Doubting Boulevard

I said, “you’re not the only lonely one
been meaning to tell you, been meaning to make you see”
oh if only for one precious piece of time
would everything just work out like this rhyme?

Some things I can’t explain
some feeling I have to refrain, from feeling
sand I’m just a little bit scared right now
and I can’t just start her believing some how

refrain

but with so many questions that I can’t answer
and with all this spent time, don’t say it can’t matter
would somebody throw me Jacob’s Ladder?
I’ll try to carry her myself

chorus
she wants to know why, but it’s so hard
been doing some thinking of my own
but I can’t see this distance that i’ve known for so long......and I don’t feel that strong
and I won’t just write her another card
so I guess I’m back again, on doubting boulevard. 

She’s not the only lonely one, living without you
I just can’t make her see
Her life I can’t just undo
why can’t she see You in me?