| Completely due to PMS, an upcoming bday; a self indulgent, self-serving, angst, sap and self pity ramble. The �Passions� quote is from �Buffy the Vampire Slayer�. Thanks to �Much ado about Buffy.com" and Carley for having the quote. I also don't consider this a wrestling fiction because as hard as I tried I couldn't work in one single wrestling refrence. However, since this is my site so I decided to put it up anyway. |
| Somebody to Love QUEEN Can anybody find me somebody to love Ooh, each morning I get up I die a little Can barely stand on my feet (Take a look at yourself) Take a look in the mirror and cry (and cry) Lord what you're doing to me (yeah yeah) I have spent all my years in believing you But I just can't get no relief, Lord! Somebody (somebody) ooh somebody (somebody) Can anybody find me somebody to love ? Yeah I work hard (he works hard) every day of my life I work till I ache in my bones At the end (at the end of the day) I take home my hard earned pay all on my own I get down (down) on my knees (knees) And I start to pray Till the tears run down from my eyes Lord somebody (somebody), ooh somebody (Please) Can anybody find me somebody to love ? (He works hard) Everyday (everyday) - I try and I try and I try But everybody wants to put me down They say I'm going crazy They say I got a lot of water in my brain Ah, got no common sense I got nobody left to believe in Yeah yeah yeah yeah Oh Lord Ooh somebody - ooh somebody Can anybody find me somebody to love ? (Can anybody find me someone to love) Got no feel, I got no rhythm I just keep losing my beat (You just keep losing and losing) I'm OK, I'm alright (he's alright - he's alright) I ain't gonna face no defeat (yeah yeah) I just gotta get out of this prison cell One day (someday) I'm gonna be free, Lord! Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love love love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love somebody somebody somebody somebody Somebody find me Somebody find me somebody to love Can anybody find me somebody to love ? (Find me somebody to love) Ooh (Find me somebody to love) Find me somebody, somebody (find me somebody to love) somebody, somebody to love (Find me somebody to love) Find me, find me, find me, find me, find me Ooh - somebody to love (Find me somebody to love) Ooh (Find me somebody to love) Find me, find me, find me somebody to love (Find me somebody to love) Anybody, anywhere, anybody find me somebody to love love love! Wooo somebody find me, find me love. |
| Love. I love you. To be in love. Such a little word for something so complicated. To know what it is to be loved by someone. To hear the words, �I love you.� To be kissed. To be held. To be admired from across the room. Just the thought that you�re on someone�s mind. To know that someone thinks the world of you. All the little clich�s of the sun shinning brighter, the birds singing and all being right with the world. I tell myself that I�m the smart one. Think that I�ve never had someone cheat on me; don�t know that heartache. Don�t have to worry about someone running around on me or if they�ll leave. But it just reminds me that I don�t have anyone. I think about that �white knight� that�s going to show up when I least expect it. Born romantic, that�s me. My grandma used to tell me that. I tell myself that I�m independent, that I don�t actually need anyone. GOD, what a lie. Every time I turn around someone around me is getting married or having a baby. I can�t ever decide if I like �love songs�. They sound really nice and I guess to some, �speak� to them. But sometimes I think they�re just ways to remind me, that I don�t know what the hell they�re talking about. And probably never will. |
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| "Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping... waiting... And though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief." It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank... Without passion, we'd be truly dead." -Angelus |
| I wonder if the same applies for �love�? Or is it all the same? I�ve been going through the motions of life. Not to say my life completely sucks. I have a handful of good friends around me and a great group of ladies on line, all who mean a great deal to me. A fairly decent job where I�m liked and respected. A family that�s there when I need them. I wonder how pathetic it is to be just short of 30 and never have been the center of someone�s life or attention. I wonder if I�ll fall for the first corny line thrown my way. Or for the first guy that shows the right amount of attention or says all the right things. I wonder if I�ll ever even have the chance to shoot down the opportunity. To see if anyone is brave enough to withstand the bravado. Or smart enough to see past the humor. Will I know the "real" thing when it's staring me in the face? That I�ll be the weird old lady with all the cats that all the little kids in the neighborhood whisper about. I�ve been accused of being a frigid uptight bitch. A snob or stuck up. Had a lesbian hit on me once cause she thought I wasn�t into guys. I get sick of the �Are you married yet?� �Dating anyone?� �Why not?� Running into people I knew in high school, who�ve been married, divorce; sometimes more than once. Then sit and wonder what the hell�s the matter with me. *looks toward heaven* Hey Freddie, a lil help down here . . . . . . . . . . |