Dwelling on things that hurt you, eat you up inside. The "what if's" and the "why didn't I's" stay with you. I cannot change any of these things but I cannot let them go. By the time eighth grade came around my situation got worse. I was manifesting physical pain from the mental pain I had. I had severe migraines everyday. It is not a normal thing for I child as young as I was think of killing themselves. The migraines have stopped, but I still feel depressed most of the time.