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Me In a
Nutshell:
name:
Archana Rao
Grade:
Junior
Birthday: 7/8/86
Mood: 
Ethnicity: Indian
Birthplace: dallas, texas
Pastime: reading
Drink: cocoa w. marshmallows
Food: pizza & desserts
place: PA & NY
Movie: Matrix, Bourne Identity
Song: All the Things She Said
Screename: DesiChK
Hindi movie: Fiza
Hindi song: Har Taraf Tu Hi
Fav actress: Jennifer Garner
Fav actor: Michael Vartan
TV show: Alias!
Hot guyz: Michael Vartan, Josh Hartnett, Brad Pitt, Pierce Brosnan, Ben
Afflek, Arjun
Rampal n Hrithik Roshan
Affiliates:
Air Force
Rishtev Official Site
Anisha
Michael Vartan 1
Michael Vartan 2
Michael Vartan 3
Archives
02-28-03 :: 03-13-03
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..::Friday, March 14,
2003::..
Anyone, who's ever been in love
Has got to know
What it means to have a dream
And no one can say anything
To change my mind, no, not this time
I don't wanna do right, I just want you tonight
Not just only in my dreams
Save my best behavior, for a little later
'Cause I'm only 17
Think i made my mind up, i got time to grow up
Face responsibility
Livin' in the moment, keepin' my heart open
While I'm only 17
-Mandy Moore - 17
I really like that song fer sum reason. well tomorrow is a full day. I have to for the Red Cross carwash but right before that i have to go to Cox's study session since i have to meet mai history group on Sunday for like 1-3. but i have to leave the study group thing 30 minutes early fer the car wash. hehe. I was thinkin about names i would name my children, here they are:
Girls: Temperance, Kiera, Megna, Evangelina, Eve, Angel, Kylie
Guys: Shawn, Michael, Rafe, Joshua, Jonathan, Cade, Rajin, Daniel
woohoo nice huh? tell me if u have any other suggestions. hehe.well...sumbody plz buy me the Rishtey sound track or DVD...eithe will do..hehe...well off to relax. scratch that... that word isn't in my vocabulary at least not as long as i can hear, see, feel, or ya, even smell my mother..damn it...i like skool cuz i can get away from my idiotic mother and i luv buzy weekends cuz i don't have to see her or hear her...god! all she does is nag nag nag...and bitch bitch bitch 247.ugh!...oh well... i guess i better go hide and find solace in my wee lil self...humrph!...bah humbug!*wink wink*
..::Sunday, March 16,
2003::..
Today has just been one of the most hellish days. My mom can be such a bitch. first of all, in the morning she tried to explain our religion as if she knew it all, but guess what...she doesnt! I told her that alot of the stuff she was talkin about was mythology and not religion. She got so fuckin pissed cuz she hates to hear that she's wrong, cuz yes u guessed it.... she's a bitch. well anyway that ass had the nerve to hit me. thankfully i have fast reflexes and was able to block her friggin hits. she's such a moron! she says she has no fuckin strength but all that mass on her gives her enuf to hurt us. oh yea she complains that she is so fuckin tired but we all jus shutup about it cuz she's sooooo fat. One of these dayz she's gonna be real sorrie when i blow up. I think i did a pretty gud job of handlin everything by myself up till now and i don't think i can take much more. then when i came home from my 2 hour relief from my family at the library, my idiot mother asks me to fix the treadmill so she can "try" to lose weight. oh yea just in case u didn't know, i'm like the fixit lady in our house. i usually fix everything around here. she blames me for breaking the treadmill by "increasing the incline" which i never did. besides, even if i did, she's the one who put it up so it would be her fault. then she starts screamin at me that i broke it, i have to fix it, but i can never use it again. why the fuck should i fix it then? well i had to look into it because if was afraid of suffocating under her fat mass. while i was looking into it she sits on the side and starts making sounds of frustration and mumbling that we're gud fer nothing children and we can't do anything right. i just hate her sooo much. At least i found a hiding spot in our house where no one can't find me. she says, " i can't wait until ur out of "my" house. first of all its not her house and second of all, i wanna say "Bitch! i can't wait either!" Then she tells me "never come to this house again when u leave" and i can't but help think, "Don't worry, i don't wanna see ur faggit face again." God i hate her soo much.
Anyways. There's this guy i kinda like but i don't wanna ruin our friendship, so i think we'll just stay friends because to me friendship is more important than anything else. Here's another lil thing to look at...
In my dreams
I�ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I�ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you�ll be
Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
--faith hill-there you'll be
i wanna dedicate that lil portion to my really good friend. I've known you since 9th grade and though u annoyed the hell outta me by shaking your leg while keepin it on my chair, i know u'll alwayz be there for me, and i want you to know that i'll always be there for you...ya u kno who it is...*wink
..::Monday, March 17,
2003::..
what the world needs now, is love, sweet love,
its the only thing, that you just can't get enuff of
what the world needs now ...ooh i jus love that song, i wish i knew the rest...oh well. I think bush really needs to slow down... and i think he should comply with France in givin Saddam 30 days. besides y rush into war when it could be solved with jus time, and if we do give jus 30 days, then France would be right behind us. I also think its really stupid to change the name of french fries... what a bunch of faggits!AND i don't think that the French are "appeasers" gosh dammit ppl why the hell shud we rush into a friggin war without trying our best to tackle this problem with peace and patience. I kno Saddam is really messed up and i'm sorrie to say, a bitch, but hey our lives are at stake too. i really wanted to join the airforce, and i won't change my decision according to the war but according to my education but it would be nice if there wasn't a war.... oh well...*bie
..::Thursday, March 20,
2003::..
Well...i hav soooo much work to do and i'm sooo hungry. my stomach is like growlin...grrrr...well my mom still hasn't finished cookin...hha...*sigh. i'm probably gonna end up sleepin at 3:00 AM again..darn it. so much homework! well i better go and get started...bye..
..::Thursday, March 27,
2003::..
i got caught up on alot of sleep as soon as i got home...well at least from 6 o'clock to 9:30. Mr. Cox's poetry test was so friggin hard! ugh...i wish he had just postponed it by one day. Also Mendiola's test was kinda hard...esp #11..other than that tho it was pretty gud. i didn't hav enuf time and was havin trouble with the constraints.oh well..
i really want my driver's license but my dad doesn't teach me all that much anymore...i still have to learn how to park and get used to the freeway and changing lanes...oh yea, chris...IT'S NOT EASY! haha... well...i'm sick of walkin home. Grace ur mom is soooo nice...it's not fair...how cum i get stuck with the bummish mom. oh well, i guess i would trade places with anyone to change my mother...*sigh*
i watched 8 mile a couple dayz ago and i personally think it sucked... i could have ended way better and there was too much uhh... sex..and...uh...yea. neways... i better go, my stomach is crampin again and my idiot mother says i have to clean that microwave of ours that i never use before i sleep or else i'll never hear the end of her bitching.gnite!
..::Monday, April 7,
2003::..
damn! damn! damn! i'm stuck in this never-ending shithole and there's nothing i can do about it! not even when i'm 18!i guess mai mom has a reason to bitch(prob. gonna hit menopause soon) but mai dad! don't tell me he's gonna hav menopause...heh..actually he probably is havin the male version. the point is i feel so ridiculous! shouldn't ur home be ur safehaven and the place where u can be wanted and loved? i hate comin home everyday! its like... we can't laugh or we get yelled at for all sorts of BS reasons, me and mai siblings can't talk to each other because we would be "wasting time", saying anything with the word luv like "lotz of luv from ur kewlest homie...me!" they freak out and hit the roof, if i even mention a guy's name thier ears become radars, and i can't hav a private conversation or hav lone time in this place. i hate it. i'm not an angry person, i'm not! but those ppl push me to mai limits. its like playin a game to them. house crap stays home. b happy and act all that in front of everyone but cum home everyday to shit. the exception is that they can tell whoever the want to because we're just kids and they hav too much stress to handle. the crappy thing is, i don't make close friends that easily and the only close friend i ever had i left in PA when i moved 4 years ago. unfortunately phone bills too much and she's not allowed to mess with the computer since she crashed it.i really hate this, i luv being happy, and bein anywhere cept home does that so yea even skool's kewl, but i still spend half the damn fucking day here. oh well... i guess arranged marriage ain't so bad if it means gettin outta hear. goodbye marriage, hello divorce. i hate my life... *sigh*
on a better note tho, i'm readind part three of the Bourne books (bourne identity was the first) and i still haven't read the second and i watched the first...how odd, but the book is soo totally kool! its the best..in fact i'd rank it up there in my favorites with gone with the wind, harry potter and pride and prejudice and i luv those books! which reminds me, sumone plz buy me Harry Potter #5!!!! PLZ PLZ PLZ! or the Josh Groban CD!!! i don't care! HONEST! i'm real easy to please!!!!!oh and if ur in a really good mood howbout the rishtey sound track!!! mauhahaha...oooo ya, csirh, u are so gonna help me with my car if and when i get it!!! muahahaha...ya u kno i'm gonna hold it to ya too..! bie fernowz....(i'm feelin in a really gud mood all of a sudden! maybe mai parents don't have all that much control on my life!! and they're not really that bad on occasion! they do have thier......moments.. limited, but its there) buh bie!
| ..::Friendship::..friends 4 ever
Nothing more, nothing less
I'll never say never
&u'll never b in lonliness
To me friendship is more important
than anything else in the world
because friendship is the pendant
and we'll never let it burn
I want the chance to say i luv u
but if it means the loss of our friendship
then taht is a wish i'll never do
Your temper rises
and i kno it is hard to quell
afterall, wasn't i there to help u make the rite choices?
you gave me hope when i was down
and at that time i didn't stop to realize
that you always had treated me as tho i wore a crown
i said it b4
i'll say it again
i'll never leave you
cuz u r my friend
..::Un-break
my heart::..Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Un-do this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart, my heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me... ---toni braxton
>>..::*let's make luv*::..Do you know what you do to me
Everything inside of me
Is wanting you
And needing you
I'm so in love with you
Look in my eyes
Let�s get lost tonight
In each other
Let's make love
All night long
Until all our strength is gone
Hold on tight
Just let go
I want to feel you in my soul
Until the sun comes up
Let's make love----faith hill
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