Cutting at the dishonesty
Punishment for unliving
Crimson covers
Wet by tears of self hatred
Venting thru blood
Hoping for truth
Scared by scabs
Razor fresh stings
Silencing concealed things
Time ticking away in silence
Flowing away with the blood
Hiding for a short while
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Hiding from everything
Hiding from you
From him
From us
All I know is this closet
Closet of fear
Hatred Guilt
Nothing else is here
But sadness & pain
I cannot breath in this musty space
It is not real but it is all there is left
Minimizing my movement
Holding me down
Holding me back