afraid of losing someone special
afraid of losing a part of the other
why can't friends be lovers
without hurting one another
i'm terrified by the thought i can lose her today
i don't believe in god and i don't know how to pray
i just can't stand losing her as a part of me would die
i can't escape from these thoughts no matter how hard i try
she's angry with me and i completely understand
that she doesn't love me as i want to; i'm just her friend
she's all i ever dreamed of and after so many tears
i still don't know why i feel the end is so damn near
afraid of losing someone special
afraid of losing a part of the other
why can't friends be lovers
without hurting one another
no one else but she can see i'm only bits and pieces
clumsily glued together for a dozen of stupid reasons
i'm always happy, never down; i'm so strong and tough
i'm a great actor as no one knows what i'm thinking of
could you be the one
the one i was waiting for
so many years have passed
i hate the days of yore
behind the door of shame
i got almost killed
to violence and to hate
i shall never yield
do you understand
why
you may know the answer
why my life is turning
my soul is heaven filled
i feel this indeep yearning
i cannot give my heart
to anyone i care of
only if there's something more
i can show my love
do you understand
why
i'm so nervous
and i'm waiting near the phone
it's almost midnight
and i am still at home
i am drowning
in my own pool of fears
i wanna be with you
to wipe away your tears
i want to give you everything
you want but i can only
give you my love
i'm so shaky
and i'm waiting near the phone
it's almost midnight
and i am still at home
i am your friend
and yet i'm so far away
it's almost midnight
almost another day
everytime before the lights go out i take a good look everywhere
and everytime before i lift the blankets i realise you're still over there
every night i sleep alone in my own heaven dreaming of your being here
and every morning i wake up alone, all naked, cold because you ain't here
my bed's too cold without you
too cold when you're away
don't want to sleep alone no more
i want you here to stay
cuz every morning i wake up alone
all naked, cold, every day
i'm a fast car
you try to brake
i go faster
than i can take
way too fast
adrenaline
only slow down
if love comes in
i'm going 90
miles an hour
can't cool down
need no cold shower
i'm a fast car
you try to brake
i go faster
than i can take
and when i smack
against the wall
you won't hear
my silent call
falling in love
is falling indeed
my face hits the floor
and my heart starts to bleed
love can be cruel
if it can't be returned
i wind up wondering
is this all i earned
and over again
i fall in love
i know it hurts
still it's never enough
pain and pleasure
deceit and desire
why do i let love
set my heart afire
i wanna sleep
for a thousand years
and when i wake up
i forget all my fears
oh baby, i'm in love with you
there's nothing i can do
i know you've made your choice
i know that i'm not yours
maybe i'll wind up mad
you're the best i ever had
i'm on my own again
once more a lonely man
i'm still in love with you
there's nothing i could do
i knew i had little chance
to hold you in my arms
i love your honesty
i love your modesty
i'm back to normal life
see you from nine to five
i'm still in love with you
there's little i could do
wyou will leave me behind
although love was on our mind
disappointment, oh sure
for me there is no cure
how come i can't be tough
always deserted by love
i've come to a decision i'll probably regret
i'm gonna kill a love that's been the best i've ever had
we can read each other's minds as if we're open books
she's got all i want, she's got the brains, she's got the looks
in another time, another place, another world
i would have been her perfect boy and she my perfect girl
she says she's still in love with me and i feel just the same
i don't want her to think that all we had was just a game
the chance i'll find another girl like her is very small
still i let her loose before i drag her in my fall
i've come to a decision i'll probably regret
i'm gonna kill a love that's been the best i've ever had
oh i'm so angry by the way
you have seduced me every day
you've made me feel like i'm a man
giving me the impression you could understand
but you are just like all the rest
it hurts even more cuz you were the best
girl i have ever given my heart to
did i come closer than i was allowed to?
i never could've thought you'd betray a friend
there are other ways to call it an end
while i've been honest with the secrets i shared
you let me down; you are so square
how do you think that i can trust
someone who fills me with disgust
are you such a coward that you can't even say
what's the real reason you behave this way?
i feel naked and deceived
you're nothing but a soul thief
"the english patient": you haven't figured out
what the movie really is about
you may know love but passion's passed you by
it's a fire burning when perfection's nigh
did my passion for you mean nothing to you?
are we going back to "how do you do"?
you can trust me, but can i expect the same
a friend is holy to me; to you it's only a name
such a shame
i have been too honest
to my closest friend
i told her everything i did
and now we've reached the end
of the most marvelous friendship
i have ever had
she must've been in love with me;
oh god, i feel so bad
if my honesty doesn't kill me
she certainly will
love has turned to hate
from everything to nil
her boyfriend hasn't left her
although she's been a cheat
friends don't fool around
it's a shoulder that they need
i still want her to be
my friend like before
but i'm afraid that this
will never come back anymore
i told her that i have
made love to a stranger
i'm the one with no lies
so why am i in danger
if my honesty doesn't kill me
she certainly will
love has turned to hate
from everything to nil
her boyfriend hasn't left her
although she's been a cheat
friends don't fool around
it's a shoulder that they need
she doesn't want to speak
she doesn't want to look
i thought i was helping her
being an open book
i must have hurt her badly
i haven't ever seen
so much hate and sorrow
i wish it were a dream