| Chapter 3 Dear Brian, I�m sorry. Tell the guys and Julie that I love them. Ya�ll are my family. I couldn�t take it anymore though. Two weeks today. Two weeks that she�s been gone. It was my fault. I didn�t protect her like I said I would. Her love was an addiction. I can�t live without it. I need more. It was an addiction that killed her. The obsession of another. And now it�s an addiction that�s killing me, my addiction for her love. I�ve heard that suicides go to hell, but even if that�s true, I know Codi will come for me. Nothing even as horrible as hell could ever keep us apart. She�ll come for me, I know she will. I lover her, she loves me. We were meant to be together. All of eternity is ours. An eternity for our love. Again, I�m sorry. You know what to tell my family. Brian, we will always be brothers. I will be waiting for all of ya�ll on the other side. Always and forever, Nick. |