULD...?" ....., dunno
DO YOU DRIVE FAST? don't drive
DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? ummm, Bear usually takes floor, he's a retired pillow, still apart of the union though.
STORMS-COOL OR SCARY? cool, as long as I'm not in the middle of one, unvoluntarily
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? no car
FAVORITE DRINK? all I drink is Sprite
FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD... waste it
DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? if it doesn't look bad, I don't like cooked or 'steamed' broccoli
IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE? don't need to, I can change my hair color at will
HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN? I think 3
GLASS HALF EMPTY OR FULL? half empty, I'm optimistic :)
FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? any thing that is qualified as drumline olympics
SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS honest, and acts like she hates the world.
WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? dirty clothes I'm hiding
TOILET PAPER/PAPER TOWEL-OVER OR UNDER? sideways, no need to hang it up

subject: getting to know your dole part 2
date: 12:04 am, Monday May 12, 2003
rambling:

NAME: Jared Adrian Wilcurt

I used to tell people my middle name was Ulysess cuz I thought that was a cool name, and it led people away from guessing my real middle name, however I've stopped caring now and believe I have little to nothing to hide.

WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?: sNope.

My mom, being just as wrongfully assuming as ever, believed I would be born a girl, and my name would have been Janna Arieana, however (according to my senial catholic mother) while in heaven I punched janna in the arm(my sister who was supposed to be born before me) and cut in line to be born first, but on my way to the front of the line, she kicked me in the leg, explaining the birthmark on my left leg. Later on in the hospitle according to the senial old lady, a nurse with a name tag titling her 'Janna' and a bruise of some sorts (possibly a birthmark) on her arm.
my name is kinda from someone else though, cuz appearently I was due to be born and ended up staying in the womb past the date and my mom was reading some book about a kid named jared who flew with eagles or something and said (and I quote) 'if your not a janna, and your a jared, that's okay, you can come out' sometime within a week I was born. f'in eagles

SCHOOL: Mooresville High School

also my second home (or first depending on how you look at it)

MASCOT: Wagon (how stupid is that)

however, the general school consenus follows the rule of the pioneer, that 'rides' the wagon...

NICKNAME: Jar-head, Jar, brat (by sister alone, it's a trade off, I call her 'woman'), Jared, Bob Dole, so on

Randal the sexy pharoe wizard (no one calls you that), one guy did...

BIRTHDAY: Jan. 2, 1986

age = 42

HEIGHT: 6 somthing

around 62

SHOE SIZE: on average 13 �

any point past 12 in mens can be any size, I have shoes that are the same yet one will read 11 and the other 15, so on average 13 1/2

HAIR COLOR: Brown, black when wet/gelled

in the summer, depending on the amount of sun and concentration I put on the hair, the front strands turn a light brown and sometimes blondish

I've never dyed my hair

EYE COLOR: usually greenish or bluish

my eyes have been known to change color, sometimes referred to as 'cat eyes'

SIBLINGS: Dana (12 years older than me), Jay (6 years older than me)

I kind of adopted Cecil Berkowitz, he lives on another plane of existence, and apparently only I can see or hear him.

LAST CD YOU BOUGHT: bought� ummmm, don't think I've ever done that. last full cd d/led was Linkin Park Meteora, last cd ripped was the moulin rouge soundtrack.
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN THE THEATER: X-Men 2

a rare occasion for me, only reason I went to theater was because

Chad's B-day
couldn't find it to d/l

Next movie to see in theater is Matrix 2: reloaded

LAST MOVIE YOU RENTED: don't remember, I d/l movies now
LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT: so many to choose from
WHO ARE YOUR FRIENDS?: I hope you know who you are
- e-mail me if you don't, [email protected]
DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND??: Not to my knowledge, if I do I feel sorry for the way I've treated who ever they are.
WHAT'S HIS/HER NAME: N/A
FAVORITE ACTRESS: I'll come back to this another time, I can't think of anyone imparticular
FAVORITE ACTOR: Jim Carrey (comedic genius and great dramatic actor)
DO YOU DO ANY DRUGS?: yes
WHAT'S UR FAVORITE SPORT?: not really into sports
DO YOU PLAY ANY?: occasionally play some b-ball, but I'm only good for height, rebound, and kneeing people in the arm.
HOW LONG ARE YOU IN THE SHOWER?: between half hour to full hour
GUYS WITH OR WITHOUT HATS?: depends on the hat really, I like a man in a nice 1930's hat
FAV. FOOD: mashed potatoes (however I'll take potatoes in any form other than raw), I also like chicken
WORST FEAR: I'm not sure, I don't really fear alot, this country does enough that I don't need to contribute.
BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: when I have that someone laying next to me asleep and the sun is hitting the room in way that's simply magnificent.
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: not knowing if your friend doesn't like you, a type of paranioa
TEENAGE SMOKING: I don't think it should be segragated into 'teenage smoking', the whole industry is full of lies, not just the tobacco companies but the anti-smoking agencies. all those facts are based off of untruths, and loop-wholes. but as far as teen smoking (or any drug for that matter of any age) I don't really care, I figure that people have been warned enough, if they wanna take a drug or light up, it's they're own right, as long as they don't bitch about it.
SUICIDE: don't care for it much, thought about it back in the day, have it all planned out, my mom told me all the do's and dont's on what works, however she's still trying new and creative ways, I'll get back to ya when we get all the bugs worked out and have a fool-proof one ready.
GOD: (by reading the following you designate that you won't sick the christian coalition on me) as far as the whole religion thing goes, I don't care, I haven't spent enough time pondering it lately, I just don't do anything. I don't have a 'god' whoever she maybe, and aren't a part of any organized religion other than self-religiofication. I might look into the church of scientology someday, but I'll leave that for the soul-searching days of the future, I'm still a little young to have everything figured out, and yes I'm aware I won't, however there was a time I did...
WHAT COLLEGE DO YOU GO TO OR WANT TO GO TO?: IUPUI, maybe Vincences (however it's spelled)
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?: Getting married has it's past deeply rooted in religion, and therefore, no. But the principle of it, spending the rest of your life with someone, isn't such a bad idea, I just don't think I'm someone who could find the person whom I wouldn't get annoyed by after a while. Plus I'm probably a hard person to live with.
DO YOU HAVE ANY BAD HABITS?: a number
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT?: all depends on what I'm in the mood for
NELLY OR JA RULE?: they both suck
7TH HEAVEN OR PARTY OF FIVE?: they both suck
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LOVE SONG?: probably 'you're song' or 'elephant love medley' from the moulin rouge
WOULD YOU KILL A MAN?: all depends
SILVER OR GOLD: gold, I guess, white gold.
WHAT ARE YOU THINKING AT THIS VERY MOMENT?: That this is the first time I've heard this radio head song
ARE YOU A VEGETARIAN?: Nope
THE LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED?: Simpsons, new sunday episode
THE LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED?: I called up cheyenne, but she wasn't home, no wait, I called megs after that. I'm not much of a conversationalist on the phone anymore, I used to be great.

HAVE YOU EVER....

BEEN ON A PLANE: yes, but not while in flight
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes, and will always
GONE TO CHURCH: not voluntaraly
READ THE BIBLE: parts

it's a whole bunch of stories with peoples ideas and explanations on everything, alot of good morals, but nothing one should follow by it's self. unless it is their 'way of life' as dictated by the samuria

BOUGHT ICE CREAM FROM AN ICE CREAM TRUCK: yes, but not for a long time
BEEN SCARED TO GET A SHOT: back in the day, don't really care now
GOTTEN A CAVITY: I think I got another one
WATCHED MTV AT 4 IN THE MORNING: yep, any videos from 1-5 have a 87% chance of not sucking, however mtv isn't really known for vids anymore.
MADE PRANK PHONE CALLS: yep, I especially enjoy telemarketers
SNUCK OUT OF YOUR HOUSE: probably, but not this one
BEEN HURT BY A GUY/GIRL YOU LOVED: a little
GONE TO ANOTHER COUNTRY: nope
BROKEN THE LAW?: daily
BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT: yeah, but I was tiny
HAD SEX: depends on what kind of sex
BEEN STABBED IN THE BACK BY A "FRIEND": not to my recolection
STABBED SOMEONE IN THE BACK: I hope not, sorry if I did

but then again if I did, you mighta had it coming, eh, oh well

WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON(S) TO TALK TO ABOUT YOUR LIFE?: debrah, she puts a different spin on things, but I haven't talked to her since summer, I hope I can find her this summer
WHO MAKES YOU ANGRY?: not sure at the moment, mostly pepsi
WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU" to?: amanda
WHO IS THE LAST PERSON TO TELL YOU THAT THEY LOVE YOU?: who ever says the last line in the moulin rouge cd I just got done listing to.
WHO WOULD YOU WANT TO BE WITH?: my friends
WHO DO YOU MISS?: amanda, haven't seen her in a long time
WHO DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: if I were to say, they might suspect me...
WHO WOULD YOU DIE FOR: not sure
WHO HOLDS YOUR HEART?: the organs attached to it, you know who you are
WHO IS THE NICEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: don't know, maybe buddy, maybe, he is pretty polite
WHO IS THE MEANEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: President Dubya Bush
WHO IS THE MOST ATTRACTIVE PERSON YOU KNOW?: not really one to judge
DO YOU WANT ALL YOUR FRIENDS TO FILL OUT AND SEND IT TO YOU?: neh, I wasted 45 minutes on this thing, send it to me if you do take the time though.

subject: getting to know your dole
date: 3:43 pm, Sunday April 6, 2003
rambling:
I like The Moulin Rouge, I can sing all the words to Elephant Love Medley and Come What May. I like propaganda, I've collected an extensive library of World War II and some modern government and corporate propaganda. I'm a nonsexual, I find neither sex sexually attractive, however I find both physically attractive. I've never loved, for I'm unsure if I can or what it is. I care about individuals and not the big picture, unless otherwise stated. I have tendanitus, many are to blame for this, but I know that the person at fault is myself for not listening to ana, brian, or ronnie when they told me to stop playing so tense and relax. I spend lots of time in front of the computer. I'm usually pretty easy to get along with, I'm rarely offensive, for that is of little use, I stick by what I believe in and I try to pick my fights, I'm stubborn, if I say I'm gonna win, I will, whether or not I do, I will justify in my head that I did. I don't like it when people don't believe me, if I were to lie to you I would tell you that I'm lying, or if I don't, it's for a good reason. I have no preference on long walks on the beach, I guess it would depend on how long the walk is. I don't like ignorance, however since the vast population is consumed by it I cope and go on. I'm usually not very fun to be around, although I don't try and stop others from having fun, I often don't contribute. I only drink sprite or alcohol, usually smirnof ice. I'm not a vegetarian. I don't like much expensive food, I've taken 3 or 4 different classes at school for cooking, yet I prefer microwavable items. I'm poor. I don't mind doing 'illegal' things if they aren't wrong, or if it can do more good than harm. I would take a bullet for somebody, not anybody, but a lot of the people I know. I like movies, especially made by kevin smith, however I'm not limited to just those. I have eclective music tastes, I don't like country (with the exception of "Clint Black - I like the rain" which could easily be turned into an alternative song), I don't like pop (at least not recent pop, I like certain songs from before 95, but that was about when it started to suck, I can't think of any since then that I like, but there might be one), I like very little rap, much of it is stupid, but gotta give props to Dre, Snoop, and even Em, despite his pop songs that are always the first to be heard and overplayed off of any of his albumbs, the rest of his stuff is really good, and the kids got skills. I don't like teachers who can't comprehend that there are students who know more then them. I've had many teachers like this, and a few who aren't, I won't mention their last names because the internet has a funny way of getting people in trouble, but janus, sharon, brian, and even don, those are some that come to mind at the moment. I don't believe in christianity, or any major religion. especially one based upon writings that are more than 200 years old. this comes the major misunderstanding from people about me, I like how Kevin Smith put it in DOGMA, ideas not beliefs, see the movie if you haven't. The bible has many stories in it that are their to help others to learn from previous mistakes, much like chinese proverbs, or the Samurai book Hagakure. but when one undertakes a way of life, he should remember that it is his choice and not to attempt to push it onto others, if someone seems interested or if it could better their life, offer them, but if they refuse, just give up, don't hound them, if god, ala, the aliens, santa clause, or whomever your way has led you to believe wants them to follow in your way, then you have nothing to worry about and there is no need to follow up on them. I like red hot chili peppers and I hate emeril live. go forth and do so not as written, but as thought of with in yourself.- A toadstool by any other name would smell as sweet.

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