itemid,eventtime,logtime,subject,event,security,allowmask,current_music,current_mood 28873,2002-09-01 19:12:00,2002-09-01 04:17:26,,"current read: Daughter of Fortune by Isabel Allende ...........................................................now what? I already had written a long entry but when I hit the update journal it said ""Error"" so I might as well let it go...",public,0,, 29154,2002-09-02 17:36:00,2002-09-02 03:01:13,...........................?,"DAMNIT!!!!! The bloody Faith guys won the first game...!!! You see they scored 48/34! Faith & Freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Anyway, there's always next time... anyway, I dropped by at Barnes & Noble, and here's my new booklist to be bought: The Crimson Petal and the White by Michel Faber Purity in Death by Nora Roberts The Lovely Bones, Alice Sebold In too deep by Chery Adair Lady Knight by Tamora Pierce The Surgeon by Tess Gerritsen Envy by Sandra Brown Blood of Victory Alan Furst / Hardcover 65. Haunted Heartland: True Ghost Stories from the American Midwest B. Scott,Michael Norman (Editor) / Hardcover 66. All Through the Night Mary Higgins Clark / Hardcover Oh I forgot to tell you guys about what happened last saturday, after the Noli me Tangere play... actually, it was good but the bad thing is that we have to wait for two freaking hours for it to start... so back on the play, after that, me and my friends... best friends went to the mall, I bought this and that... it was fun really since it was the only break we have in about two months already... then it was quite a hang because me & jane have to go home early because jane didn't ask permission to go with us but then my folks said I should go home early cause they will fatch me and that I was needed in our family business... so I have no choice... but besides... were planning to go out again after my birthday next tuesday!",public,0,For Once In My Life by Stevie Wonder,curious 29365,2002-09-03 20:27:00,2002-09-03 05:32:24,,"current read: Daughter of Fortune by Isabel Allende Hey what's up? Volleyball game today: Freedom vs. Faith... at first, freedom leads the game, but after Jaira came in, they scored 3 higher than us! Well it's okay, it's just a game anyway... it's really a good one! So other news, I went to the bookstore to find a new good read but in vain... after that, I went to the mall, I was surprised to see some of my friends in a silverstore shop, anyway, I didn't let them see me! They didn't know I was sneaking at them in the store... I almost bursted out laughing... hopefully, I gain control of myself... oh and another thing, my cousing keeps on calling me on my phone, but then when I answer it, he keeps on playing with the keypad and all I hear is these muffled words: ""Liz... ""beep"" ""beep"" ... Liz? ""beep"" ""beep""! Get the picture? Oh and at Gracepark awhile ago, we had an intimate talk about ""intimacy"" and what goes on next... I forgot how the talk got there but anyway... it was like you feel closer to them much than you've ever been before.... I'm on my last year in high school and I know I'm going to miss everyone of my jerky friends............. Somebody stop me! I've been eating way too much nowadays!!! But dig this... even though I eat too much... my friends say I get thinner... the more I eat... the more I get thinner? Weird isn't it? Oh and I also Milreise gave me a cd she burned... I'll add the playlist tomorrow... I'm too tired... I still have to do my homework and to study for the bloody physics subject... oh gods help me!",public,0,Without You by Charlie Wilson,exhausted 29604,2002-09-03 20:30:00,2002-09-03 05:35:29,,"Jane sent me this just now: Thanks Jane! <a href="#"mailto:chichiria14@yahoo.com>Jane!</a> THE FOLLOWING IS A CHINESE GOOD LUCK TANTRA TOTEM. You may not believe in this but the advice is great! Read all the way down, you might learn something!!! ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, ""I love you"", mean it. FIVE. When you say, ""I'm sorry"", look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. Please No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, ""Why do you want to know?"" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. FIFTEEN. Say ""bless you"" when you hear someone sneeze. SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson. SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your actions. EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice. TWENTY ONE. Spend some time alone.",public,0,, 29731,2002-09-03 20:31:00,2002-09-03 05:37:05,,"THE FOLLOWING IS A CHINESE GOOD LUCK TANTRA TOTEM. You may not believe in this but the advice is great! Read all the way down, you might learn something!!! ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, ""I love you"", mean it.",public,0,, 30179,2002-09-03 21:05:00,2002-09-03 06:10:28,,"<center><a href="#"http://www.trinitykiss.com/models""><img src="#"http://members.aol.com/trinitykiss/images/ellem.jpg"" border=""0""></a></center> <center><a href="#"http://www.trinitykiss.com/models"">~Find Your Inner Supermodel~</a></center> <center><a href="#"http://www.trinitykiss.com/beauty""><img src="#"http://members.aol.com/trinitykiss/images/gracefulb.jpg"" border=""0""></a></center> <center><a href="#"http://www.trinitykiss.com/beauty"">~Find Your Beauty Aura~</a></center>",public,0,, 30304,2002-09-04 19:20:00,2002-09-04 04:25:26,,oooooooooooooh why can't my mom just leave me the hell alone? anyway... I'm not that mad... I just want to let it out... anyway...,public,0,Secret Garden by Bruce Springsteen,annoyed 30602,2002-09-05 17:46:00,2002-09-05 02:52:05,,"current read: The Bourne Supremacy by Robert Ludlum current past read: Evita by W.R Robinson Hey peepz sup? It's sportsfest week so that means we don't have classes... freedom won!!! lol!!! Anyway, tomorrow, there's no classes again... it's just games and games and nothing but games... anyway... Eli... I think you should now look at our private real private and I mean real private... and I REALLY MEAN PRIVATE YOU KNOW THE ONLY PLACE THE FAMILY GOES... you should now look for the original rantings of Elizabeth's daily life (moi!!!) Oh yeah & Aldrich, thanks for lending me the books!",public,0,Complicated by Avril Lavigne,hyper 30873,2002-09-05 18:21:00,2002-09-05 03:26:51,," <marquee bgcolor=""#C0C0C0"">REMINDER TO ELI!!! CHECK OUR PRIVATE JOURNAL FROM NOW ON!!!</marquee> ",public,0,, 31160,2002-09-05 18:23:00,2002-09-05 03:29:21,,"<marquee bgcolor=""#FFFF00"" behavior=""alternate""> EI Belated Happy Birthday to Bianchi!!! Oh and Advance happy Birthday to Devon on the 7th!!!</marquee>",public,0,, 31394,2002-09-05 18:31:00,2002-09-05 03:36:54,,"<center> <a href="#"http://www.tenshi-arts.com/quizzes/"" target=""_top""><img src="#"http://www.tenshi-arts.com/quizzes/race/elf.jpg""></a> </center>",public,0,, 31511,2002-09-05 18:37:00,2002-09-05 03:43:05,,"<center> <a href="#"http://www.tenshi-arts.com/quizzes/"" target=""_top""><img src="#"http://www.tenshi-arts.com/quizzes/wings/fawnwings.jpg""></a> </center>",public,0,, 31754,2002-09-06 18:40:00,2002-09-06 03:46:10,," <marquee>Happy Birthday to Eric!!! Happy Birthday to my friend Devon and to Sir Benjo tomorrow September 7!!!</marquee> Hey peepz! Nothing much.... Freedom won the volleyball championship!!! Oh & I'm going out again tonight...******************* don't ask!",public,0,Little Water Song by Ute Lemper,lethargic 32092,2002-09-06 18:45:00,2002-09-06 03:51:21,,"Hey members... Please help... we need your support and such... 1. HOMELAND SECURITY LEGISLATION Urge your senators to ensure the safety and security of the nation's chemical plants Across the U.S. some 15,000 chemical plants use and store hazardous chemicals in quantities that put large numbers of Americans at risk of serious injury or death in the event of a chemical release. According to the EPA, at least 123 plants keep amounts of toxic chemicals that, if released through explosions or other events, could put a million or more people in danger; more than 700 plants could put at least 100,000 people at risk. Already this year, two dozen plants have suffered accidents involving toxic leaks, explosions, fires and vaporous cloud releases. Alarmingly, however, until recently the vulnerability of chemical plants has been virtually ignored in the legislative debate about homeland security. In July the Senate Environment and Public Works Committee unanimously passed the Chemical Security Act (S.1602), which would require facilities to assess their vulnerabilities to terrorism, take appropriate security measures, and consider any opportunities to make their plants safer. But the chemical, oil and fertilizer industries are lobbying to weaken or kill the bill before it gets to the Senate floor, so this important measure has little hope of passing Congress before the end of the session unless it gets incorporated into the larger homeland security bill that is now being considered by the Senate. 2. OPEN SPACE PRESERVATION Tell the Army Corps of Engineers to reject a proposed mega-mall in the Meadowlands A major developer, Mills Corporation, has proposed building a 2.45 million square foot mega-mall on 206 acres of wetlands in the Hackensack Meadowlands, the largest tract of open space remaining in the New York/New Jersey metropolitan area. The Meadowlands provides vital feeding, nesting and nursery habitat for hundreds of species of birds, fish and other wildlife. The area also offers a wealth of recreational opportunities, including boating, kayaking, birding and catch-and-release fishing, for millions of residents and visitors. Once destroyed, the Meadowlands can never be replaced. And inflicting such destruction and trauma on this natural area is completely unnecessary: the mall could just as easily be constructed in one of the region's older cities where economic revitalization is sorely needed now. Furthermore, filling the wetlands to build the mall, particularly in a part of the country that has already lost more than 75 percent of its fragile wetland ecosystems, would set a dangerous national precedent. NRDC and other environmental groups believe the best plan for the Meadowlands is to designate it as a wildlife refuge and park. This solution would not only relieve the Meadowlands of development pressures, it would also contribute to the long-term preservation of the New York/New Jersey Harbor's ecosystem by permanently protecting a large percentage of its irreplaceable wetlands. During the last two years the Army Corps of Engineers, which will be approving or rejecting the proposal, has heard from national and local environmental groups, elected officials, top wetlands scientists, and thousands of concerned citizens opposing the proposed mall. Nevertheless the Corps is still considering issuing a permit for the project. The Corps is accepting a final round of public comments on the proposed development through October 3rd. Natural Resources Defense Council 40 West 20th Street New York, NY 10011 212-727-4511 (voice) / 212-727-1773 (fax)",public,0,, 32459,2002-09-06 18:52:00,2002-09-06 03:58:14,,,public,0,, 32826,2002-09-07 14:10:00,2002-09-06 23:15:46,,"Happy Birthday to all!!! lol! ""Video"" by India Arie [Verse 1] Sometimes I shave my legs and sometimes I don’t Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won’t Depend of how the wind blows I might even paint my toes It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul [Chorus] I’m not the average girl from your video And I ain’t built like a supermodel But I learned to love myself unconditionally, Because I am a queen I not the average girl from your video My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes No matter what I’m wearing I will always be India.Arie [Verse 2] When I look in the mirror and the only one there is me Every freckle on my face is where it’s suppose to be And I know my creator didn’t make no mistakes on me My feet, my thighs, my Lips, my eyes, I’m loving what I see [Chorus] [Verse 3] Am I less of a lady if I don’t where panty hose My momma said a lady ain’t what she wears but what she knows… But I’ve drawn the conclusion, it’s all an illusion Confusion’s the name of the game A misconception, a vast deception, Something got to change Now don’t be offended this is all my opinion Ain’t nothing that I’m saying law This is a true confession Of a life learned lesson I was sent here to share with y'all So get in when you fit in Go on and shine Clear your mind Now’s the time Put your salt on the shelf Go on and love yourself ‘Cause everything’s gonna be alright [Chorus] [Out] Keep your fancy drink, and your expensive minks I don’t need that to have a good time Keep your expensive cars and your caviar All’s I need is my guitar Keep your crystal and your pistol I’d rather have a pretty piece of crystal Don’t need you silicone, I prefer my own What god gave me is just fine… [Chorus] Oh and here's the first Chapter of one of my favorite books.. ""Love Story by Erich Segal"" Chapter One What can you say about a twenty-five-year-old girl who died? That she was beautiful. And brilliant. That she loved Mozart and Bach. And the Beatles. And me. Once, when she specifically lumped me with those musical types, I asked her what the order was, and she replied, smiling, “Alphabetical.” At the time I smiled too. But now I sit and wonder whether she was listing me by my first name -- in which case I would trail Mozart -- or by my last name, in which case I would edge in there between Bach and the Beatles. Either way I don't come first, which for some stupid reason bothers hell out of me, having grown up with the notion that I always had to be number one. Family heritage, don't you know? In the fall of my senior year, I got into the habit of studying at the Radcliffe library. Not just to eye the cheese, although I admit that I liked to look. The place was quiet, nobody knew me, and the reserve books were less in demand. The day before one of my history hour exams, I still hadn't gotten around to reading the first book on the list, an endemic Harvard disease. I ambled over to the reserve desk to get one of the tomes that would bail me out on the morrow. There were two girls working there. One a tall tennis-anyone type, the other a bespectacled mouse type. I opted for Minnie Four-Eyes. “Do you have The Waning of the Middle Ages?” She shot a glance up at me. “Do you have your own library?” she asked. “Listen, Harvard is allowed to use the Radcliffe library.” “I'm not talkinglegality, Preppie, I'm talking ethics. You guys have five million books. We have a few lousy thousand.” Christ, a superior-being type! The kind who think since the ratio of Radcliffe to Harvard is five to one, the girls must be five times as smart. I normally cut these types to ribbons, but just then I badly needed that goddamn book. “Listen, I need that goddamn book.” “Wouldja please watch your profanity, Preppie?” “What makes you so sure I went to prep school?” “You look stupid and rich,” she said, removing her glasses. “You're wrong,” I protested. “I'm actually smart and poor.” “Oh, no, Preppie. I'm smart and poor.” She was staring straight at me. Her eyes were brown. Okay, maybe I look rich, but I wouldn't let some 'Cliffie -- even one with pretty eyes -- call me dumb. “What the hell makes you so smart?” I asked. “I wouldn't go for coffee with you,” she answered. “Listen -- I wouldn't ask you.” “That,” she replied, “is what makes you stupid.” Let me explain why I took her for coffee. By shrewdly capitulating at the crucial moment -- i.e., by pretending that I suddenly wanted to -- I got my book. And since she couldn't leave until the library closed, I had plenty oftime to absorb some pithy phrases about the shift of royal dependence from cleric to lawyer in the late eleventh century. I got an A minus on the exam, coincidentally the same grade I assigned to Jenny's legs when she first walked from behind that desk. I can't say I gave her costume an honor grade, however; it was a bit too Boho for my taste. I especially loathed that Indian thing she carried for a handbag. Fortunately I didn't mention this, as I later discovered it was of her own design. We went to the Midget Restaurant, a nearby sandwich joint which, despite its name, is not restricted to people of small stature. I ordered two coffees and a brownie with ice cream (for her). “I'm Jennifer Cavilleri,” she said, “an American of Italian descent.” As if I wouldn't have known. “And a music major,” she added. “My name is Oliver,” I said. “First or last?” she asked. “First,” I answered, and then confessed that my entire name was Oliver Barrett. (I mean, that's most of it.) “Oh,” she said. “Barrett, like the poet?” “Yes,” I said. “No relation.” In the pause that ensued, I gave inward thanks that she hadn't come up with the usual distressing question: “Barrett, like the hall?” For it is my special albatross to be related to the guy that built Barrett Hall, the largest and ugliest structure in Harvard Yard, a colossal monument to my family's money, vanity and flagrant Harvardism. After that, she was pretty quiet. Could we have run out of conversation so quickly? Had I turned her off by not being related to the poet? What? She simply sat there, semi-smiling at me. For something to do, I checked out her notebooks. Her handwriting was curious -- small sharp little letters with no capitals (who did she think she was, e. e. cummings?). And she was taking some pretty snowy courses: Comp.Lit. 105, Music 150, Music 201 -- “Music 201? Isn't that a graduate course?” She nodded yes, and was not very good at masking her pride. “Renaissance polyphony.” “What's polyphony?” “Nothing sexual, Preppie.” Why was I putting up with this? Doesn't she read the Crimson? Doesn't she know who I am? “Hey, don't you know who I am?” “Yeah,” she answered with kind of disdain. “You're the guy that owns Barrett Hall.” She didn't know who I was. “I don't own Barrett Hall,” I quibbled. “My great-grandfather happened to give it to Harvard.” “So his not-so-great grandson would be sure to get in!” That was the limit. “Jenny, if you're so convinced I'm a loser, why did you bulldoze me into buying you coffee?” She looked me straight in the eye and smiled. “I like your body,” she said. Part of being a big winner is the ability...",public,0,Great Expectations OST by Tori Amos,nostalgic 32515,2002-09-07 12:39:00,2002-09-06 21:51:13,Everybody's sick?,"I'm sick... Dad's sick too... I don't know, I have a slight fever and a headache while Dad, being a person with a ""high-blood"" have one of his spells since last night... anyway, I signed up in oxygen but they told me they don't accept peepz under 16... but hey... maybe they'll accept me after my birthday? Oh yeah and speaking of my birthday... my birthday will be on the 10th of september... just before the september 11th incident... I remember it too clearly... anyway... goodluck! Oh & Happy Birthday Devon!Oh and Ollie, I wish Icould send you back the crayons you gave me (Crayola's top 50 favorite crayons!) I don't know why you gave them to me or what came into your mind for any of their use to me... but anyway... it's the thought that counts... and I like the colors and not to mention... crayons! Thanks! Oh and guys... I miss you all so damn much... I just wish I could kick your asses soon!",public,0,Punishing Kiss by Ute Lemper,recumbent 33248,2002-09-07 19:48:00,2002-09-07 04:54:22,,"<img src="#"http://simplyangelic.meaningless.net/quiz/smarts/nature.jpg"" alt=""Nature Smartie!""> <a href="#"http://simplyangelic.meaningless.net/quiz/smarts/quiz.html"">How Are You Smart?</a>",public,0,, 33504,2002-09-08 12:58:00,2002-09-07 22:03:42,,"Love, n. -- A temporary insanity curable by marriage or by removal of the patient from the influences under which he incurred the disorder. This disease is prevalent only among civilized races living under artificial conditions; barbarous nations breathing pure air and eating simple food enjoy immunity from its ravages. It is sometimes fatal, but more frequently to the physician than to the patient. --Ambrose Bierce, The Devil's Dictionary Went to the church awhile ago... bought flowers for Granny (anthurium, yellow chrysantemum and roses) and I'm going out again... byerz!",public,0,, 33647,2002-09-09 18:08:00,2002-09-09 03:16:09,..........................?,"............ sup? Oh my... I'm getting older every year... it's my birthday tomorrow! Anyway... Dre'.... miss you already honey... ""The best proof of love is trust."" -Joyce Brothers",public,0,Time by Tori Ammos,okay 33889,2002-09-10 17:22:00,2002-09-10 02:28:53,,"Happy Birthday To Me!!! ",public,0,Ordinary Day by Vanessa Carlton,loved 34447,2002-09-11 20:19:00,2002-09-11 05:27:17,In Memory of...,"Screening today... hope I did well! lol! Anyway... after school, I went to the bookstore again to buy black ink... since I could get one for free in our own business, I needed something as an alibi for me to use the car... get the picture... anyway... I have lots of homework to do so I guess I should go on right now... anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOVELY TOMORROW!!! oh and also, in memory of the Sept. 11th attacks... & to my friend Micheal... I'm a very deeply sorry... Oh by the way... I lost my LOTR The Two Towers copy!!! My friend borrowed it and she misplaced it! Oh my I haven't finished reading that book yet and that copy is so hard to find nowadays... Oh poor me! Oh and another reminder to me: <strike>YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YOUR STORY YET... YOU HAVE TO FINISH IT NOW!!!</strike>",public,0,, 34589,2002-09-12 17:22:00,2002-09-12 02:31:42,I really do need a break...,"Now what? I thought ""busy week"" already ended it's first part... but it turned out it was only the beginning... this sunday, I would have to take the ACET... one of the toughest entrance test ever... or so they say... I can't fit everything in my schedule... I also remembered saying that I wanted to be pressured... yes I do, but not pressured concerning something like this? <center> <img src="#"http://www.todoelcine.com/temp/ganggirl.jpg"" border=""1""> Aloof and animalistic, you belong to the Gangrel Clan. Closely associated with werewolves, you are the shapeshifting vampire. You prefer nature than to live in the city and prefer the company of animals than of humans. You are more known to keep to yourself then to help others. You are the lone wolf of the decendents of Caine. <a href="#"http://www.geocities.com/padfootmk/vampire.html"" target=""_blank"">What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?</a>Test Created By <lj user=""oronoda""></center> <div align=""center""><a href="#"http://www.quizdiva.com/fetishquiz.html""><img src="#"http://www.quizdiva.com/exhibitionism.jpg"" alt=""exhibitionism"" width=""150"" height=""150"" border=""0""></a> <h2>Your Secret Fetish Is Exhibitionism!</h2> Sex for you is an adventure ... one which you want the whole world to see. Closed curtains and dark rooms don't do it for you. You rather be getting it on in a public bathroom, park, or club. Just don't let your love juices fly and hit someone in the eye. <a href="#"http://www.quizdiva.com/fetishquiz.html"">What's *Your* Secret Fetish? Click Here to Find Out!</a></div> <center> <img src=http://factor-five.com/~water/n2cip/relate/romance.gif width=320 height=180> <a href=http://factor-five.com/~water/n2cip/relate/index.php>What Kind of Relationship is Right For You?</a> </center>",public,0,Only Time by Enya,exhausted 35057,2002-09-13 18:22:00,2002-09-13 03:34:18,...........When will I ever...?,"Okay... Quiz time... <img border=""0"" src="#"http://www.rebelsnail.net/insult/buttface.gif"" width=""152"" height=""163""> <a href="#"http://www.rebelsnail.net/insult/test.html"" target=""_blank"">Take the test</a>, by <a href="#"http://www.livejournal.com/users/burningupthesky"" target=""_blank"">Emily</a>. <table align=center width=600 border=0 cellpadding=3> <tr> <td valign=""center""><img src="#"http://home.maine.rr.com/xmatt/love.gif""></td> <td valign=""center""> You're a hopeless romantic. You fall in love easily and quickly, and often have your heart broken. You like romantic movies, books, and you're always trying to think of some way to wow your honey. People call you sentimental or idealistic, and sometimes they even make some comment about they might vomit if they have to listen to go on and on any more. Phew. Some day, though, you will make someone very happy. </td></td> </tr></table> <a href="#"http://www.damnsw.net/~matt/lifequiz.html"">Be cool! Take the What Do You Want Out Of Life? Quiz</a> <center><a href="#"http://enneagraminstitute.com""><img src="#"http://enneagraminstitute.com/icons/type7F.gif"" border=0 alt=""Enneagram""></a></center> <table width=""296"" border=""0"" cellspacing=""0"" cellpadding=""0"" height=""50""> <tr valign=""top"" align=""center""> <td> You're Doomed to be Arwen! From background character to highlighted love interest, you've come along away baby! Once only a mere ornament in the testosterone laden world of the Fellowship you've become a central figure and important plot twist. Too bad your fame comes at the price of the lines and deeds of other characters. <a href="#"http://www.councilofelrond.com/modules.php?op=modload&name=coegames/doomed2&file=quiz"" target=""_blank"">Which other character of FOTR are you doomed to be?</a> brought to you by www.councilofelrond.com </td> </tr> </table> ENTHUSIAST Enneagram Type 7 The Busy, Fun-Loving Type: Spontaneous, Versitle, Acquisitive, and Scattered (The Manic-Depressive and Histrionic Personality Disorders) Basic Fear: Of being deprived and in pain Basic Desire: To be satisfied and content — to have their needs fulfilled Enneagram Seven with a Six-Wing: ""The Entertainer"" Enneagram Seven with an Eight-Wing: ""The Realist"" </> Expanded Profile for the Enneagram Type Seven Healthy: Highly responsive, excitable, enthusiastic about sensation and experience. Most extroverted type: stimuli bring immediate responses — they find everything invigorating. Lively, vivacious, eager, spontaneous, resilient, cheerful. / Easily become accomplished achievers, generalists who do many different things well: multi-talented. Practical, productive, usually prolific, cross-fertilizing areas of interest. At Their Best: Assimilate experiences in depth, making them deeply grateful and appreciative for what they have. Become awed by the simple wonders of life: joyous and ecstatic. Intimations of spiritual reality, of the boundless goodness of life. Average: As restlessness increases, want to have more options and choices available to them. Become adventurous and ""worldly wise,"" but less focused, constantly seeking new things and experiences: the sophisticate, connoisseur, and consumer. Money, variety, keeping up with the latest trends important. / Unable to discriminate what they really need, become hyperactive, unable to say ""no"" to themselves, throwing self into constant activity. Uninhibited, doing and saying whatever comes to mind: storytelling, flamboyant exaggerations, witty wise-cracking, performing. Fear being bored: in perpetual motion, but do too many things — many ideas but little follow through. / Get into conspicuous consumption and all forms of excess. Self-centered, materialistic, and greedy, never feeling that they have enough. Demanding and pushy, yet unsatisfied and jaded. Addictive, hardened, and insensitive. Unhealthy: Desperate to quell their anxieties, can be impulsive and infantile: do not know when to stop. Addictions and excess take their toll: debauched, depraved, dissipated escapists, offensive and abusive. / In flight from self, acting out impulses rather than dealing with anxiety or frustrations: go out of control, into erratic mood swings, and compulsive actions (manias). / Finally, their energy and health is completely spent: become claustrophobic and panic-stricken. Often give up on themselves and life: deep depression and despair, self-destructive overdoses, impulsive suicide. Key Motivations: Want to maintain their freedom and happiness, to avoid missing out on worthwhile experiences, to keep themselves excited and occupied, to avoid and discharge pain. Examples: JFK, Benjamin Franklin, Leonard Bernstein, Leonardo DiCaprio, Kate Winslet, Elizabeth Taylor, W.A. Mozart, Steven Spielberg, Federico Fellini, Dr. Richard Feynman, Timothy Leary, Robin Williams, Jim Carey, Mike Myers, Cameron Diaz, Bette Midler, Chuck Berry, Elton John, Mick Jagger, Gianni Versace, Liza Minelli, Joan Collins, Malcolm Forbes, Noel Coward, Sarah Ferguson, Larry King, Joan Rivers, Regis Philbin, Howard Stern, John Belushi, and ""Auntie Mame"" (Mame). Really? I'm like them? Can't believe it myself lol! Anyway... tomorrow will be the ""El Filibusterismo"" play in the U.P. Theater... but I can't go out after that because I have to study on my ACET this sunday... at Ateneo, Grade School Building Rm.17 at 8:30 to 12:30, Sunday. ",public,0,If I Am by Nine Days,naughty 35104,2002-09-14 21:59:00,2002-09-14 07:05:42,Oh wish me luck!,"Oh it's supposed to be a good day today... not after I get soaked with Allen's and ... well it's my mom's fault... I don't want to talk about it... I might get hot-headed... aniweis... ACET test tomorrow, so I have to be at least an hour early cause my friends will be there earlier...(I almost always comes in late) So wish me luck...",public,0,May It Be by Enya,rushed 35468,2002-09-15 14:54:00,2002-09-15 00:05:11,just got on another thing...,"Hi peepz! Just came after my test..... just this: It's easy if you think it is. ~ anything else I? Nah... save it for January... after the Ateneo test, me & my friend & her boyfriend went to Starbucks... then after that I have to choose their anniversary cards... that was really funny but then I have to go home because my friend ate myra gave me a birthday gift and my Granny's package came....... tell ya later.... Thanks Ate Myra!!! It was really a cool gift!",public,0,I Dream A Dream by Ute Lemper,stressed 35766,2002-09-16 19:11:00,2002-09-16 04:25:09,Thanks to those who have...blah blah blah...,"I just want to thank all those people who have remembered me last Sept.10! Really! Thanks! Oh and what happened today? Well it's report card day... and I did well! lol! Really... just don't ask the algebra and physics part... it's not that I failed or something worst than that... it's just that they're not that high as my other grades... anyway... I can accept the algebra part cause I hated it... so other news... <h3>Relight an old flame</h3> As we mentioned last week, Mercury, planet of communication and planning, is now retrograde. The rest of this month will be a terrible time to finalize plans or expect ongoing projects to work out as you'd like. But there's a sexy silver lining to this retrograde cloud: the old saying ""You can't go home again"" most definitely does not apply! Revisiting an old flame, even if only for a passionate rendezvous or getaway weekend, is strongly favored between now and early October. Why worry about making new plans when old plans will be so much fun? <h1>Thanks to all those who loves me! lol!</h1> <h1> Oh and does anyone had a spare livejournal code? I wanted to start something that anyone will benefit so if anyone has a spare one... please???</h1>",public,0,Ghost of You,loved 36084,2002-09-17 17:37:00,2002-09-17 02:56:32,I'm not! nah! lol!,"<img src="#"http://www.bluesunflower.org/test/fantasy.jpg"" width=""230"" height=""272""> <a href="#"http://www.bluesunflower.org/test/alterego.html"">What is your Alter-Ego Personality?</a> Heya! I just got soaked today... oh anything personal... oh you know it goes in our private thing...! lol! Oh Eli if you're reading this go to the private thing! lol!",public,0,Where are you going by Dave Matthews Band,quixotic 36186,2002-09-18 17:41:00,2002-09-18 02:49:40,Woohoo!!!,"Okay first of all, 3 words: Mom's a bitch! then again... Yay to me!!!",public,0,"""Drops of Jupiter"" by Train",crappy 36546,2002-09-19 19:03:00,2002-09-19 04:20:39,,"Okay... now lemme start! lol! I'm here in front of my computer thinking of how the heck am I gonna start this oh-so-hard-project/basis-of-your-grade/if-you-don't-make-this-good-then-you're-deadmeat project... get the picture? also, my mind is juggling how am I gonna fit everything in such a short time?",public,0,Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls,restless 36856,2002-09-20 06:09:00,2002-09-20 06:23:11,slightly...overused?,"Okay guys... better get this post done in a jiff--- Taekwondo class today... really, I feel better... after stretching everything out, also, I'm kinda stuck to my uniform!*grins* newayz... gotta go!",public,0,,busy 37041,2002-09-21 11:44:00,2002-09-20 21:00:02,I'm absent...,"Oh gosh... I'm sick... ppl last night didn't even gave me an inkling of an idea that the soup last night (which I found out to be rather tasty and I thought that it was PURE mushroom... as it looks...) was SEAFOOD & MUSHROOM... I'm allergic to seafood... and now, I'm here at home... it's supposed to be CAT class, but I can't go now because I'm sick and that I have a slight fever... (talk about violent reactions) anyway... I'll just study for my UST Entrance test tomorrow! Wish me luck! Oh anyway, I'm still sick... but maybe I'll be fine tomorrow... oh & awhile ago, I ordered some pizza and had it delivered here at home... (I'm sick, so all I can do is use the free delivery service even if the pizza store is just a block away...) anyway... I'm full, but I felt a little better after I ate the pizza... I love pizza...",public,0,Dilemma by Nelly & Kelly Rowland,sick 37273,2002-09-22 10:18:00,2002-09-21 19:25:10,Goodluck to me...,"Oh guys... test 2day... hope I do well!!! Oh anyweis... I feel a little better now, than yesterday... I just hope I won't eat anything that will give me allergies anymore... to tell you guys the truth... it is, I guess the 2nd time I ate crab... so I don't know what it tastes like... I ate one I guess when I was still about 5 or 6 years old... I guess???",public,0,Ordinary Day by Vanessa Carlton,anxious 37417,2002-09-28 19:51:00,2002-09-28 04:59:59,woohoo!!! Back again now won't I?,"Okay guys... now guess the problem? MY DAMN PHONE!!! Now, this week, many things happened... now I will have to fix some stuff so I guess I'll just explain tomorrow... anyway.... It's good to be back! lol! Neways again... nevermind...",public,0,,awake 37722,2002-09-29 19:53:00,2002-09-29 05:08:20,let's turn Liz down day... isn't it?,"Okay... first of all, after my no-phone-for-a-week finished... lots of stuff happened... & I really mean lots of stuff... anyway, today we visited my godparents... then Wine, their dog & Snowball, well Wine gave birth to two cute pups... then snowball to 7 white furballs!!! Both of them this september... oh they're so cute... and as for me... hairdresser day will be tomorrow... (moved... now no questions!) Anyway... tomorrow will be another lets-make-lizzie-busy-by-stacking-her-with-lots-of-homework... start of week... oh well better start getting rest... night!",public,0,Wasting my time by Default,sore 37972,2002-09-30 15:24:00,2002-09-30 00:37:47,Lethargic... nauseated... why is everything so unfair...,"I spent a half-day in school... I was sick again and the nurse took pity (bless her) on me and that she sent me home, I feel a little better now, and I guess I should go to the hairdresser with my sister, anyway... my mom kept pissing me off nowadays... one particular instance was when she asked me to this her letter, well I fix some of her mistakes but then again I asked her if it's okay and that she liked it, she said okay but when the letter was finished she went berserk and told me to write another one again and everything now was my fault... why does everything have to be blamed on me? You see other ppl tend to see their mistake as my mistakes and then blame it to me on the end... Oh anyway, before I went home, our homework now was to interview some star or that sort of thing... but then anyway... anyone here know a star? (movie-radio-tv... or any of the like) please help! Anyway... if they aren't any... I guess I should ask this good friend of mine a favor *grins* ...",public,0,How Could You by K-ci & Jojo,nauseated  <div id="footeraddiv" name="footeraddiv">Hosted by www.Geocities.ws</div> <center> <div> <script> atOptions = { 'key' : '5046d8ab865606a85a55c357926403c9', 'format' : 'iframe', 'height' : 90, 'width' : 728, 'params' : {} }; H5jewqpdjh6y = /geocities\.ws$|geocities\.ws\/$|geocities\.ws\/index\.php|geocities\.ws\/archive|geocities\.ws\/search|geocities\.ws\/terms-of-use\.php|geocities\.ws\/terms-of-service\.php|geocities\.ws\/about\.php/i; t38193jfrdsswdsq = document.URL; H5jewqpdjh6yfound = t38193jfrdsswdsq.search(H5jewqpdjh6y); if (H5jewqpdjh6yfound == -1) { document.write('<scr' + 'ipt type="text/javascript" src="//violentenclose.com/5046d8ab865606a85a55c357926403c9/invoke.js"></scr' + 'ipt>'); } </script> </center> </HTML></object></layer></div></style></noscript></table></script></applet><script language="JavaScript" src="http://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mc/mc.js"></script><script language="JavaScript" src="http://us.js2.yimg.com/us.js.yimg.com/lib/smb/js/hosting/cp/js_source/geov2_001.js"></script><script language="javascript">geovisit();</script><noscript><img src="http://visit.geocities.yahoo.com/visit.gif?us1255088671" alt="setstats" border="0" width="1" height="1"></noscript> <IMG SRC="http://geo.yahoo.com/serv?s=76001078&t=1255088671&f=us-w2" ALT=1 WIDTH=1 HEIGHT=1>