CH: she's back
i'm glad
i dance from cloud to cloud
she's back
so glad
i want to shout out loud
that she's back
back to a life of 9 to 5
back to a town of small talk
back to backstabbing at night
back to this reality show
but still i'm glad 'cos
CH:...
back to blackouts at 8am
back to neighbours always at home
back to so-called friends in need
back to calls from a lost cell phone
but still i'm glad 'cos
CH:...
back in town on a beat up bike
back into this mixed up world
back home where the cats are asleep
back to be my messed up girl
she's back
i'm glad
back to be my messed up girl
she's back
i'm glad
back into my mixed up world
CH: i never felt so lonely
i never felt so blue
when you're not around
i can only think of you
i wonder what will happen
i wonder where you are
when you're far away
from me i wish upon a star
CH:
i love you way too much
i love you and i hate it
'cause when i feel so bad
i wish we hadn't dated
CH:
i don't wanna give up
i ain't givin' in
you're worth every second
of the space i'm livin' in
CH:
i need you all around
i need you by my side
i don't regret this choice
because i hope this time i'm right
CH:
i'm walking on air, you're walking on ice
while i sleep in heaven you sleep on the ground
surrounded by penguins and millions of eyes
no one to see and yet i'm around
when i'm finally asleep as i leave all my thoughts behind
you're sliding down a glacier taking pictures with your mind
ten thousand miles from here and yet so close by
somehow on my birthday party you'll be my side
you are out of sight, not out of mind
one empty chair and one empty glass
have a drink on me while you're sitting on the grass
if you'd get lost, i'll know how to find
i know you are loose and i don't think you're a liar
so no vulcan can stop me on the island of fire
freedom feels uncanny when you're out of reach
so i'll have my hands tied by your gentle leash
just pull it if you want me to build you a river
i'll take a shower everytime i feel this shiver
while still on this river you could be taking a bath
as i'm checking my mail, i hope you're checking a path
to come home to this madness and oh yes a lot more
i only hope that you find wht you've been looking for
may i ask you a tiny little question
and can i know the answer before you leave
right now is okay, but i could wait a little longer
i'd like to know before it's christmas eve
each morning this question is burning my mind
knowing the answer, even if it ain't good
eventually you could be asking me the same
how can we go on without knowing the truth
oh, what happened to me, what's going on
under the skin of my body in heat
just when i thought that i was moving along
electrified and somehow lost indeed
viva las vegas or killing me softly
and what would you like that it's going to be
new year's eve is what i wanna survive, so
may i ask you what it's going to be
i should be alive and no imaginary boy
just to know that you love me is what i wanna know
if i had more time and money
i'd follow you to the end of the world, girl
across the continents keep on running
i could wait till the end of the world
like a satellite i'm circling above
while i'm looking for you at the end of the world, girl
that's the price i'd pay for love
because i'm bound to love you till the end of the world
don't yo umind my asking what
you're looking for at the end of the world, girl
i hope you'll find much more than that
when you come back from the end of the world
just be careful with what you're thinking
and doing there at the end of the world, girl
on your own it's no fun drinking
there ain't no giant wafers at the end of the world
no giant wafers at the end of the world
no giant wafers at the end of the world
so come back
in every corner of my house
under every pillow of the couch
between every wrinkle of the sheets
even in the zipper of my dark blue jeans
i find dark brown samples of your dna
o i see hair everywhere
then i clean my house
and i dust my couch
and i wash the sheets
and also my jeans
but the day after, what do you think
hair hair hair hair everywhere
in every corner of your place
in every tiny bit of space
all over every record box
even inside all the locks
i can see tiny ponytails
oh i see your hair everwhere
and i don't care
i cry i cry and then i laugh a bit
and then i cry some more for the fun of it
at least that's what you think you see
you don't know anything 'bout me
'bout the way i think the way i work
i'm so fragile i'm easily hurt
and maybe
just maybe you will understand
some day
i'm a party animal with tears in my soul
the dancefloor's hot and you're all so cool
i'm a victim of my everlasting smile
as if pierrot's taken over my life
i may be small but not small enough
to disappear and get away from love
and maybe
just maybe i can get away
some day
i need my life i need my space
to take off my mask and see my face
as the mirror kicks me i wonder why
i'm so hard to myself although i try
to get back to the life i had
i realise now that it wasn't that bad
and maybe
just maybe i can get it back
some day
yes maybe
just maybe i'm back on the track
who am i
but a smart kid
entertaining himself
who am i
but a 40 years old
never grown up
who am i
but a smart kid
thinking of himself
who am i
but an adult
refusing to grow up
a friend wishes you all the best
and can listen to what you say
a friend knows when you are all messed
up, fucked in any bad way
a friend allows you to be you
and warns you when you're taking and not giving
a friend advises you what to do
even if it's against his own way of living
a friend should know to let go
and be happy because you are
a friend remains a friend although
you might live a 1000 miles apart
friendship really is hard labour
always underestimated
one day you're close
then far away
but never gone can you let go
but don't go away
you oughta be strong
she's frustration on two feet
not a girl you'd like to meet
like on a morrissey tribute night
any other voice is a delight
i'll look the other way
and try to have some fun today
i don't need her to have fun
in boredom land she's number one
she's anightmare looking great
still someone you'd love to hate
boring in the fourth degree
she can fool a lot but sure not me
always lying about don't know what
complaining 'bout i don't know what
even on a cloudy day
yes, even in the dark
i realise i cannot hide
as all can see the marks
35 finger nails
slicing up my spine
i cannot sit i cannot sleep
yet heaven can be so fine
two cats upon the sheets
and one into my arms
that's the one that made me bleed
pain and pleasure for my charms
i sigh and die in kitty heaven
i know i won't be killed
by 35 kitten marks
or all the blood been spilt
i'm overheatin'
because she's cheatin'
on me and it makes me insanely mad
i had to know
she doesn't know
that i was watching her behind her back
when she left home
no, not alone
there was this guy whom she kissed goodbye
't was 9am
for me the end
of a relationship that's been the biggest lie
i had this dream
a crazy scene
of my girl in the arms of that guy called pat
i had to know
she doesn't know
that i was watching her behind her back
that dreadful morning
i had this yearning
to kiss her and then go back to work
was this her first time
yeah, sure the last time
never ever i've felt so much hurt
what will i say
to her today
as she doesn't know i'm feeling so betrayed
is it too late
she was so great
one day she'll regret this big mistake
i had to know
she doesn't know
that i was watching her behind her back
and now i know
don't want to know
this truth because i really want her back
There was this girl
We shared all our deepest secrets
Friends so close and yet so far
There was this girl
Set on fire by this guy
She told me all about her yearning heart
There was this girl
The more she showed me her heart
The easier for me to grasp her soul
There was this girl
She was completely torn apart
I knew what she missed to be a whole
There was this girl
A romantic soul astray
Looking for a flame beyond the sky
There was this girl
Who didn�t know where to look
I couldn�t tell her I could find
The missing spark
Eternal love
In a one way street
Eternal guilt
A soul can bleed
Kill the mirror
All shattered to pieces
A fake reflection
In the name of jesus
A kiss too many
For the blood�s been spilled
Eternal love leads
To eternal guilt
Hear this warning
Don�t ever try to touch
The broken one
Cos it�ll hurt too much