I believe that the soul is the most intimate thing you have as a Human. Find someone that you can have a great convo wit and marry that person because in the end, when you're old and grey, convo is what will comfort the both of you. Never judge a person on thier outside appearance because you never know if you're missing out on a great opportunity to meet someone wonderful.
Thank you God!
You've answered my prayers. Now my heart can be content. I've decided that it would be really selfish of me to tell "V" how I feel about him when I don't really know him as yet, and it would just lead him on when in reality I'm not sure if I'd want to pursue a major boyfriend/gurlfriend relationship now. I've just finished reading this book called "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" by Joshua Harris and it's a very uplifting book. I recommend it to anyone and everyone who cares about a good and fruitful realtionship with that special someone. Not only do I agree wit alot of the principles in this book, but it helps me focus getting to know who I really am and what I can do for others. Now I know my friends will think I'm nuts when I say this, but I'm Kissing Dating Goodbye. Seriously. I've alwayz wanted to live a better life, and this is just one step. No i'm not going to give up Men peeps, it's just that I'd rather get to know men for who they are without all the emotion and romantic baggage before I commit. My goal, although I do not swear to this, is that I would like to have my next boyfriend to be a potential husband. I'm not into the dating field and getting my heart broken and my feelings played with is just not my cup of tea. So yeah. That's how I feel.
On a lighter note, my godson is turing 1yr on OCT 16th! Life is passing by Soooo quickly now! I've decided to chunk my hair with red highlights. I miss Vicky very much. Love you sis. Thanks Donnie for the shell necklace. Always wanted one. So glad my family returned safely from the states. And a special thank you to Tine for lending me that book. It's a good read to digest by the heart.
Thanks to God Again. Praise Jesus!:)
Hey, so i have a confession. This has been on my mind for a long time now and I need to be honest with myself or else I'll drive myself up the wall thinking about it! See, I'm totally infatuated with this guy and I don't know if I should tell him or not. Frist lets nick name this guy as "V". V's on my mind 24/7. And I should really realisiticly stop or else I'm afraid my grades will start slipping and the things that are important will be neglected. Not that he's NOT important, but HE doesn't even know!!
My stupid heart is saying "tell him" because if you don't, then you'll alwayz wonder, "WHAT IF?" and what if he likes you the same? What if things NEVER happen because you were too shy to say something like in highschool? The worst is that V could freak out and not talk to you again, but then if he does, he wasn't worth it in the first place. then once it's over and done wit, you can get on wit your life, and if things happen, they will.
My head is telling me that it's not important, to get on wit my life and concentrate on my own life here and now because men will come and go, and V is probably surrounded by millions of pretty girls wanting him, you don't really really know him, and in fact it really is just an infatuation. You'll survive and you don't want to mess up a friendship. Besides, do you really believe that V'd like someone as plain as you??!:( Sigh... What to do...well i guess this venting out here is a way of prolonging my decision. At least V won't read this cuz i know he's just too busy to check my page, but if you, the reader, has a suggestion, write me. Should I keep acting like a love sick fool, or get on wit my life? :)
Something that i've learned this week: Never think you can do everything on your own! You'll fall flat on your butt! Ego's can be a nasty enemy. God is your only hope for not messing up.
luv natz
P.S. I'm in a spiritual downer right now. Please pray for me. Thanks:))
Hey! Wudup all:) I love that new KISS 969 station. It's pretty Freaky G! Last time I asked if I had "attitude". Yep I do. I admit it:) New wit me? Well going clubbing on Sun. Kinda bummed. Found out a guy I like is "unavailable". Boo Hoo. Also Really Miss my friend Hughie. It's only been a month but it seems like so much longer! Dude I don't know if I can wait 11 more months:) School's been pretty good. I have more free time than I thought so I'm volunteering to help out with a website. I'm hoping the experience will be good.
Love life stinks at the moment. But then again, when has it NOT been:P he he. Well just gotta wait till my soulmate and I meet I suppose:) I'm still young:)and impatient:) haha
Vicks, I wish you the best of luck on your acting job. Love you much. And may the Holy Spirit be with you as you travel around the west of Canada. Jesus Bless
By Natalie Anne Lee
No reason to go
Right now I can't understand
Why God took you away
I know we'll meet again one day
In a wonderful place called Heaven
I took your time on earth for granted
With only a short time of memories to cherish now
You were so kind, funny and sistaly
Funny how we thought of writing each other at the same time
And now our letters will never reach each other
So we now wait to exchange our secrets
In a wonderful place called Heaven
I know you're at peace now
And you're safe in Jesus' arms
But it seems so unfair that you're not here
Why couldn't it have been someone else?
So many things we could have done
Many more memories we could have made
But now we wait till I get to Heaven
She was like my twin sista
Please let her know how much I miss her
She's the first loss in my life
That was so close to my heart
I pray she is happy
In that glorious place called Heaven
Forgive me sista
For delaying the time to let you know
For not telling you face to face
How much you meant to me
Please Dear Jesus
Watch over those who will miss her
And heal their hearts and ease their souls
Please let Astrid understand
How much we love her
As she awaits in Heaven