Living in hell from womb to grave

Devils and deceit
They haunt me with what you’ve done
They scream at me defeat
Seeing, surviving, slowly dying
You wanted me to live? You wanted me to die!
You wanted me to love someone
When you don’t even try

Hopeless and degraded
You’ve made me to be your slave
Trap set and baited
I live in hell from womb to grave
I want to see, you keep me blind
I want to search, nothing to find
And yet you try to prove yourself
Leave me alone, there’s nothing else

You’ve created me too hard to break
I’m blaming you
Living the life of an unwanted mistake
I’m hating you
For taking away what you never gave
Living in hell
From womb to grave

Lust and desire, fused with passion
Temptations fly by - the usual fashion
And you don’t even try to stop them
If purity is so high on your list
Then why in God’s name did you give me this?
You cut off every escape and plan every attack
And then you wonder why I feel stabbed in the back

You’ve created me too hard to break
I’m blaming you
Living the life, the unwanted mistake
I’m hating you
For taking away what you never gave
Living in hell
From womb to grave

You want me to catch you, 
Yet you know you can’t be caught
You want me to think of you, 
But am I given a thought?
Do you even care about me anymore?
How can I believe that someone like you
Can be anything but spiteful and cruel?
Yearning for Love, that you never gave
Living in hell, from womb to grave

 Dgermain 5/02/01